hmmm

wildhydgirl | 17 August, 2004 21:52

been really looong since i seriously blogged......feels like im getting to the good ol days with my frnd since we are in the same tuition....i jus realised that there is so much i dont talk abt so much abt ME that i dont talk abt........ppl in coll hardly know me......im jus a box lost in the sea who doesnt know where she's going no destination no friends getting carried away........dont get me wrong i have loads of friends but not really who i talk to...talk meaning the serious talk........

the last few weeks have been good jus following the routine...in all these days didnt realise wat i was doing......been totally disgusted with the couples arnd me........mocked at them......oh ya let them be....sitting with my fnrd today made me realise that im sooo scared of relations or "falling in love"....not that i believe in it......however disgusting these couples are they ARE lucky they do have guts........heard so many definations of love all crap!!!ive seen ppl saying yes to soemone coz they r such good frnds that they cant say no...........is that love???caring for a person way too much???

maybe u realise how much u like a person wen ther r gone MAYBE...wat is even worse is having someone arnd u all the time but not the way u want them!!

lots more in my mind no words to express those thoughts