So close...yet so far

So close...yet so far http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?blogId=290 Who can control his fate ? soodbharat 2023-09-06T05:17:08Z whhhaaaaat ? http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1971&blogId=290 ok so...i log on after...ages!..boom badang..bish..bash..my phone just fell...grr...7610 is mass...narasimha reddy just bought one ...aaaa..lol anyways, so i log on after ages...and whoz this lizardking guy ?...i hate lizards. anyways i dint bother reading the blogs! wokay, now ppl calling me up and asking why i did what i did. Damn im in trouble. Or FUN. Edo okatti!!!!( that's the only telegu line i really like !!) -brat General 2005-08-16T22:07:07Z soodbharat I am back there is http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1909&blogId=290 lol... what do u know ?!...havent been able to log in to this stupid site since 3 months now!... just formated my comp...and voila ! i hate computers...hate machines...hate technology...thats what i was sayin 2 dayz ago when my comp was pissin me off majorly. Now,i cant get off it. Nor can i get enuff of my cell phone..Nor can i live without machines. Strange...things machines make u say ! Well, a lot has happnd in these 3 months... A LOT! Spiritually things have become better. Mentally also..i think..i hope! but well,...no point tellin any1 what happnd in last 3 months. dumb! well, college openin in 4 dayz. :( :)......its a bag of mixed thoughts..like always. hey btw...ppl..u shud chek out...www.astrologyzone.com. I know i know..u prolly dont believe in all this crap. Nor did i.But holy crap...this is awesome. ok phone call...cyaz -brat General 2005-07-06T20:44:38Z soodbharat The way me may choose to be is the way we are! http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1631&blogId=290 He he! Put 2 alarms for 5:50 and 5:55 in d morning. Guess wat time i wake up...11:15!!...now thats just....funny!! So..get up at 11:15!..or wait...no..11:30 i think! Ok..get up...go get medicine for bro since he wasnt feeling well. So went. Got medicine...came back. Timepassed..ate lunch..tried studying...lol...wat abstract stuff man even in programming languages...have to read so carefully as if ur reading shakespeare and analyzing every word!...pain in the arse basically! watched the hopeless match. Why does the Indian team always miss out whereas teams like aus. or ne other team always win. I think the Indian team shud give up playing cricket and shud undergo make-overs and become models and do ads. Coz they spend more time on ads than on playing!...waste fools Then watched spy kids 3d for the 2nd time..lol..wat a dumb funny movie. Sometimes i find these middle aged kids...like 8 -14 realllllly irritating!...even i dunno y!! Then...ate cheese toast..aaah..went got dvd..la la la...tp.. Then watched movie - "Meet the Fockers"...awesome!...hilarious! Gaylord Focker!!!....poor fellow has to live his entire life with that name!..ha ha..sad In between and ending of da movie..somewhere got spiritually confused. Wondering about life...Love...relationships...career...family..bla bla...and still wondering.........Gimme ur views if any on any of it!...i could use some!     General 2005-03-12T23:15:34Z soodbharat Hair God http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1613&blogId=290 O holy one...O great good GOD. Why have u put me in this dilemma?...Wasnt i good enough in short normal styled hair? Why did u make me start growing long hair. Now its like ive become obsessed wid long hair. Even though it does and doesnt suit me or my physique....i cant let go of it. I have forgotten what its like to be the old Brat!  The worst part is....No one ever gives an honest opinion of what i shud do...cut or not!? My coin flipping technique keeps pointing out that i should not cut....but when i look at myself i think i should cut. Now if i disobey and disrespect the coin then whats the point of flipping it in the first place? I mean...in the future then the coin wont tell the truth. So...wat then?....Cut or not cut? Ok....I decided to cut today...then suddenly i realized that today is a holiday and the hair stylists will be closed. Ok then i thot mayb this is a sign...but then again i thot mayb not and im just creating excuses. Ok decided to cut tomm then.,...but just found out that tomm also mite be closed coz of the Shivratri hangover! Now...is that another useless sign too?....Or are u really trying to tell me something o holy one? I really dont mind sporting a short cut now....just dont wanna regret cutting the long hair off. Please guide me thru this tough phase of life....i will be ever grateful. So will my hair! :) P.s: my hair is verry long...ok not verry....but long and scattered...but sometimes looks good...sometimes not..   General 2005-03-08T14:13:11Z soodbharat Starry Starry Night http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1602&blogId=290 Starry, starry night Paint your palette blue and grey Look out on a summer's day With eyes that know the darkness in my soul Shadows on the hills Sketch the trees and daffodils Catch the breeze and the winter chills In colours on the snowy linen land Now I understand What you tried to say to me And how you suffered for your sanity And how you tried to set them free They would not listen They did not know how Perhaps they'll listen now Starry, starry night Flaming flowers that brightly blaze Swirling clouds and violet haze Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue Colours changing hue Morning fields of amber grain Weathered faces lined in pain Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand Now I understand What you tried to say to me And how you suffered for your sanity And how you tried to set them free They would not listen They did not know how Perhaps they'll listen now For they could not love you But still your love was true And when no hope was left inside On that starry, starry night You took your life as lovers often do But I could have told you Vincent This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you Like the strangers that you've met The ragged men in ragged clothes The silver thorn of bloody