PEELING OFF!
baap | 29 November 2004, 11:27am
Today i made a revelation, actually it was a weird revelation....happened at the fag end of the day...sometime around 11:30 PM, but a revelation none-the-less. Before that though, i opted to take to bed unusually early.. as per the norms i have been following for around 3 years of sleeping only after the next day has arrived..time-wise. Before turning off the lights though, i tucked myself in and started reading a book, a children's classic rather...it was given to me by a friend (*long pause). Anyway after reading for about 45 minutes....i turned off the lights and proceeded to sleep. It felt different this time, the sleep that is, i felt "peeled-off"...yeah a term which suits aptly to that situation.
The book which i read made me feel peeled off. No, although it sounds uncannily similiar to the phrase "pissed-off" it isnt...in fact peeled off is something to deal with the other end of the spectrum of human emotion --- positive, peeling off symbolised the layers of stupid adoloscence that i peeled off...I approached the "children's classic" with the intent of compensating for my "lost childhood"...which made me visualize all the things that i did when i was a kid, or the things that i could have done.
I then remembered the time, when me and my cousin's cousin who was far younger than i was at that time...when i was young myself, went around the neighbourhood with our new walkie talkies acting like spies..we went to people's windows and reported on all their activities...
ME: Roger,Charlie, Alpha (Clearly had no idea what it meant, but had to be said to get the "effect"!)...sambar being made at 9:30. Suspicious activity at 2 o clock *Note the reference to time in two different contexts!
CC: (Alpha Bravo Chaplin..) People sitting in front of Television...*Clearly he was a newbie :p BTW...no visual sight of Charlie and Roger...*there was an Alpha?
*legend: cc=cousin's cousin
Anyway we continued doing this till we finally stumbled upon a house wherein a couple was making love...both of us were stunned..i clearly knew what was happennig..cc didn't...i understood then we were invading privacy...*(yeah roight...and seeing people making sambar and watching TV was not?..No actually it wasnt)* ...cc had NO IDEA what the hell was going on..and thought he was on a real spy mission!!! I said ABORT ABORT...to save cc's innocence...but it was too late...the lights were turned on...and all hell broke loose..nakedness spattered all over and innoence along with it...
The point of that story was that..."WOAH...i had a childhood"...not that it was filled with stumbling across acts of love making, although they did come at untimely intervals, but i proceeded to think whether i had any friends...like the ones they show playing in the TATA ad.
There was this one guy called Revanth, he lived in the gound floor and man..this guy was a typical TATA ad kinda friend...we used to go bi-cycling together and playing with our *MY toys..and doing all kinds of stuff. In fact a majority of my childhood memories are with this guy, and i forgot about him totally!!!! I mean totally....this guy according to my current life was so insignificant..WHY? Because i hadnt shared with him any of my secrets...and I HADN'T any then!!! I was so caught up in the belief that one should share "secrets" with other people to make them "significant" friends that i didnt realise that this guy was the ONLY friend i had who was worth remembering in times like these.
Anyway i got fed up with revanth eventually, because he never aged..never grew up. He always was the guy who teased me for farting when he smelt something weird, and always the guy who used to do random stuff like curl up his nostrils and say "altha pithalay- pilthi pithalay"...and i apparently had to GROW UP? Bullshit...
The realisation then dawned upon me was that who was i trying to fool by saying that i didnt have a frikkin childhood? Memories like "love making stumbling while on a imaginary clandestine operation" were more than ENOUGH to sustain a childhood fr a helluva lot of children.
Hence the peeling off...was "fruitful"
PS:...I hope you got that last bit because if i explained it...it just would lose its ingenuity!!!
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GROWL!!!!
baap | 6 November 2004, 11:43am
This post was added on August 31st 11:49 PM and deleted on September 1st 11:49 AM!!! nothing to lose bolkey i'm adding off now...
The 3 most powerful people on the Face of the planet:
The President of the United States
The President of Russia
&
The Commander of a Nuclear Submarine
This appears at the beginning of one of the most thought-provoking movies i have ever seen. Crimson Tide. I just had a beer with my friend, we spoke about Religion for 2 and a half hours, i came home and i saw Crimson Tide! What more can a GUY ask for more, other than sexual gratification. DAMN! if guys were to achieve such states of pleasure, there wouldnt be any need for sex man! Ok i am high, but these are words from a drunk person!. Believe every WORD i say, because in all probability tomorrow when i wake up and see this blog, i wont blink before deleting it!
The movie Crimson Tide, whoever says it is the ultimate fight between good and evil, go screw urself and lick a lollipop for all i care!. It is an encounter between 2 men of the highest respect aboard a machine capable of wiping out 1/6 th of World's Land Mass! What are they fighting about: Whether to blow up 1/6th of the world or not! This is not a fight between good and evil, No its a battle aboard a battle machine, between the immediate good and the ultimate good. The imeediate good being that of the protection of the World from Rebellion control over Russia's Nuclear Forces, the ultimate good being to refrain from making the ultimate mistake, that of launching a nuclear strike against the immediate situation. If that's not thought-provoking then go suck a lollipop....
The Captain aboard the USS Alabama, Gene Hackman, one of the strongest characters ever! The other, African American, Denzel Washington: one of the stringent faces ever seen by Mankind! A black man should always be respected for his Stringent Face....his Stern Stare...i remember a scene from the Merchant of Venice, where one of Portia's suitors is an African and maroes about how he can stand face-face with a Lion breathing down his neck.That kinda look our man Denzel is capable of giving, and I LOVE him for that! The heated encounters both of them cannot be more literally described as "Clash of the Titans". Apart from a powerful white man vs a powerful black man, this is the ultimate test of characters.
None lose, Gene Hackman with 30 years of illustrious career behind him remains unphased, but Denzel Washington with the sheer determination and his loyalty to the strict protocol to be followed in a NUCLEAR FRIKKIN SUBMARINE, sticks to his principles. The end result, a STERN FACE which sends both shrills down your spine and goosebumps quacking all over your frikkin body, as a result of a captain slapping the Exo (Executive Officer) twice! Its like a father slapping his son over POWER! AAAH!! My own father being a sailor and being an executive officer typa guys.....aboard similar though civilian conditions, the son (me) cannot relate any closer!
Today was probably the most GUYest Day of my friggin LIFE! and i growl within the cochels of my inners to show that i loved it, if my chest were big enough, i would thump it like a silver back mountain gorilla, but i wont because it just hurts too much, and that would be stupid right now (jeez, some man i am!!!!)
Anyway, this(this post and my intoxicated state), i am sure will last for a very short time...so YENJOI!!!!!!!!!
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