http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?blogId=466 FALSEHOOD KICKS OFF...... WORLD PRETEND THT ITS ALL REAL............. �sumtimes miracles do happen�         1 mac�s philosophy           -: Kshitij desai   this is abt philosophy,ego�s,attitudes,darkness,confusion SURPRISE, etc�� all above dis�its abt mac,who was waiting for a miracle� 1 mr ask me wht sort of miracle?and I laugh���but it wasnt n e magic but accordin 2 mac�s vision it was sumthin,sumtime & it happened��here was the day�   the day was special for henry,it was his 18 th   birthday party henry a frnd   of Sharon &mac a frnd of Sharon so a=b=c=a I describe it as mathematical friendship{lol}�on the other Hand it was hazel who accompany gissele @henrys party Here�s the first meet���. Henry: hey welcum thanx for cumin� Sharon:its ur party after all how can I not cum�.happy bday By the way u know mac�� happy bday�.. mac said; Henry:ofcourse i do thanx�� Gissele:hey dear mny mny happy rtuns of the day��by the way meet my Frnd hazel hope u don�t mind I called her�as she hardly socialize Henry: its absolutely fine how can I mind such pretty gal cumin mine party U know wat now the party seems more happenin.. gr8 u came hazel�feel @ Home by da way she is Sharon & thts mac�� Hazel:hey Sharon I think we mat bfor right�.{widsmile on her face} Sharon: ya I gues so @ the shoppin mall right? Mac:hey neil hi u here? Ya man henry is my classmate? Said neil Neil:by the way wht u doin here? Huh! Mr lonely�.u k na! Mac: I jus came here wid Sharon Neil:hey look @tht gal man isn�t she pretty?   M noticing her since long I don�t think she is henrys frnd might b her cousin? Mac:no she is wid sum gal call giseele {noticing hazel &smiling} Neil:u mat her? Noticing quiet a lot dis days huh! Wuz happenin? Mac:{in a hurry} nothing I catch u later alrighty den cya�. Neil: hey! Where u goin ?{no reply} Mac:hey xcuse me! U searchin for sumthin? Hazel:no not really�. Mac:I think u r. the cellphone right.u kept it over there its here now. Hazel:oh! Thanx Mac: n e ways I m mac Hazel:its hazel Mac:hey! hey! Wait ah! Can we hve drink 2gether?{nervous exp} Hazel:{surprised} what!!! Mac: a drink I said�.cmmon not a big deal {looking down lowering the voice} It is! I mean��.srry I thought u were���. Hazel:wht? Wuz wid me? Mac:no actually I thought u will b fine wid it�but its ok{givin weid exp showin Tht she doent hve guts Fr a drink as if she is alien for a party} Mac:{talking 2 himself} typical vernie once again huh!!!! Mac:{turning back & turning his face blue}hey Sharon� Sharon:wuz goin maan�.so u freakin out� Mac:as usual checkin out sum dumbos�..beauty without brains but all the Time�..i mean..huh! Sharon:maan u seems angry? I think its ur attitude problem� Mac:I jus ask for a drink is tht 2 much 2 ask for? They dreesup like miss world Wht happens den   beauty seems 2 b ageless & brain is rotten�.gve me a break Sharon:god help all those gals ur so called dumbo�s Ma: there r exceptions like u Sharon:oh yeah!by the way wuz up wid tht cellphone gal huh! Finally found Sumone ur type. Mac:nah! She is jus the same�.she was the 1 I was takin abt by the way she is hazel Sharon:hazel!!{teasing mac} there mst b sumthin abt her tht made u Take the initiative�.. Mac:no its jus the cellphone{shivering a bit} u know her? Sharon:oh social service.yes i know her henry introduced me where were u At tht point of time? Always absent @ precious occasion�.i tell u she is so Called confused gal wid attitude problems� Mac: u mean typical gal�.. Sharon:shut up! Mac:I said u an xception Hazel:{talking 2 herself abt wht mac jus said}wht does he mean by �srry I thought u were� hazel:hey Sharon�..hi again mr? Mac:its mac�..so how do u know henry? Hazel: I m here wid gissele. I suppose we mat bfor Mac: oh ya I got It jus dint click��   Hazel:so� a drink ��.wht say? Mac:{wid surprising smile}sure cum Mac:how many parties u attended so far?   Hazel: why? Mac:no jus casually�.but I think u hardly experienced parties? Hazel:wht made u think tht? By the way m a party animal & u know wat I thought the same abt u? Mac:u know the incident wid ur cellphone & my askin u for a drink & ur Response 2 it ? u know wht I mean�.by the way wht made u think tht? Hazel:{unanswerable confused}its jus tht..ah! I mean!! Oh! Jus forget it� Mac:{widsmile on his face}u know wat ur so confused & the thing is u cant Accept ur losing on anything. Hazel:oh sure{in anger} mr intellectual! So why r u talking 2 me��.jus Get lost{angry in different way as she was knowin her nature �truth is bitter�} As was the case wid hazel����.. Mac:{replying} coz ur so pretty��.. Hazel:{surprised} huh! Tht was expected{2herself wid lowering the voice} what!! {this time louder} mac:why ur ugly? Ofcourse not ;said hazel mac:see this is the thing when I said u pretty�u were surprised as