rose Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow Now I think I know What you tried to say to me And how you suffered for your sanity And how you tried to set them free They would not listen They're not listening still Perhaps they never will... General 2005-03-05T11:40:52Z soodbharat Do mass or die mass http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1601&blogId=290 Again...convention of the swanky eclectic...ok sounded cool...sounded suave...sounded not mass! Unfortunately mass was the order of the day! We go in...we see people trying to grab the mike to show their massness or classness or just trying to do so much work! We sit down and then comes the intro round with all sorts of people.....from mass to mass to i wonder how mass. We still sit down...proposal round...Why do people tell people "i accept". I mean do they really accept?...wats the point of the proposal round...in reality?...to pro'll show some1 u have a thing for them ?.right?  So if every1 accpets every1 it would turn out to be one big fat sad orgy!     Well...thats the definition of mass i guess.... Food....aaaah...what wud one do without food. It just has its own way of making things better all the time ...no matter what situation one is in. Ok...D I S C O ...Temme one thing ppl....why do DJ's take so oooo much bhaaav. I mean the crowd they r catering to requests few songs because the crowd wud appreicate them and the DJ duznt understand.All he says is " Sorry i will not take any requests".   Ok...if hez some big shot DJ...then yeah he some sorta status he has to live upto and he wud have played those songs newayz. But i dont undertsand these wannabe DJ's..feel like putting a 10000W speaker playing mayadari maisamma up their arse ! Ok ..bla bla...bla bla.... I guess one has to be MASS to be with MASS ! Why is Hyderabad so hot and irritating. And so cold and beautiful. I know i may seem like a verry confused person ...but am not as confused as i seem to be! I just need to question myself abt certain things now n then and i usually get the answers. P.S: Everytime u come,         my heart takes a pounding,         why don't u ever understand,         why don't u ever try?         Is it that ur confused,         And need someone to show u the path,         Coz if it's that..ill be glad to do myself that favour.    General 2005-03-05T11:27:26Z soodbharat Money?...grr.. http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1594&blogId=290 Can we all just "get-along"? I mean why does everyone have a problem with everything or everyone? I mean...why cant it not be a world centered arond just one thing...MONEY Yeah there has to be some sort of thing to differentiate ppl from each other.But the way this is shaping up.Makes me wonder in what kinda world our kids are gonna live? I mean...if we ourselves are having so much pressure from so many sides...they wud just die soon as they're born! Wat im saying is...Don't judge ppl by their finances. Yeah... Bye! P.S.: It's not all about Money, Honey ( I WISH :( )   General 2005-03-03T21:12:47Z soodbharat AUN ! http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1593&blogId=290 So much to write! .... imonhere?....wat is that name?...why is he so frustated wid assignments and wat parents keep saying. I mean respect it...but..big deal...its wat U that matters...remember...NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ( Metallica....he he !) ok now bak to some serious stuff!! - felt the sting of the scorpio ( it dint have turbo diesel thoh...in  case u bothered to think!) - felt the massness of the ...umm...i dunno....but the guitar playing reminded me of how unfair life can be. - felt double mass when i did not have photos of my dashing self!! felt triple mass when gave some dumb form to some person in whose hands my fate lies! - goin in d corridor of doom...wondering where in this world is my room :( - "It's now or never" i read. I guess i choose for it to be NOW! But nothing happnd then...xcept some ancient modern looking scrolls taking me into a state of nostalgia!...probably i was a moghul in my last life!  ...or a petty servant fanning some jackass's arse! - thot id feel the scorpions sting again...but sadly..or mayb not...dint feel it! - they call it "webworld"...but i dont feel like i was in the world's web! :s - King Koti they call it...wondering how a king could leave such a disorganized mass place without caring!...and still wondering - Home sweet home!... - They say study hard now...u will benefit later. Then they say...ok now u really have to study if u want a good future. Then they say...ok this is the big one...dont make a mess of ur life!.........................................................I SAY...." Timmay?" So, the time for "NOW or Never" coming up....T2 is the runtime environment!(nice)....I wonder what happens then (no...NOW!) or mayb Never!...wateva and so i sign off...in a sort of a daze...feeling like im in a maze...finding the path out and then realizing that it's a never ending phase. P.S. : T610 rocks!   General 2005-03-03T19:39:13Z soodbharat Formal Intro! http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1582&blogId=290 Name : Bharat Sood Nickname : brat Profession : Student Age : 20 Sex: Male ( thought i'd crack a pervert one there..but thought.....hmm....let's give u guys some more time) Hobbies : Listening to music...Driving...Phone!!....Fantasizing abt Cell phones ( oh there's loooots more to come)...and growing hair ( tchh tchh ) OK BYE! General 2005-03-02T09:01:49Z soodbharat Phew!...finally made it! http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=1581&blogId=290 Well,...well....well... im pretty much speechless....been trying to log on to this dumb **** blog site since 2 dayz. Created 3 id's and always never got logged in. Gave it a last try...and it works!!....i guess it just proves that we need to try try try,till we succeed. Anyways!! Myself am the Bharat Sood... Doin my engg. at CBIT (UNFORTUNATELY) Phew...im finally blogging...dont believe it...the way this site was acting up...i was wondering if i wud ever make it amongst the elite (ha ha...rite!). OK BYE! General 2005-03-02T08:55:50Z soodbharat