my space!!!!!

another week passes by...

wildhydgirl | 24 July, 2004 13:09

another saturday im sitting in my ds lab as usual getting bored......i remember the last time i wrote a blog sitting in the lab....n i realise how time is passing me by n jus for a second i think damn wat am i doing with my life??

i was supposed to do sooo many things but time jus flies by...i keep postponing it...its not only studies even my shopping :-S

but this really isnt getting anywhere....im not learning anything new or maybe i am im jus not realising it??wat is happening???im laughing all the time but am i really happy or jus pretending to be.....inside me i can feel the frustration n anger n sadness for various reasons but i still smile.....something inside me tells me do something worthwhile before life passes u by....

the rain outside is amazing....its pouring out here....n man does it look beautiful......something abt the rain makes me forget all my worries n all my problems makes me forget wat i crave for....jus me n the rain....my frnds jus dont seem to understand me but do they really need to...na they dont.....coz im still happy....neway damn the sir is here

laughter-the best medicine!!!

wildhydgirl | 23 July, 2004 08:02

wen ppl say laughter is the best medicine do u believe it???well start believing it coz it damn right works....n especially if ur sharing it with these total bunch of ppl who are just as vela as ur...jus as bored as ur....today is one day wen i cant count the hours yes i did say hours wen i laughed.....n there was no particualr reason.....ok im not drunk or anything like that..

sometimes teasing ppl can be fun wen they join the laughter today n thats exactly wat happened....looking back damn we were acting like such kids!!!!u know the whole look those two are were matching clothes they have the same cell hahahhaa....but all that realy did sound funny...y do ppl act like kids for christs sake ur in engg 2nd yr!!!u like someone accept it..no we are jus frnds kate....or no re i was jus giving him company n damn u see them full romancing in one corner of the coll....lol...

watever it is im having loads of fun....coll IS actually fun now....something not experienced since a long time...still laughing wen i write this

my best frnd!!!

wildhydgirl | 21 July, 2004 21:58

i jus sooo decided not to blog today coz i cudnt think of anything to write abt n then my best frnd tells me to write abt her...

i know her since 2 yrs well i know its a short time n ppl who have best frnds since nursery or frnds since uve ever known ..i.. i know 2 yrs is a verry short time but like wat all the older junta says the 2 most improtant yrs of life through the thick n thin she was there....we've shared amazing moments together...i cant write senti stuff re not wen it comes to her...she is someone who i can call a bitch on her face if i feel like...someone who says that she doesnt undersatnd me rite on my face...who'll shout at me wenever she feels like....the ego wall jus disappears wen there are things abt her...

ok esu happy?

sorry to disappoint ppl who hate my blogs...i love torturing u if its with my blogs

are u an escapist??

wildhydgirl | 20 July, 2004 21:33

escapist or thats wat my mom calls me at times....damn the spelling i dont even know if there exists a word like that...well basically wat thats supposed to mean is running away from your troubles....

wats the best to do in a situation??if u dont have an answer for that then u runn....do u really have the guts to face a situation?u caught in the middle of the stickiest situations wat do u do run or face it??

damn the blog...i didnt know how to start of...for the first time in my 1yr of staying in the engg college i had fun i feel like going back tomorrow to that place...got along with ppl who i never imagined cud be fun!!!been laughing since morning...

n for the first time i cud bear my sir he actually didnt shout at me y i wont go into that..but feeling gr8

of life n things

wildhydgirl | 19 July, 2004 22:11

where do i start......this day has been full of ups n downs....one minute im rotfl the next im homicidal next moment i feel ive lost it....damn...

life is soo mixed up....n jus wondering how quick ur mood can change...its all abt getting the moments right....u look back at ur past n damn how u hate it...how u wish u cud be a better person handled every situation which came in front of u differently..take up a challenge or grab an opportunity...but then..u never realised it did u???

its not jus abt opportunitys or challenges everything which came in ur way....for me it was eamcet my boards getting new frnds losing old ones...falling in love(was it love??forget it)....looking back things HAVE changed for the better or worst i dunno who decides that....in school u care for everyone inter u care for ur school frnds....n then u lose some frnds n u wonder was it worth it...did they desreve that much importance......this keeps on growing until u reach a point n jus look back.....damn!!!wats wrong with u.....wat have i turned into..some insensitive freak or is it dat i jus look at things practically n know wats happening....or do i jus choose who i care for??

wat if those ppl i care for leave???will i be heartbroken or will i just move on.....as i fall asleep i wonder will the ppl who called me their frnd today will be there tomorrow???

life goes on......i dont regret any moment of it coz even if it was short lived i enjoyed it.....

i still dont get the moods n titles right....

wen did u first learn it???

wildhydgirl | 18 July, 2004 18:04

wen someone first asked me that....i began wondering...well let me get to wat i am talking abt the most commom slang word ever used fuck...now wen do u first get to know that word??I learnt it in 7th and the usage of that has changed over the time

do u need someone??(part 2)

wildhydgirl | 17 July, 2004 13:40

sitting in one of my boring labs...hiding from sir since im using the net....2nd yr is kinda getting boring havent bunked at all!!!!sitting among my frnds still feeling lonely maybe u really do need someone....someone who is always there for u....its not as if u cant have fun with others but then u need someone to care for u other than ur parents n ur kins.....someone who cares as much as them....hmmm still wondering do u really need someone??well will continue this later maybe now back to data structures....

singing to myself...no music out here

cant think of a title..

