my woes.
Actually thought pf posting something else, but my fickle mood made me to post this dumb thing about myself again.
Today we were assigned the project.. and am just writing down what all went inside me. My new project would be some XYZ Maintenance. The second word made me feel real bad about the whole thing. I dont know what kind of work will welcome me there, but i reeled myself in gloomy thoughts. Like what if the work wont be nice, what if there is no chance of onsite, what if the project members are not nice, what if i dont get a shift soon, what if am not satisfied with the project.. i could not help being pessimistic,,. i know it wont help me but still..
Its not the problem with the project am assigned to.. but even if the porject is a good one i would have been satisfied fully..Felt as if every other person in the class were put into good projects than mine. Though i didnt feel jealousy of any sort, but some where i was burning.,. upon none but my luck,, even before knowing whether its good or bad..
i wish i were an optimist..( optimism of a pessimist)..
Current Mood: Worried
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