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One of teh reasons i blog is coz i need to put all my bad-side onto some place and i chose this. And this proved worthy enough to come in terms with the bad side of myself.
Yday, my co roommates told me that they are searching for a house, and at that point i had a to-let house in my mind. But as i had a rough time with those two, i initially was reluctant to let them know about it. But again, felt taht i should not be doing that, and told them about the house. Well, as alls well taht ends well, i was relieved of teh guilt and was able to converse with them freely.
Though this does not qualify to be an altruistic act, but it did help me for good, for my own good.
Current Mood: Feeling Better
lies
Many of my freinds call me a liar.
i feel piqued by that, but i do have some standards when to lie and when not to.
A typical (widely same) answer would be, i lie when i know that nobody is hurt by that.
For instance, when some one asks me to call him and i forget to do so, instead of accepting, i tell him that i did but the line was busy.
When some one asks my opinion on something , i try to answer it by saying what he might be expecting from me, even if its not my honest opinion.
May be every one must be doing the same but i think i do it a bit more often. SO i end up as a liar..
I tried a lot to reduce it, but at THAT VERY moment, i feel my tongue tied and woudl lie again, postpoing it for teh next time.
But, who ever calls me a liar would have lied too na.. then why pointing me out.
Current Mood: Bye!
Current Music: howz it going to be - third eye blind.
Things i hate myself about!!
20 things i dont like about myself.
1. I hate the fact that i hate somethings about myself.
2. not being social with strangers ( at times even with freinds)
3. postponing things.
4. not taking my eyes off gorgeous girls.
5. Urge to be in the limelight.
6. At times, my depsuness to have a girl frined.
7. Aim to achieve high, but not thriving for it.
8. being pessimistic about things that i know will never happen
9. Talking to myself when am alone.
10. Thinking bad about people whom i dont like, also the fact that i dont like some people.
11. Skiiping pages while reading novels.
12. Doing nothing to improve myself.
13. My fear that i have a bad breath.
14. Not keeping my hair tidy.
15. for anxiety being the general reaction for every thing.
16. taking the resort of friends when in trouble.
17. saying yes when i want to say no.
18. Thinking in monetary terms.
19. High expectations upon myself and others.
20. Fear.
seems the list can go on for another .....
Current Mood: Bad Hair Day
Current Music: collective soul - shine.
