THE PRINCE VILLA 2005-05-25T15:05:07+00:00 lifetype-1.2.12_r7211 http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/rss.php?blogId=323&profile=atom Copyright (c) prince_1512 tag:blogs.fullhyderabad.com,2005-05-25:1834 WHAT HAVE I LOST A FRIEND OR MY LOVE??????? 2005-05-25T15:05:07+05:30 "i miss her so much!!!!!!!!!" i said to myself as i saw the missed call on my phone standin on the platform watchin the train which was leavin the staion. the missed call was from tht ... prince_1512 Love "i miss her so much!!!!!!!!!" i said to myself as i saw the missed call on my phone standin on the platform watchin the train which was leavin the staion. the missed call was from tht "one girl" who over the last 2 yrs had become such an important part of my life. wid me were standin 2 more friends of her who had come to see her off. at tht moment i din know wat was leavin my life "my best buddy or my love"???????? the train reached the farthest pt  i cud see and i got another missed call from her. all the moments i had spent over the past 2 yrs were all comin back to me as i walked out of station movin to the parkin lot. we had met 2 yrs ago casually thru a common frnd and very soon become gud friends." tht gal is hot!!!!!!!!" was wat i had said to myself wen i saw for the 1st time. we spoke of everythin we cud bout our life's to each other and discussed our failures,success, personal relatonships etc. and supported each other. i discused my crushes wid her and she hers and never realized tht we both were such an awesome pair. we had fights ,we had arguments all so serious tht an observer wud say tht we wud never patch up again but we always did as we cudn't stay without each other. after all we were buddies!!!!! it was so awesome wen she cutely said "sorry" after i apologized. every moment spent wid her was special. it was gr888!!!!!!! as she stayed alone in a hostel she wud often go to her parent's place(out of town) for a week's holiday.tht 1 week wud be hell for me as i wud miss her so much and the only thing which saved my day was my 1 hour STD chat wid her on the phone. but above all i knew was that she's gonna come back but now i don't even know wen i wud meet her??????? those night drives wid her ,her chin restin on my shoulder and she talkin to me bout different things and givin me lectures(at times)  was all  so awesome. and all i knew tht i wanted to spend as much time wid her as i cud. i stil failed to recognize my feelings. but it happened very soon. few months before she was leavin we had a major fight and we reallly din speak to each other for a seriously long time. wen i did speak to her we argued and being hurt i uttered somethin like"tht felt like as if i was very minute particle in her life wich really din affect her in any way". we anyways patched but a few days later she handed me over a 6 page note and the whole content of hte letter was she trying to tell ME how much i meant to her and how majorly i affected her and in it was a small gift for me(i am not tellin u wat it was).  she confessed in her letter tht "i am one of those very few people who cud affect her emotionally" and lot more which i can't talk bout as it might get boring for u guyz.  i wrote an apoligising letter which she read in front of me. after readin the letter she cried and i wiped her tears. moments alter she was in my arms huggin me tightly. tht day we spent a lot of time together and the it all added up to the quality time i have lived in my life. it was now tht i started feelin there was somethin more than wat i assumed was close friendship. i was fallin in love wid her and worst part of it all i never told it to her. my freinds kept tellin to express my feelings but i resented due to the fear of losin all wat i had and in the process losin all the oppurtunities i was gettin to express my feelings. i still don't know tht shud have i told her about my feelings atleast wen i had gone to see her off at the station. there were other frnds of her present ,her mom was also there. she was delighted to see me as i had told her i wont come to see her off but had pulled off alast minute surprise. tht day we din have much to talk bout and even she, as her other frnds around were keepn her constantly busy. all we did was looked in to each others eyes occasionally as if we were conversing thru our eyes. few moments later i was standin in the platform watchin her train leave and confused wid one question in my head "what have i lost??" and i hope i get the answer to this question the next time i meet her. i miss her so much man!!!!!!!!!   tag:blogs.fullhyderabad.com,2005-05-24:1832 ACCIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!! 2005-05-24T14:06:11+05:30 hello ppl!!!!!!!! i am back and this time i have somethin to talk about. i witnessed a road accident the same morning i registered for this blog and as i thought i'll get u guys thinkin about it ... prince_1512 General hello ppl!!!!!!!! i am back and this time i have somethin to talk about. i witnessed a road accident the same morning i registered for this blog and as i thought i'll get u guys thinkin about it too. anyways it happened so that as i was comin out of the Honda showrooms for 2 wheelers on the M.G. road(a particular place in hyderabad)and was walkin along the road. it was then i heard some noise and me and my friend looked behind us and what we saw was really strange. a guy was makin somersaults in the air before he hit the divider on the road wid his legs in stretched  and entagled which surely gave me the feeling that he had a fracture. a few feet behind him lay his bike damaged in the front due to the collision wid the divider.and a little behind the bike was lying a woman flat on ground. and this waht i saw in one glance. the man was cryin in pain holding his leg. thankfully he didn't look to have any head injuries. the woman lying a few feet away got up as she didn't look much hurt and as she got up she rushed and moved to the left side of th road trying to stop an auto . as ppl gathered around the wounded man i thought the woman was the hurt man's wife and was stoppin an auto to take him to hospital. but that was not the case as she sat in the auto which she stopped and vanished from the scene. and then i understood that actually the man had collided wid the divider beause he had tried to avoid the woman who was tryin to cross the road. becausse nobody hits the divider simply!!!!!!!!!! as i moved away from the scene i pondered over one thing that why have ppl become so heartless????????????????? the woman ran away from the scene as she was scared that she wud be held responsible for the accident. but was her act right?????????? i don't think so. she cud have atleast stayed and helped the man rahter than running away. why was she so selfish???????? she saw a man crying in pain who had saved her from the same pain which she could have encountered but she became selfish in her fear and ran away. well guyz this incident affected me majorly as i cudn't stop thinkin about it. well guyzzzzzzzzz i think there shud some sort of punishement even for the pedestrians who are sometimes the cause of certain major accidents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   wat say??????????????????????? well guyz think about the incident if u read this blog and shower ur comments!!!!!!!! signin of   THOUGHTGUNZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!! tag:blogs.fullhyderabad.com,2005-05-23:1828 the fisrt post 2005-05-23T23:25:56+05:30 well!!!!!!! this is my very first post and alll i am thinkin bout is wat to write in this small cosy little space i have got just for myself. and while i think (??????????????????????) u guys can ... prince_1512 General well!!!!!!! this is my very first post and alll i am thinkin bout is wat to write in this small cosy little space i have got just for myself. and while i think (??????????????????????) u guys can wait until i give my next post. till then. adios!!!!!!!!!!!!