wildhydgirl | 16 July, 2004 23:41

Pobboju or that

cold...achoo!!!

wildhydgirl | 15 July, 2004 20:30

day1:u get up with this wierd feeling in ur throat with a lil pain..body pains..n something tingling in ur nose achoo...u got it a part of the beautiful weather the dreadful cold....by evening ur nose is blocked n u need a handkerchief...

day2:u get up in the morning feeling very drowsy half coz of the medicine and half coz u lost ur handerkerchief in the middle of the night and spent a lot of time searching...monday morning feeling sick debating whether to go to coll or not....have this terrible headache n neck pains n wat not...ur handerkerchief is wet rite now...u sms ur frnds telling them u coming n then 5 min later that u arent and then this goes on n on...achoo!!another sneeze which sends this no words to describe it pain in ur head....n finally u decide ull rest at home..pop in pills n go to bed...cant sleep obv yet another handerkerchief is wet..

day3:feeling a lil better go to coll wearing a sweater and 2 handerkerchiefs in ur bag...everyone arnd u knows ur sick coz of the dark circles under ur eyes manage to listen to the classes....the pain continues...by the end of the day only one handerkerchief is used...pop in more pills...can sleep better since no more running nose(everything dries up..)have a peaceful night...

day4:can manage to get up without major pains and less achoo's...ur head pains wen ur car or bus goes over a speedbreaker...voice is still rough n totally unlike u...can manage to wash ur hair...cold lessens but u still have cough to deal with...jus anothe night pop in a nother pill n sleep...

day5:hopefully will be a lot better

i dont know wat i was thinking wen i wrote this

do u really need someone??

wildhydgirl | 14 July, 2004 20:08

the weather is oh so sexy n my frnd keeps on n on wishing her boyfriend is arnd i jus wonder do u really need someone???cant a single person enjoy life jus being with frnds....cant a cuppa a coffee and a novel be enuf on a lovely rainy day...sitting in the balcony with a novel n hot coffee wat can be better than that??or jus getting wet in the rain...doesnt it make u wonder do u really need that someone special always with u...live ur life..ne1 wondering if im going through some kinda break up chill jus wondering abt some things...jus another regular day today with those boring classes...oh ya this sir doesnt leave us a minute before time...im able to tolerate him these days:)

whd

life without a comp!!!!

wildhydgirl | 13 July, 2004 19:06

10 days!!!!10 days without my dear comp no mp3's no chatting no blogs....miserable days...neway not in the mood to write down with a cold n realllly happy my comps back...

the last few days...(a follow up)

wildhydgirl | 05 July, 2004 02:20

the last month has been amazing and a bore :S....damn it y arent we ever happy with wat we have...wen we have hols we want coll wen we have coll we want hols....well....watever the days of laziness are gone...me of to enjoy the last one

tears die down n reality seeps in..

wildhydgirl | 01 July, 2004 09:46

something happened yesterday which i never wanted which i never dreamed of..or did i really see it coming???cried cried n cried till my eyes hurted.....NO THIS ISNT HAPPENING TO ME...ikept saying that to myself.....well the harsh reality strikes it did happen n now have to get over it....i sadi to myself "pull urself together girl uve been through worse phases"....as the old saying goes no use crying over spilled milk....n now no more mistakes!!!yesterday was past im gonna start over new....a whole new attitude...

feeling a lot better....

wildhydgirl:-)

jus another day..

wildhydgirl | 30 June, 2004 23:15

wat do i say abt today??a total topsy turvy ride with emotions...i get up in the usual i dont want to get up so soon mood...n then the general morning stuff..jus like any other day..got online n thought ill blog but didnt know wat to write abt...switched of the comp n then tv time...n shit!!!i saw this song from gayab it starts of.."ur my spiderman ur my superman..."i thought we had enuf of spidermans from nani...y dont ppl get the simple fact that girls no longer dream of their guy to be spiderman...n then those stupid remixes with that girl in the shortest of short(if that makes sense)uniform with a lollipop which makes ur tongue the same color as the lolipop(talking from looking at others)....n then i had it i had things to write bat in my blog...jus how crappy can 15 min of tv get...i was abt to go for a movie so cudnt post it...well i get back home all bugged coz the movie was boooring(deewar)...n then i see this letter which was from AIR...(details personal)....n i was sooo happy..n then back to my all time tp the comp n yikes!!!the most dreaded things happen everything all of a sudden goes boom...tension nervousness fear wat not(incase ur wondering it has to be results!!)...n then slowly everything dies down...n i look back n i wonder wat do i categorize this day as???

does it really matter??

wildhydgirl | 29 June, 2004 20:43

someonce told that things dont last forever..by things i mean ralations n by realtions(for those who think all i can talk abt is love) i mean any kinda relation romance friendship enemity...everything...i never believed wat that person said all i said was u choose whether to continue it or not...but dude u were right..everything comes with a 'the end' tag to it...now it doesnt matter wat hpnd between the ppl or how close they were or even how the whole thing came to an end...all that matters is whether u still respect the person after he/she is not a part of ur life(not dead ofcourse)....sometimes i wonder is it really our choice whether to continue things or not...all i know now is i still respect the ppl who used to be a major part of my life n are not there now for watever personal reasons...it doesnt matter whose fault it was...n soemtimes there is just no fault u stop speaking to a person jus like dat...ur not in "touch"...maybe coz they arent in the same coll or same city or even the same country.....it doesnt matter respect does!!!!

deeply touched...

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