if u never know & dint want 2 listen the opposite either u know wat,gals want 2 listen it frm others why is it so? tell me�.oh fuget it whom m askin dis {2 himself} hazel:hey u listen, wht do u know abt gals? Huh!I m sure nothing first tk sum time out & know them by conversing wid them by conversing I mean quality talk, not da itellectual one,also b @listenin end rather than being jugemental on everthin.dan u tell me?alrighty mr I mst leave now mac:xcuse me I can do so�meet me for coffee? I know it sounds so obvious� cafebar�. A place 2 meet.. hazel:{the moment came 2 a standstill it was silent}finally it broke�. Ya thts true�{replyin} u think u smarter by addin tht line �its so obvious���.. Tht u will b seem like one �.means smart boy�. Mac: no not at all on the contrary I hve never been 2 a caf� bar wid a gal�.. Its jus tht wat I observed around . why not u cum over my place{nervous looking @ her}if u wish 2. I know this may sound more trickier.the thing is I can make u a good coffee without spending a penny hazel:{laughing finally} ok den 2morrow 4:30@ ur place mac: will do..                                    NXT DAY Mac:hey cum in� was xpectin u around Hazel:well here I m�but I mst tell u u played it smartly directly @ ur home huh! Mac:I know why u think like tht its not urs or my fault its jus tht its fake world Out der & in the world of falsehood I made a mistake of being real �� Which ultimately hit me back��.. Hazel:ok   mr philosopher it was jus a saying u don�t need 2 go in deep Wid my words �jus chill! By the way wuz tht r those ur paintings? Mac:actually I don�t talk abt tht.coz its not mine but I do tk prideof tht U know wat m very practical & strong as a person who don�t required n e Sympathy but certain emotions r natural which I cant help�.actually Its my mothers paintings .she died when I was knee high,otherwise I m   Not even closer 2 hold a paint brush in my hand when it cums 2 pantings I m reverse of wht my mother was��.. Hazel: I m so sorry��.. Mac: don�t b I hate sympathy. frm past 10 yrs I hve been leavin without mom & I don�t even hve a gf u know why coz I never felt their absence hazel:I like tht I never expect a sympathy either those who showers it r the cripiest morons�& who requires it r the biggest losers. So u dint felt n e bodys absence coz u strong but wht besides tht? U hardly socialize��.i mean not hveig gf @ teenage is nxt 2 disocialising mac:I write all thoughts of mine all crap�as usual hazel:well thts interesting   wht sort of crap u written   let me know?   hazel:so mr philosopher wht r ur philosophies of life? {both laughed 2gether for the 1 st time} mac:I don�t share them wid n e body�I dint mean only frnds its wid nobody not even family�..its jus me,me & myself u see by the way its jus a crap its jus my vision, or my take on life also I cant generalize wht I say so its not worth 2 tell n e body & who m I 2 decide the norms of the world? Hazel:ok!ok! mr hyperbole!{smiling@mac} u know wat u actually.. Xpected me 2 demand & plead for ur writings but eventually I dint do As such�.{teasin mac} u upset mr? Mac:as I said m being real,yes I do xpected repeated pleadin for my writings But eventually I wasn�t goin 2 show u so �whatever happens happens for the best� Hazel:ok mr philosopher now enough of ur philosophies.now I remind u of Wht u said yesterday u know wht I m here for? Mac:{really surprised talking 2 himself} woho! Wht is she here for,is she Goin 2 b naughty now dis seems interstin maan dis gals r unpredictable� {mac 2 hazel} I dint got u it will b fine if u elobarate��{mac was xcited for the reply} there cums the reply����. Hazel:u guys always want 2 know it frm us like u never know n e thing� Mac:{2 himself} dis gal is spicin the things up,cum on now brake the silence� Hazel:xcuse me mr day dreamer,u know na how 2 make it? Mac:what!!! Hazel:the coffee? Mac:what???{this time wid a firm voice as his day dream was demolished In an instance��.poor mac}oh yah�.i almost forgot{really surprised} Hazel:expected huh!{2 herself   but little louder dis time} Mac: wht? Wat was expected? Hazel: nothing u carry on�..i suppose there�s the kitchen�.. Mac:{looking@ hazel so deeply wid sudden reply}oh yes there it is I jus cum U feel @ home���by the way should I make it strong or else{flirting dis Time}hazel:{interruptin} as u wish I m opened 2 all kinds�. Mac:what?{more flirtious} hazel:{goin wid the flow} the coffee u see�. Mac:{inside the kitchen 2 himself} duh!a! dude{reference 2 god} This is unbelievable,I mean..she..is so jus perfect�I never thought tht I would Actually meet a gal of my kind�.{more philosophies as usual} �never judge a book by its cover� my 1 st impression abt her was totally contradict�..i heard it in fairy tales�..varieties of it�.but it do happens I mst say �..tht�..