http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?blogId=243 fuckin' crib over my sore life spartacus 2023-08-30T20:23:58Z http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1342&blogId=243 <p>Another fuckin' entry...I don't care if anyone reads this or not...I am just gonna puke out my misery...</p> <p>I can fuckin program I never get a reason...I can make movies ??(yeah!!! I gotta fuckin camcorder) but my projects get delayed by a life time...I fuckin like this girl...but don't wanna confess...I started to day dream...I am bloody imagining her to be by my side and I&nbsp;am talkin to her...all that in public. </p> <p>I have a rep as a woman hater...the heart broken come to me for solace..and the committed look up to me..I can't fuckin go and talk to that female now...I know sheez quite okay with me....May b she'd even fall for me...but the motherfuckin' pride....QT was right..fuck pride...it never helps it only hurts...fuck pride</p> <p>I can fuckin stay without the thoughts but I don't want to....I like her .....I dunno if I love her...cuz I dunno what fuckin love is...never been in it...U can't live without her ...is that love....if yes then I am not in...she'd just make my life better...I ain't sure of that either........</p> <p>All I can do is RUST IN PEACE</p> Personal 2005-01-05T00:48:00Z spartacus