1 Sep 2004
First post
Well guys, here i am blogging for the first time, well i wanted to express all i could through this thread. i had a girlfriend (obviously) , everything was just perfect. I liked her very much. We never had any diffrerences, ours was the perfect friendship. We used to roam around everywhere, talk to each other for hours and in turn would completely the world. what fun we had together, but as i said there are times when i wished i had the power to just stop time and go back, it had to happen to me. Well as friends we were doing great, but just because of the mistakes commited by me, i have today lost the only true friend i could have ever had! Well my story goes like this:
It's mornin' already, but why do i still feel that im in a terrible nightmare? Oh my god, its been like 6 hors since i have talked to her! Whaddo i do? k\lemme call her again. no, wait not so early, what else can i do? im dyin to speak to her. Hey, but it was never like this before! could something have happened to me??? I dont understand this strange feeling. I believe something has just happened overnite! i am really mesmerized by the way she spoke last night. Thank god i have a friend like her! Well what has happened to me. The last time i jnow of something like this happened to rocky(my friend)when he was in love! could i be in love, naa, its just a crush and nothing else! but, no i do like her with all my heart. What do i do? do i tell her or not???
That evening:(after comin back home from coll.) Well here i am! all my day went bad! i just couldnt stop thinking of her! man im goin crazy i need to speak to her right now. I call her:
trrring trrrrrring , "hello", (oh that lovely voice brings goosebumps all over my body) Hi shilpa ( my girlfriend). Hi aneesh whats up dear? dear??? she called me dear? what has happened to her? surely she must also have fallen in love with me by now! "hello, aneesh are you there?" oh hey, im here. acha btw, i had to talk to u in personal by the way! "tell me aneesh, i just cant wait to talk to you!" ahh not like this shilpa, why dont u come online, we can chat there. "but i dont think i can find time to do that" cummon shilpa, plz plz plz. "oh o.k. what all i have to do 4 u". hey thanx im waitin 4 ur msg...
Online
S: Hey tell me aneesh. Whadid ya wanted to tell me?
A: Well shilpa, its like this...
S: ya
A: well you know that we are good friends, so...
S: So what???
A: Well i've had these weird feelings that i am unable to contain by myself, so i have to let it out!
S: sure thing, u could always trust me...
A: well thats what i like abt you, and also the way you talk, you walk, everything you do, i am a fan of urs....
S: now stop flirtin and go on...
A: well lemme put it straightforward..
S: ahem...
A: i love you shilpa
S: .....
A; hey
S: .....
A: what happened?
S: stpo kiddin around aneesh...
A: im not shilpa... I do truly love you???
S: now, now lets see... , did i hear right???
A: ahan yes u did...
S: So u "think" u r in love with me eh...
A: i dont think, i am
S: oh boy, look whos talking, you know what aneesh, you stop playing games, im getting really irritated...
A: How many freakin' times do i need to tell you that i love you!!!
S: bye aneesh, u r outta ur freakin mind....
A: hey....
and that was the beggining of a great end, what more can i say folks, that very instant she started despising me. more than 6 months of tru friendship gone down the drain. Its been like 4 months since we even talked. U guys can imagine how frustrated i am!!!
Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: none
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By Jai
1 Sep 2004, 6:21am [ Reply ]
yeh Beech mein anirudh kaun hai bhai?
By Stupendous Man
1 Sep 2004, 8:33am [ Reply ]
anirudh. sigh. is it the same guy i'm thinking about?
By divakar
1 Sep 2004, 8:12pm [ Reply ]
Hey...gotta same question as jai....who's Anirudh????/
By romu
1 Sep 2004, 10:37pm [ Reply ]
WTF!!? :shock:
By No Namer
1 Sep 2004, 10:37pm [ Reply ]
Hey Aneesh/Anirudh/Whatever....
I can kinda understand what you must be gng thro... Prolly if u read my the first post in my blog, u might feel better... :)
But hey, chill dood. Have you tried making contact with her? If not, then go talk to her, in person. Not over the phone or chat. Let her kow that you truly want her as a frend in ur life.
BTW, even shes being a lil immature in not talking to u etc...
But try to make mends with her... And dont worry. We guys have this terrible habit of jumping the gun. U r not the only one! :)
Take Care!
By kchaitanya
18 Dec 2005, 1:09pm [ Reply ]
Hey, as a master of understand feminine psychology I can give u a bit more insight into the situation. "Women look for Alpha-Men. One out of every 10 to 15 humans, with superior genes. I can easily figure from your blogs that you are an alpha. Just like me. But you are young and prolly ur brain-cells havent grown enough to realize it. When u know you are an alpha, u dont have to propose to girls. they come running for you. Girls who are friends fight amongst themselves ( chicks are competitive) for get ting those alphas. The moment you said, "I love you". You gave away all your power to her. Now she is 'in demand' and you are the seeker. Seekers (or beggars, harsh word) like 19 out of 20 are. Instead of saying a NO. She opted out cleverly. Trust me. Forget her. You have millions of women out there waiting for guys like u and me.