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Money,,,,

One book ireally wanted to read but was advised not to is the book of J. Krishna murthy.
There is this mentor of mine who said taht i am not matured enough to get into that kind of stuff. But the things he told me about what had happedned to some ppl (rather how they are influenced) after reading it, had made the things much more worse for me, by making me more curious about whats in that book.

i was attracted to one point among all what he told .. that you dont tend to rate money as a substantial thing in life.. I really wanted to be one of that kind,, one who does not care for money  at all.

But as there is a lot of gap between being want to be one and really being one, i never succeeded in being one.
Well, its indeed a better way to live, without any monetary inhibitions, but its the hardest thing, i suppose..

I say to myself taht i should be practising that.. but am still practising it. When ever i go out shopping, or with a dinner with soemone, or i had to spend some money on anything.. i tend to take a back step thinking i should be saving this money rather than littering it away. Being in cyprus added to the woes.. I let my hair grow the way it wants fearing the 6 pound pocket cut. didnt buy a packof cigarettes which would cost me 2.5 pounds. Would not eat a bigMac in peace and the list continues,, though finite..
Who ever says they dont care for money might be lying,,like me.. i suppose.
I think i should get one JKs book for myself.
Money!!! its a gas!!!!