Show off... Grrrr
Johnny | 28 May 2004, 8:12pm
Your Enemies shud overestimate your mistakes, and your friends shud underestimate your VIRTUES. - God Father.
I am your friend for gods sake. You need not fuckin show off infront of me.. And i know wat real worth u r anyway... Why do ppl generally tend to show off things that they dont even possess.
Well i wudnt complain if they deserved to show off in the first place. They are one bunch of bonafide losers, some convent educated Punks, with no real knowledge.
Thats the height of irritation for me. I feel like saying o'yea Biyaaachh, even ur dad might havent dreamt of that....
And yea, not to forget some netizens acting as if they rule the world.. listening to Death Metal, Euphoric in their own imaginary world, Illusions all over... Using fucking complex Dictionory words to get some impression outta the web world losers and whiners.
What u gonna do with it? Do u think others cant fuckin post or go around flaming ppl for no cause... Others are sensible enough...They dont have time to do yuck things like these on net and feel victorious about doing the same... Plssss GO GET A LIFE for gods sake.
Wake up bros and gals.. Go into the real world.. Ur fuckin lifestyle showing off now wudnt even help u in any of ur fuckin future horrible life... U ultimately wud be a FROG yea a Dead FROG in the well... Having lead a worthless LIFE.
So even if the above doesnt instill a cent sense into ur damn empty heads.. go DIE... No use existing...
Current Music: Barret Syd- She took a long cold look at me
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dejected.. :(
Johnny | 26 May 2004, 1:13pm
Wat is life? wat is death? Why do ppl have to die...? And imagine how depressing is it to digest the fact that one of ur loved ones is no more... a true frnd close to the heart is no more.., and that it was an act of felo-de-se.
dehi nityam avadhyo 'yam
dehe sarvasya bharata
tasmat sarvani bhutani
na tvam socitum arhasi
Gita says you need not grieve for any creature, cuz the soul is eternal. But is there life after death? If there is where and how can i find the same soul? How can i get back my friend.
It makes me feel so guilty dat i wasnt able to identify the impending disaster. I wasnt in touch with her for the last two months. If i was, maybe i cud have stopped it. I cud have averted the mind.
How powerful can a mind get? Defying all the logic, which is its own child. :(
I m still in a state of shock. I cant sleep, i cant eat, i cant do anything normally now.. Atleast for a few more days i wont be able to. I spoke to her just 2 days before the tragedy, and i cant get the sweet melancholy outta my ear drums yet. It is haunting me... She was happy, or maybe she was pretending to be happy.. I hate the geographical boundaries, which made me not be there for her, in the time of need.
I hate Death. I hate the MIND. It is the culprit, assisted by the heartless HEART. Both together in their fight for supremacy, make a persons life miserable... ultimatley causing irreversible loss to others.
Why is there anything called life? Why is there a universe? Why is there a GOD? why does something called somethin exist? Cant there be nothing...
Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: The silence is killing me. :(
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Kat Gaya!!!
Johnny | 12 May 2004, 11:42am
Yo all, back after a long gap. Hmmmm coming to the topic, "Kat gaya" means "Fooled by our fate." Wondering why the topic is kat gaya? well Today was a total disaster for me. Seemed like destiny was playing with me.
First of all early in the morning, i go to meet ma prof in great anticipation that he wud offer me summer course. He bluntly tells me dat he wud be on a vacation too, so he cant take it.. Dunno why these profs fail to understand students' problems. So vaise mera kat gaya.
Then i hear the bad news ki Chandra babu ka bhi kat gaya. :D How bad he must be feeling, being such a high profile CM in the country and still losing miserably. He must be thinking, Ithna Kaam kiya tho bhi mera Kat gaya.
Then in the evening my frnd takes my bike to go out for a haircut and have something to munch on... and then suddenly it runs out of fuel.. He had to walk all the way back to the hostel.. so basically uska Kat gaya...
After he comes back, we borrow another frnds bike and start out with a bottle to get some petrol to be filled in my bike. We reach the place where the bike was parked and then realise i forgot the keys of it in ma room. Had 2 go back and get it. So kat gaya..
