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i for the hell dont know
shakazulu2023-09-10T10:07:49Znow hear this ...... what i hate in people -II
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This is a sequel to the original bitching story. some time ago i hope people remember"baap" splashed a huge blog with photos of a certain person talking to his girlfriend. The whole idea of the blog was to condemn the act of mush talk . It was labelled mushomania by his screwed up mindness. well i didn't reply to that act of utter disregard towards one of the most basic of human emotions.we are here because some two people felt them.Is it possible that we are now in an age where certain people are so devoid of emotions that certain things like talking mush are considered lowly and degrading?So degrading that his highness in all his wisdom had to put it up on the net for one and all to see and mock and laugh. Does it also highlight the utter disrespect for the privacy of the person whose photos were put up.Now how screwed up can a mind get when it tells u that the basic emotion of an attraction,towards another person which translates in to telling that person that u like him/her is labelled and act of debauchery and disgust and that it has to be put up for on and all to see and laugh at. Is the intellectual standard of the members of full hyderabad so low that nobody even considered telling his baapness that, that post was bullshit. when i say bull shit i mean bullcrap in it's truest form. I bet that same person who put up that post has a screwed up life, maybe girls treat him like shit so he comes up with this theory like mushomania. i labell this syndrome intellectomania, this state of utter and superlative feeling of greatness translates into labelling whatever u dont have or dont have the level to have as pish posh.what hurts me the most is the act of putting it up on the net, and displaying it like some circus act.dude! this is an act of serious perversion. kaam dhanda nahi hai kya other than poking fun at other peoples life. The greatest form of intellect i believe can be achieved by first trying to attain common sense. <br />
huh off my chest !!!!<br />
feel the need<br />
the need to fire<br />
the need to fire back<br />
the need to surge.<br />
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Writing2004-10-27T16:06:10Zshakazuluthat one chance
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<p>Why am I always at the starting line ?<br />Is this a Divine way of saying,<br />Saying Son :"You aint meant for this"<br />"NO", I cry "Gimme a chance, Gimme a Streak"</p>
<p>"Is it much", I think<br />to ask for,<br />to ask for that ONE chance?</p>
<p>Life is about Living.<br />Let me live it in all it's myriadness</p>
<p>There is Futility <br />There is Heartbreak I know,<br />But how will I realise it's Futility</p>
<p>Then it happens, <br />as it always has,<br />like a Divine mock, <br />A Divine Smirk.</p>
<p>I Get it, I Get it all.<br />Everything I want, <br />Everything I Dreamt. <br />There's a hitch, though. I<br />get the same thing.</p>
<p>Where is the myriadness? <br />Is it all ? I ponder.</p>
<p>This is like a journey never ending,<br />never satisfying mortal life,<br />constricted a meaning to life I seek.</p>
<p>Here again I think </p>
<p>" Is it much to ask for ... To ask for that one Chance ?"</p>General2004-10-27T05:15:29Zshakazuluphilo-life
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<p>why are we here?</p>
<p>do we know ?</p>
<p>i'm here for areason i'd like to believe </p>
<p>there is hope after all i'd like to know </p>
<p>i believe not in destiny </p>
<p> i believe not in predefintion </p>
<p>i believe in hope </p>
<p>i believe in uncertainity </p>
<p> for in uncertainity lies hope </p>
<p>so iwalk along life's pathways </p>
<p>i walk blind , i walk dazed</p>
<p>i walk confidently , i walk hopefully </p>
<p>the pathe ahead is unknown </p>
<p>the future is uncertain </p>
<p>i am not scared i trudge on neverthless.</p>
<p>for in uncertainity lies hope </p>
<p>so i come out once again to muse</p>
<p>am i here for a reason?</p>
<p>i might never know</p>
<p> </p>
<p> </p>Poetry2004-10-07T18:14:39Zshakazulusurge
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<p><font face="courier new, courier, mono"><em></em></font> </p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> Darkness pulls me down,</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> should i ever know the light .</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> whims and fancies of a cursed fate .</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> I am a fallen soul, seeking to survive.</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> memories ofa glorious past,</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> shine in my eyes . </font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> despair and pain,I know as friends.</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> There is hope say some , </font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> see the light .</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> I see nothing ,I see no light .</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> There is fire deep inside ,</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> It still burns,It still stays .</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> It will show me the way.</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> I will survive ,I will surface.</font></em></p>
<p><em><font face="Courier New"> To see the light of day.</font></em></p>
<p> </p>General2004-08-12T23:32:34Zshakazulu