breakdown

wildhydgirl | 17 December, 2004 07:53

the words,they came out all wrong,i wanted her to understand wat i felt but more than that i wanted him but u never get wat u want and thats where the frustration builds...the feelings were growing like a tower was made out of a pack of a cards...and then the wind blew and all the cards scattered in different directions..never felt so wrong in my life.... in my entire life.. was liking someone a crime??? was expecting the same feelings to be thrown back at u a sin?? is letting go the right thing?? there are no words to justify wat i said.. i had lost it.. i saw the tower fall and didnt try putting them back instead just ran!! fled in panic in distress and screamed out words which didnt make sense..words which crossed my mind and were just said..not thought about..i chose the wrong fabric to weave my words..