http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?blogId=633 Mischief. Mayhem. Soap. figment 2023-08-31T09:12:34Z http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=4807&blogId=633 <p> Bliss... </p> <p> 1) Sitting somewhere with friends and absolutely doing nothing. </p> <p> 2) Ogling at perfect strangers (mostly females)... and when eyes meet and no words are said, it means the world. </p> <p> 3) Feeling the happiness of my friends and family when I'm with them. </p> <p> 4) Travelling to places just to explore, experience and absorb. </p> <p> 5) A <em>meetha paan </em>after a heavy meal. </p> <p> 6) Just seeing a child smile, when they're happy. </p> <p> 7) Feeling wanted and needed. </p> <p> 8) <em>Kadak masala chai </em>on a monsoon ridden day. </p> <p> 9) Just being 'me' with people I love. </p> <p> 10) Doing something just for the sake of it... cause you love doing it. </p> <p> 11) Finally, a few shots of vodka after a tiring day and then go to sleep with half of your body conscious and the other half out of its mind. </p> <p> P.S. - The last post got a comment saying I read Osho... well but Osho also said and I quote &quot;Only if you take the responsibility for your life, can you start changing it.&quot;, so I prefer taking care of my life on my own rather than depend on others' teachings and sayings... and in that I follow the teachings of other people. Yeah! I am sort of a hypocrite!! </p> Life 2010-05-17T01:22:12Z figment http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=4761&blogId=633 I am an alcoholic, an alcoholic who raises vodka in happiness and drowns in it in sadness!<br /> <br /> But there are some fundamental rules about the way people (especially in India) treat alcoholics that I don't quite understand. I mean I have some questions - They don't want us to drink and drive and that's fine with me, but you need to have a drivers' license to buy alcohol! <br /> <br /> And why the hell do bars and pubs have parking lots? - is it some sick joke they are trying to play with us?<br /> <br /> The more I drink... the more clearer is the reality.<br /> <br /> Life is a race...<br /> How far are you willing to go?<br /> How much are you willing to strive and compete?<br /> What do you want to prove? And to whom? And to what ends and means?<br /> What do you want to achieve? Fame? Glory? Recognition?<br /> What do you need? To become a FACE among fellowmen?...ha ha ha...<br /> <br /> How much will you let the paper define your happiness?<br /> How crazy am I? How much more crazier can you get?<br /> This world is a never ending wishlist...Where do you stop?<br /> I see people and their eyes want more...they never seem to be contented...they are not happy.<br /> They can't laugh out loud..<br /> <br /> I can. I am happy. Happy with my Life. Happy with my Vodka. General Drinks Life 2010-04-29T06:47:33Z figment http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=4705&blogId=633 <p> As I lay down on the bed, lying down in semi-consciousness, I try and recollect the vague events of the past few hours. Of the vodka shots. Of the zillion fags I smoked. Of things I better not tell.<br /> <br /> I'm now numb on the bed. I feel nothing within or without.<br /> <br /> Hours pass by in a wink, and I'm still thinking - of that elusive female in a white dress at the bar. Of the snooker table. Of the drive back home on an old TVS Scooty. Of friends and family. Of things that really don't matter.<br /> <br /> In between all this chaos, reality strikes. And it strikes hard. What the fish is wrong with my life? Where am I heading? Why is the world spinning out of control all around me?<br /> <br /> And I have thoughts which are even more basic and perplexing... how this insignificant anonymous entity might feel when he finds his strengths?<br /> <br /> But then I also realize that me being unemployed and all makes me think of nonsensical questions like...<br /> Why am I not doing that which comes naturally to me?<br /> Why am I not doing that which will bring out the best in me with the least resistances offered?<br /> Why should I not be doing things that I've never imagined to be possible?<br /> Why should we be doing the doings without the thought of mortality influencing us?<br /> <br /> And at the end of all these drunk experiences I realize - why do we deal in almosts and approximations and never in absolutes? People never think in absolutes...well I'm blabbering. </p> <p> People shouldn't get drunk when they are already out of their minds! </p> Drinks Life Smokes 2010-04-27T12:49:39Z figment http://blogs.fullhyderabad.com/showblog.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=4686&blogId=633 <p class="MsoNormal"> Cutting the crap, I'll get to the point directly here...I don&rsquo;t even know why I am writing this over here; or why the heck I am going through the process of even telling you about what I feel? </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> (Enough crap already...get to the ...whatever you want to call it&hellip;) </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> <span></span>I don&rsquo;t have a clue to what the devil has conjured up here for his freak show...with my fingers crossed!! </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> Ah!! You little brat!! Look who&rsquo;s calling me the DEVIL...Ignore his discrepancies and ambiguous disfigured degraded dreadful dough of dung... </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> Once again welcome ....one and all..... </p> General 2010-04-26T14:34:13Z figment