scared and wierd
Recently i found myself that i get attached to things unneccesarily , if those things
change or some thing bad happens i feel really sad,crooky,crap weird :(
case 1:
I almost cried when Harry potter characters,Hermoine went with
Ron,instead with Harry,I always thought Harry was destined to be with
hermoine,and i lost half the interest in the book series since then and
i do still believe that harry is destined to be with hermoine.
case 2:
Similaryly, In series "How i met you mother" two of main characters(robin and ted) whom i like to c together,well they didnt bcome couple and one of
them sleeps with some one else. dats it,dats the end of the story for
me, am not gonna watch dat series again in my life.
I feel
stupid and lame,insane for me to get attached to these things.i know
these are just serials with no connection with life,but i get attached
with my full conscience. Add to this,theres is one more dark secret..if
there is too much suspense i just go to end of the novel and read the
final chapter,same is with movies.
some times i do feel,this is
insane stupid crazy feeling,which i shuld no more get attached,but its
so damn hard to get rid this.some times i feel i should bang my head in
the wall.
I try to hang on things which i shuld never get attached, and i am really scared of it.. what if some thing similar happens. i should somehow get guts to face it. I dont know why i hang on these things,basically i feel everything should end perfectly at the end..and real life is worst example of it and this scares me a lot..
Gosh i wis i could find some solution to it..
PS: Is there any chemical available to get rid of this other excess oxygen?
Current Mood: same as title
Current Music: nothing
Currently Reading: the wonder that was India
Recent Movies: angels and demons