So close...yet so far

O holy one...O great good GOD.

Why have u put me in this dilemma?...Wasnt i good enough in short normal styled hair? Why did u make me start growing long hair. Now its like ive become obsessed wid long hair. Even though it does and doesnt suit me or my physique....i cant let go of it. I have forgotten what its like to be the old Brat!  The worst part is....No one ever gives an honest opinion of what i shud do...cut or not!?

My coin flipping technique keeps pointing out that i should not cut....but when i look at myself i think i should cut. Now if i disobey and disrespect the coin then whats the point of flipping it in the first place? I mean...in the future then the coin wont tell the truth.

So...wat then?....Cut or not cut?

Ok....I decided to cut today...then suddenly i realized that today is a holiday and the hair stylists will be closed. Ok then i thot mayb this is a sign...but then again i thot mayb not and im just creating excuses. Ok decided to cut tomm then.,...but just found out that tomm also mite be closed coz of the Shivratri hangover!

Now...is that another useless sign too?....Or are u really trying to tell me something o holy one?

I really dont mind sporting a short cut now....just dont wanna regret cutting the long hair off.
Please guide me thru this tough phase of life....i will be ever grateful. So will my hair! :)

P.s: my hair is verry long...ok not verry....but long and scattered...but sometimes looks good...sometimes not..