Thoughts dated today:
baap | 17 January 2005, 1:16amToday the day was filled with signs. Signs, generally which were subjectively motivated rather than objectively presented or rather viewed. Basically today was a day filled with a thought process of things which once were very volatile but now have become inconsequential. Thoughts that would have generaly led to actions, some would turn out good, some not so good. Basically, a private moment with myself was today. A reflection on how things could have been done or undone, some involving people in general, some involving a person in general :p
Anyway, i stumbled across a whole lot of stuff on the way. Irony was one! Fate and Destiny was another, Intensties of religious beliefs among family members..and so on...
Ironic it is when, someone close to you ceases to be close to you when ure listening to a song containing..."I just want to use your love tonight, I don't want to lose your love tonight" (blame Launchcast for the unusual playlist).
Fate and destiny, 2 concepts that i avoid believing becoming such detrimental parts of my life that i have no choice but to belive in what is meant to be and what is not, and hence convince myself that i am helpless in those situations, unable to change them.....no matter what i do, although some part of me still is a non-believer of fate and destiny, that i call hope!
Religious disparities amongst family members can become a very serious matter if not handled properly, it can cause a family to break forever or it can cause them to strengthen their bonds!
Societal Behaviour among peers has also been the theme of thought...which is generally perennial in my case.
A renewed sense of direction as far as driving abilities are concerned
Creative exhaustion in the context of deliberations over colours in my college fest poster.
Fear, as far as my current stand on future is concerned...nay...Doubt is better..i FEAR NONE! :p
False EGO....please refer above
Long awaited FUN..for today's evening activities
Hollowness.....
Emptiness...fast diminishing due to the hum drum of life which causes a constructive and much appreciated distraction
Acceptance....of loss ...includes inanimate things like my favourite pen
Avoidance in regard to intoxicants
Friendship....an excuse
Love.. which tends to screw up everything above
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Current Mood: Dismissive
Current Music: Beatles - Yesterday
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1. By itsme | 17 Jan 2005, 2:16am
hmm....nicely put...well organized...but i think volatile thoughts always lead to inconsequential actions...
neways...how do u claim to know me??
2. By baap | 18 Jan 2005, 11:59pm
@itsme: ITS YOU!!!!