Now with the determination not to goof up anything more, we goto the petrol bunk, only to be told no petrol in bottles. :( Phir kat gaya..
Sudennly i get the idea of filling my frnds bike with petrol and take it out through the petrol pipe of the bike into a bottle and fill it in ma bike..:)
We come back, have our bath and start for the airport to meet my friend back from hyderabad, who was going to US with a stop over at mumbai. We borrowedmy friends bike for this purpose, only to increase our chances of being mocked by the fate. :D We almost reach the airport, and i get a call from the bike owner saying he had kept the keys of suitcase to the keychain of the bike.. Grrrrrrrr again had to turn back and go all the way back to give him the suitcase key.. SO phir Kat gaya...
We reach the airport only to realise that we dont really know which terminal he is supposed to come, and wud he be allowed out at all out of the transit. Well as u ppl rightly guessed Again Kat gaya, we cudnt meet him at all. :(
Ok now before some clever ppl start thinking why am i bitching about today so much, lemme tell u today was really my bad hair day... Hope nutting again like May 11th 2004 happens.
Well there was just one good thing dat happened in the airport. While me and ma friend were searching for the terminal, we got fed up and started looking at the hot chicks around. :D
There was this hot french babe walking in front of us. She stops suddenly and asks us for the directions to terminal 2C. While i was trying to tell her how to reach there, i saw her staring at my chest.. WHooaaa i was like wow man.... she also extended her hand..., but only to touch my Buddha Pendant.. lol and turned back to show me the same pendant she was wearing... She asked me where i got it from et al, had a good conversation with her. :) But she was leaving for france. :( (In ma mind i was like... wish she was comin to mumbai now) lol
Hmmm guess have written a loot.. lemme sign off... c yaa ppl
Current Mood: Bad Hair Day
Current Music: SANS MOOSIQUE
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Pink Slip
Johnny | 1 May 2004, 3:33am
Yoooooooooo.. Wassup? all of ya? Hmmm U must be wondering why Pink Slip? Well i officially gave ma final end sem today.. yippie... so its a sort of indication dat my Term here in ma college ends :(. Hey but wait.. i still have a project left and a few courses to be done before i can run outta this place..Hmrff.. x-( As usual ma final today was great.. oh well it was all about Ethics... and ya all know about my indepth knowledge about the same.. :P
Wat else cud i have done today?? any guesses? Haaaa wat else? Main hoon na ;) Yea SRK rulz.. I went for dat movie... It was good if not great :).
Me and a friend of mine, both of us finish our end sem an hour before the end time and rush back to the hostel to get ready and go to the theatre, lest we dont get da tickets.. The water God was showing his wrath, NO WATER in the taps of ma hostel.. so had to spray DEO all over and rush to the theatre... Hmm well we were intellignet didnt go to any of the good theaters, cuz we knew we wudnt get the tickets... So went to this B.C. Theatre, where in we had to buy the Open black tickets. there was no counter open, the guy was aaram se selling the tickets in black with a whole bunch of the tickets in his hand... and soon i did the math and calculated the amount of profit he wud be making in a day.... The amount zapped me and for an instant made me rethink about my career plans :D
WE had to wait for the earlier show to end and meanwhile we were looking at some natural beauties who had come for the same movie. We gave a *slurp slurp* treat to our eyes, and were arguing about who wud sit with the girl, incase one of those hot chicks ends up in our adjacent seat :D
Lolz as destiny had diff plans, while we were waiting with bated breath inside the theatre to see whos gonna be lucky.. hmmm a girl does come finally to sit beside me.. and now guess wat, we were arguing about who wont sit beside da girl.. :)) I was like.." CHupp.. saaale... Sunlegi tho bura lagega..." LOL
Hmmm once the movie started we didnt care much about the others... Amrita Rao. man she is one cute chick...:) and SRK as usual was rocking :P After da movie we came back to our hostel. i did a bit of lukkha and here am now typing this Blog. Listening to November Rain by GnR. :) Man this song Rocks. The video is Tooo Goood.. btw can someone tell me how the girl dies in that video? i.e. the wife of Axl Rose?
Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: November Rain
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