Posted by Deidamea
26 November 2004, 6:34am
Feeling really sad, gloomy, depressed, low, pretty much every synonym for sad. I though holidays ahhhh 5 days of blisfull sleep, turns out I had to work today.
Every one who walked into the store were all in thanks giving josh full family shit and all. Everybody had to wish "happy thanksgiving" me bla bla bla. Felt really bad missed mum n dad like hell.
Missed being special.
Missed the way my dog use to pounce on me everyday after I came back from school.
Missed the smile on my friend
Current Mood: Gloomy
Current Music: Life for rent
26 Nov 2004, 7:34am
I told u snow is depressing
26 Nov 2004, 2:08pm
Hang in there...a few months and things will be different. You wont de-value what you left behind, but will learn to see the good things in what you have come into.
It is the way of life that change takes time to manifest.
And you are going about changing in a good way. You recognise and make an attempt to deal with your feelings, and that is a good sign of things to come.
all the best
27 Nov 2004, 6:04am
yup i kno, experience haan...gettin a load of it, and hell yeah snow it freakin depressing
27 Nov 2004, 10:02pm
awwww sweety...
*smiles*
*attempts to cheer you up.*
I'm drunk today!!!
Now did that not get your spirits high enough to send me an absolutely pissed off mail saying what the hell are you thinking blablah blah?
Miss your scoldings, really, N and I were talkin about you taday, and she said, if 'deidamea' saw you now she'd scream her head off.. and I kinda miss you at times like this.
Ok. No snow around for atleast three thousand miles. I'll stop.