Moody mood indigo
baap | 26 December 2004, 11:36pmToday I came back....came back to the relatively less traffic, relatively cooler and drier weather, relatively more warmer people, relatively less attractive female population...today i came back home! Hyderabad!!!!
I went to Mumbai to attend Mood Indigo for the 3rd time...and it was one heckuva expereince...I went with one intention and one intention ONLY...ESCAPE!
Why escape? nothing haenous was going here but it was an escapade from stagnation, redundancy...basically...a escape that symbolised a change of activities, a change of interaction a change of everything keeping one thing constant...ONE STABLE MOOD in Mood Indigo (
Generally Mood I is a place..where college students all over the country gear up to compete with one another in a plethora of activities....but for me being a 3rd timer...i wanted to do other stuff...other than sit around the air conditioned halls and "compete"..although i havent been much competition before also..but still the usual aura of enthusiasm to compete which drove me the previous two years was gone...!
The Mood I expereince started out 2 years back when i was in my first year of engineering and i left with regret, the 2nd time was better in a lot of respects apart from trying to "compete"..but still left with regrets..but this time..that godforsaken IIT..was not going to return gift me "regret" yet again!!! NO WAY HOZAY!!! I had to do something there which i would remember....and i think i did...I walked..YES! I plainly and simply walked...the whole frikkin campus...!!!
26 rounds around a 400 metre track...first 20, i was totally stoned and the remaining 6 were becasue..i was "maroing life key fundas"...man did i get alot of shit out of my head...it was like...every round i completed, symbolised a trash can nearby getting filled up. Hence, i successfully filled up 26 trash cans...and said bye bye to them! by walking another 3 kilometres to the main gate and back to my hostel..
Mood I number 3 was initially like a huge haunted venue, the last time..i had wonderful expriences...with amazing people...but this time...the people were basically the same, but every familiar place i went i saw a shadow of the vision of last year. It was depressing and FUCKING scary!. (FYI, the hallucinations were caused due to being totally and completely BLOWN outta my skull)...but they all were so fucking real.
Every road i walked alone this year...i saw an image of myself walk the previous year...and yeah those walks were consequential walks which had consequences later on...This time..i cared a damn about everything else and walked...regardless of the corns which developed underneath my toes, regardless of the company which were as bad as the corns.... This walk represented an erasing of those memories...why erase good memories i ask? BECAUSE..they all boiled down to one thing....R.E.G.R.E.T.
Off late i have noticed...these blogs have got amazingly depressing and boring to say the least...so this is one last trash can i am filling up...!
Current Mood: Bye!
Current Music: Boys of Summer-Don Henley
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1. By drp | 27 Dec 2004, 12:36am
its spelt "heinous" . :|
shame on u boi.
n oh btw...WELCOME BACK BACHHU!!
2. By Neurotron | 27 Dec 2004, 9:49am
heh heh. The second time's always the best one - no question.
I remember we once set a field on fire...ahhhhh
"..watched the flames climb higher and higher..."
3. By Richa | 27 Dec 2004, 9:53am
what? huh?
4. By Bigmouth | 27 Dec 2004, 9:56pm
Me, A corn ??? Naheeee !!!!
5. By Utopicillusion | 3 Jan 2005, 7:07pm
When we went to Mood I, that was your first time wasn't it??
Reminds me of the good times man!! Life's getting crappy out here!!
Listening to floyd for some much needed escape!!