�sumtimes miracles do happen� I mean its been a long Teenage journey but no miss perfect &now isn�t she nxt 2 a miracle��   I believed miracles r those which u never xpect 2 happen,but eventually It does as with mac,u see! There mst b sumthin which every1 wonder Will never happen 2 them..but when itdoes they consider it as miracles Ther is no real miracle in dis world.the thing which surprised u the Most or which gve u a shock is the miracle of ur life�.. SO WAIT FOR ONE 2 HAPPEN IN URS LIFE� ���.       WRITTEN BY : KSHITIJ DESAI http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=2905&blogId=466 Tue, 28 Aug 2007 16:28:11 +0000 its mind fk trilogy,its mind fk life he made his 3rd when other 2 survive pg3 rocks wid the party life & corporate sks wid the tycoons fight its mind fk trilogy,its mind fk life when audience signaled,that 1st 2 were hits,he completed his trilogy wid traffic signal in it   wht say mr mandharkar? i know its contradict view after all its a rap.............   SURELY A TRASH 2 B THROWN   IN DUSTBIN http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=2847&blogId=466 Thu, 17 May 2007 16:07:45 +0000            SUTTA IN ENGLISH VERSION                 WANNA   GO FOR IT������..         A GAL OBSTACLE ���.THE REASON BEHIND��������..SUTTA           SHE WAS FUN 2 B WID           A SEX   I CONSIDER           GONE OUT 2 B WID         MEMORIES WID HERTHT I CATCH        I THOUGHT SHE WAS N IDEAL MATCH AT THE END OF THE DAY SUTTA NA MILA   WHEN SHE FOUND THT I SMOKE   I REALISE   THT RELATION WAS ABT 2 BROKE BUT SUMHOW SHE   MANAGE 2 CALM WHEN I LIED HER & HOLD HERARM BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY         SUTTA NA MILA   SHE   COULD SEE FRM MY EYES    THT I COULDN�T     HIDE THE THIN THT MATTER        WHICH   I LIED SHE LOST THE FAITH BUT NOT THE MATE I SURRENDER 2 HER & QUIT   MY TASTE   AT THE END OF THE DAY   FUCKIN        SUTTA NA MILA   DEDICATED 2 MY CLOSE BUDDIES CLASSIC MILDS & MALBORO HARD SRRY   I CANT NAME THEM http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=2846&blogId=466 Thu, 17 May 2007 16:06:11 +0000 jus a thought......   its a changin world,how could one describe it may b 21st century!!! naahhhhhhhhh!!!   huh!!!! a world of falsehood......... might b practical world.....in wht sense.......wht abt satans? huh! lol.........but for some born under satans????????? an activity deactivated by millions............though dont think minorities dont breathe.....they exhale much effectively then millions do......... fu-get it......which is the dangerous species on earth???? humans!!!!! dont go haywire......its true......let the world decide whts true or false the thin is its the fact,is it? by the way who decides the norms of the world? humans or demons   u know humans h,ve intelligence 2 cheat everbody,by everbdy i mean it... even himself, it is beleived peaples get mature as they grow up physically or mentally oh!! fu-get it..... who r the grown ups? the person succesful in foolin others i.e actors 1proffesionals get paid for foolin others & on persnal front itsa routine.....&they say they r mature....... who rthe better actors humans or demons? peaple preach god u know why? they say prayin 2 god will bring them happiness,for the changin world the word happiness is replace by wealthiness....they say god will protect them frm all the bad evils see the humans & their philosophy.....i think humans r the best guard of themselves but they need god coz god cannot act......he look at the world wid full justice & is nuetral.......... 1 more thin god dont follow n e religion,u know 1 thin similar between god & human? both know how 2 discrimate? u will ask me god discriminates? yes he does..... accordin 2 him right or wrong is natures law & he himself is a nature..... peaple say let the god decide whts correc or vice versa ........ but god the follower of nature says; i follow humans demand and give them wht they want,they want sadness i give thm if they want 2 b happy they get it only thin is they r not aware of the returns they get on their activity they do or either they pretend tht they arent aware....as we all know humans r the best actors... tht they even fool themselves....eg.{being aware of the returns of crime they commit it} 2 define the 2days world i would only like 2 say tht they r so called confused peaple...............&thts why u need god 2 find the reason for ur confusion.....         thoughts demonstrated wid the biggest soft drink company sprite !!!clear hai!!!!                 thoughts by KSHITIJ DESAI   so dont emphasize   much on it he's confuse moron           u will b 2 if u take tis seriously..............         if u can answer dis better than send it 2 ktij1988 @yahoo.com or koolhorizon111@gmail.com       http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=2844&blogId=466 Thu, 17 May 2007 16:02:18 +0000