D4 and D6
baap | 2 January 2005, 12:48amNew years! A time for a new beginning? Nah not for me...i dont have anything to end abruptly..to start off anew. Making resolutions just because..the calendar turns yet another page? Nah ive realised, nothing in my life can be resolved upon....i cant make snapshot decisions when it comes to my life...A gradual change is always the thng that works for me. So resolving on "doing this or that or NOT doing this or that" just because the clock strikes another 12....is not me. Gradual..hmm? not slow..but gradual, there is a difference you see... Ive been in a monotonically increasing stage of depression which is tending to further as time goes by. Humour is all deliberate but it works!, people around me still laugh when i want to make em laugh...thankfully! Gradual"ity" is the new theme of this year...me thinks..(gradually thinks..the line on deliberate humour was shitty, but i shall take lite...gradually)
I was in a theatre at midnight..yep..thought i would have a quite, humble, modest new year's but things were quite exciting actually. At the stroke of midnight i wished "Happy New year's" to D4 and D6...thats the only way i can address the people sitting adjacent to you in a friggin theatre. What were other people doing?
getting stoned,
spending time with their "special someones",
tending to their loved ones...with other "loved" ones
....while i was watching a Movie. No, its not a sarcastic mockery on how crummy my new years was...it WASNT AT ALL..!!! i saw a gay king march his weary troops into battle (ahem the movie was Alexander...), exited the movie to watch another charade of a group of stoned people whose level of humour was dispicable yet amazingly FUNNY! Then i went to an icecream parlour, ate an ice-cream called a "nutty buddy" kathey...which was the by far the BIGGEST, heaviest MOFO icecream i ever saw rather ATE! On the way home...saw my second shooting star..!!! but didnt have anything to wish for...
Strangely throughout the night i had verses of old songs going in my head...things like
Shout Shout, Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come On. I'm talking to you
Come on
AND
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord
I've been waiting for this moment, all my life, Oh Lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord, Oh Lord
AND
Take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
learn to live so free.
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in.
Dunno why but right from my home to the theatre ( a good distance) i kept singing these songs...and i hadnt heard them for ages.
This new years, I gave a rat's ass to self evaluation, reapprasial, retrospect. Retrospect...hmm..last new years was interesting...had a party at home..which ended in camouflaging something as "oregano".. to my dumbstruck parents! A number of things were consequential last new year's...things which wuld continue into mostly crap throughout the year.
This year though, nothing was consequential...D4, D6, Nutty Buddy, A shooting star and a group of stoners. Im sure other people had equal amount of joy as of January 1st 2005 !!!
2005!!As a tradition, the first calculation of a year is devoted to the subtraction of the current year and the year i was born!!! 21 DAAAYM...cha still not 21 though technicaly...anyway things i did in the first few minutes of the new year:
Blinked at the special effects worth millions of dollars on a movie screen while i munched on a 10 rs. (.21 $) chips packet. (Talk about trying to be non-consequential...jeez...chaos theory will have a toughie on this...!)
Thought about the Tsunami
Thought about who i could be with right now...if not for 2004!! (real suckers these multiples of 4 get....)
Changed my bike name from Rilma Thoron to Bucephalus
.....Changed it back to Rilma Thoron
Thought about shaving my beard
Gradual"ity", did i say this new year's theme was ? More like Indecisiveness....NAH man...see this is what i say by being consequential...who the hell cares..whether i shave my beard or not...(as a matter of fact..when i proposed the idea...to my sister..she was on the brink of crying...she said i would look like a girl with a boycut WTF!!!)...wateva...the point is...its a new year...and a new beginning shall take its effect "GRADUALLY"!!!!
H a p p y N e w Y e a r
PS: Note the gradual"ity". :p
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Current Mood: Sick
Current Music: Shout- Tears for Fears, In the Air tonight- Phil Collins, Broken Wings - Mr. Mister
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1. By Richa | 2 Jan 2005, 1:48am
U thought of changing your bike's name to Bucephalus? U thought of turning gay too? Alex...Joking.
2. By baap | 2 Jan 2005, 11:11am
cha baap richa..im sure you could have done better than that!!! :p
3. By Neurotron | 3 Jan 2005, 4:10pm
U comin for Rider Mania 2005? Payne said u might.
4. By Utopicillusion | 3 Jan 2005, 7:03pm
U seemed to have started the New Years on a crummy note. Anyways, happy new year!
BTW, is this the same Richa we know??