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mac;s philosophy

28 Aug, 2007 @ 4:28pm | Philosophy

�sumtimes miracles do happen�

        1 mac�s philosophy          -:Kshitij desai

 

this is abt philosophy,ego�s,attitudes,darkness,confusion SURPRISE,etc��

all above dis�its abt mac,who was waiting for a miracle�

1 mr ask me wht sort of miracle?and I laugh���but

it wasnt n e magic but accordin 2 mac�s vision it was

sumthin,sumtime & it happened��here was the day�

 

the day was special for henry,it was his 18th  birthday party

henry a frnd  of Sharon &mac a frnd of Sharon so a=b=c=a

I describe it as mathematical friendship{lol}�on the other

Hand it was hazel who accompany gissele @henrys party

Here�s the first meet���.

Henry: hey welcum thanx for cumin�

Sharon:its ur party after all how can I not cum�.happy bday

By the way u know mac�� happy bday�.. mac said;

Henry:ofcourse i do thanx��

Gissele:hey dear mny mny happy rtuns of the day��by the way meet my

Frnd hazel hope u don�t mind I called her�as she hardly socialize

Henry: its absolutely fine how can I mind such pretty gal cumin mine party

U know wat now the party seems more happenin.. gr8 u came hazel�feel @

Home by da way she is Sharon & thts mac��

Hazel:hey Sharon I think we mat bfor right�.{widsmile on her face}

Sharon: ya I gues so @ the shoppin mall right?

Mac:hey neil hi u here? Ya man henry is my classmate? Said neil

Neil:by the way wht u doin here? Huh! Mr lonely�.u k na!

Mac: I jus came here wid Sharon

Neil:hey look @tht gal man isn�t she pretty?  M noticing her since long

I don�t think she is henrys frnd might b her cousin?

Mac:no she is wid sum gal call giseele {noticing hazel &smiling}

Neil:u mat her? Noticing quiet a lot dis days huh! Wuz happenin?

Mac:{in a hurry} nothing I catch u later alrighty den cya�.

Neil: hey! Where u goin ?{no reply}

Mac:hey xcuse me! U searchin for sumthin?

Hazel:no not really�.

Mac:I think u r. the cellphone right.u kept it over there its here now.

Hazel:oh! Thanx

Mac: n e ways I m mac

Hazel:its hazel

Mac:hey! hey! Wait ah! Can we hve drink 2gether?{nervous exp}

Hazel:{surprised} what!!!

Mac: a drink I said�.cmmon not a big deal {looking down lowering the voice}

It is! I mean��.srry I thought u were���.

Hazel:wht? Wuz wid me?

Mac:no actually I thought u will b fine wid it�but its ok{givin weid exp showin

Tht she doent hve guts Fr a drink as if she is alien for a party}

Mac:{talking 2 himself} typical vernie once again huh!!!!

Mac:{turning back & turning his face blue}hey Sharon�

Sharon:wuz goin maan�.so u freakin out�

Mac:as usual checkin out sum dumbos�..beauty without brains but all the

Time�..i mean..huh!

Sharon:maan u seems angry? I think its ur attitude problem�

Mac:I jus ask for a drink is tht 2 much 2 ask for? They dreesup like miss world

Wht happens den  beauty seems 2 b ageless & brain is rotten�.gve me a break

Sharon:god help all those gals ur so called dumbo�s

Ma: there r exceptions like u

Sharon:oh yeah!by the way wuz up wid tht cellphone gal huh! Finally found

Sumone ur type.

Mac:nah! She is jus the same�.she was the 1 I was takin abt by the way she is hazel

Sharon:hazel!!{teasing mac} there mst b sumthin abt her tht made u

Take the initiative�..

Mac:no its jus the cellphone{shivering a bit} u know her?

Sharon:oh social service.yes i know her henry introduced me where were u

At tht point of time? Always absent @ precious occasion�.i tell u she is so

Called confused gal wid attitude problems�

Mac: u mean typical gal�..

Sharon:shut up! Mac:I said u an xception

Hazel:{talking 2 herself abt wht mac jus said}wht does he mean by

�srry I thought u were�

hazel:hey Sharon�..hi again mr?

Mac:its mac�..so how do u know henry?

Hazel: I m here wid gissele. I suppose we mat bfor

Mac: oh ya I got It jus dint click��

 Hazel:so� a drink ��.wht say?

Mac:{wid surprising smile}sure cum

Mac:how many parties u attended so far?  Hazel: why?

Mac:no jus casually�.but I think u hardly experienced parties?

Hazel:wht made u think tht? By the way m a party animal & u know wat

I thought the same abt u?

Mac:u know the incident wid ur cellphone & my askin u for a drink & ur

Response 2 it ? u know wht I mean�.by the way wht made u think tht?

Hazel:{unanswerable confused}its jus tht..ah! I mean!! Oh! Jus forget it�

Mac:{widsmile on his face}u know wat ur so confused & the thing is u cant

Accept ur losing on anything.

Hazel:oh sure{in anger} mr intellectual! So why r u talking 2 me��.jus

Get lost{angry in different way as she was knowin her nature �truth is bitter�}

As was the case wid hazel����..

Mac:{replying} coz ur so pretty��..

Hazel:{surprised} huh! Tht was expected{2herself wid lowering the voice} what!!

{this time louder}

mac:why ur ugly? Ofcourse not ;said hazel

mac:see this is the thing when I said u pretty�u were surprised as if

u never know & dint want 2 listen the opposite either u know wat,gals

want 2 listen it frm others why is it so? tell me�.oh fuget it whom m

askin dis {2 himself}

hazel:hey u listen, wht do u know abt gals? Huh!I m sure nothing first tk

sum time out & know them by conversing wid them by conversing I mean

quality talk, not da itellectual one,also b @listenin end rather than being

jugemental on everthin.dan u tell me?alrighty mr I mst leave now

mac:xcuse me I can do so�meet me for coffee? I know it sounds so obvious�

cafebar�. A place 2 meet..

hazel:{the moment came 2 a standstill it was silent}finally it broke�.

Ya thts true�{replyin} u think u smarter by addin tht line �its so obvious���..

Tht u will b seem like one �.means smart boy�.

Mac: no not at all on the contrary I hve never been 2 a caf� bar wid a gal�..

Its jus tht wat I observed around . why not u cum over my place{nervous looking

@ her}if u wish 2. I know this may sound more trickier.the thing is I can make

u a good coffee without spending a penny

hazel:{laughing finally} ok den 2morrow 4:30@ ur place mac: will do..

                                   NXT DAY

Mac:hey cum in� was xpectin u around

Hazel:well here I m�but I mst tell u u played it smartly directly @ ur home huh!

Mac:I know why u think like tht its not urs or my fault its jus tht its fake world

Out der & in the world of falsehood I made a mistake of being real ��

Which ultimately hit me back��..

Hazel:ok  mr philosopher it was jus a saying u don�t need 2 go in deep

Wid my words �jus chill! By the way wuz tht r those ur paintings?

Mac:actually I don�t talk abt tht.coz its not mine but I do tk prideof tht

U know wat m very practical & strong as a person who don�t required n e

Sympathy but certain emotions r natural which I cant help�.actually

Its my mothers paintings .she died when I was knee high,otherwise I m 

Not even closer 2 hold a paint brush in my hand when it cums 2 pantings

I m reverse of wht my mother was��..

Hazel: I m so sorry��..

Mac: don�t b I hate sympathy. frm past 10 yrs I hve been leavin without mom

& I don�t even hve a gf u know why coz I never felt their absence

hazel:I like tht I never expect a sympathy either those who showers it

r the cripiest morons�& who requires it r the biggest losers. So u dint felt

n e bodys absence coz u strong but wht besides tht? U hardly socialize��.i

mean not hveig gf @ teenage is nxt 2 disocialising

mac:I write all thoughts of mine all crap�as usual

hazel:well thts interesting  wht sort of crap u written  let me know?

 hazel:so mr philosopher wht r ur philosophies of life?

{both laughed 2gether for the 1st time}

mac:I don�t share them wid n e body�I dint mean only frnds its wid nobody

not even family�..its jus me,me & myself u see by the way its jus a crap

its jus my vision, or my take on life also I cant generalize wht I say so its

not worth 2 tell n e body & who m I 2 decide the norms of the world?

Hazel:ok!ok! mr hyperbole!{smiling@mac} u know wat u actually..

Xpected me 2 demand & plead for ur writings but eventually I dint do

As such�.{teasin mac} u upset mr?

Mac:as I said m being real,yes I do xpected repeated pleadin for my writings

But eventually I wasn�t goin 2 show u so �whatever happens happens for the best�

Hazel:ok mr philosopher now enough of ur philosophies.now I remind u of

Wht u said yesterday u know wht I m here for?

Mac:{really surprised talking 2 himself} woho! Wht is she here for,is she

Goin 2 b naughty now dis seems interstin maan dis gals r unpredictable�

{mac 2 hazel} I dint got u it will b fine if u elobarate��{mac was xcited

for the reply} there cums the reply����.

Hazel:u guys always want 2 know it frm us like u never know n e thing�

Mac:{2 himself} dis gal is spicin the things up,cum on now brake the silence�

Hazel:xcuse me mr day dreamer,u know na how 2 make it?

Mac:what!!! Hazel:the coffee?

Mac:what???{this time wid a firm voice as his day dream was demolished

In an instance��.poor mac}oh yah�.i almost forgot{really surprised}

Hazel:expected huh!{2 herself  but little louder dis time}

Mac: wht? Wat was expected?

Hazel: nothing u carry on�..i suppose there�s the kitchen�..

Mac:{looking@ hazel so deeply wid sudden reply}oh yes there it is I jus cum

U feel @ home���by the way should I make it strong or else{flirting dis

Time}hazel:{interruptin} as u wish I m opened 2 all kinds�.

Mac:what?{more flirtious} hazel:{goin wid the flow} the coffee u see�.

Mac:{inside the kitchen 2 himself} duh!a! dude{reference 2 god}

This is unbelievable,I mean..she..is so jus perfect�I never thought tht I would

Actually meet a gal of my kind�.{more philosophies as usual}

�never judge a book by its cover� my 1st impression abt her was

totally contradict�..i heard it in fairy tales�..varieties of it�.but it do happens

I mst say �..tht�..�sumtimes miracles do happen� I mean its been a long

Teenage journey but no miss perfect &now isn�t she nxt 2 a miracle��

 

I believed miracles r those which u never xpect 2 happen,but eventually

It does as with mac,u see! There mst b sumthin which every1 wonder

Will never happen 2 them..but when itdoes they consider it as miracles

Ther is no real miracle in dis world.the thing which surprised u the

Most or which gve u a shock is the miracle of ur life�.. SO WAIT

FOR ONE 2 HAPPEN IN URS LIFE����.

 

 

 

WRITTEN BY : KSHITIJ DESAI


Current Mood: Amazed

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