16 May 2004, 10:04pm
18 - a little too old to be a little too young
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A day since yesterday, an overnight transformation from a boyish prince to a handsome king. i think to myself what change has overcome me in just another
ordinary day. This question eluded me forever. It remained an enigma. but i
realised the naivity of society. its fidelity to the principles whcih define the
very existence of mankind. but if not for the defiance, would mankind have been
what it is today? I wonder elusively.
18- the twilight between the passing dusk and long long arcane night whose darkness evades tomorrow from today. At this point on this day, i feel no different. Then how come I am recogonised as a man? how much could i have changed in one day? How mature could i have become? Then i realise it is just a naivity of society...
Yesterday, society deemed me unfit to stand on my own feet, dependent on my parents, outcast from responsibility and referred to as a minor. But all of a sudden, I feel a burden, an added responsibility... no a vision of responsibility magnified since yesterday.
Society recogonises me but it is the ones who are most relevant to me that don't, they still view me as they did yesterday. On this day, at this moment i feel a little too old to be a little too young.
Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: audioslave
18- the twilight between the passing dusk and long long arcane night whose darkness evades tomorrow from today. At this point on this day, i feel no different. Then how come I am recogonised as a man? how much could i have changed in one day? How mature could i have become? Then i realise it is just a naivity of society...
Yesterday, society deemed me unfit to stand on my own feet, dependent on my parents, outcast from responsibility and referred to as a minor. But all of a sudden, I feel a burden, an added responsibility... no a vision of responsibility magnified since yesterday.
Society recogonises me but it is the ones who are most relevant to me that don't, they still view me as they did yesterday. On this day, at this moment i feel a little too old to be a little too young.
Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: audioslave
16 May 2004, 8:50pm
There are no realms of reality if your mind is free
Thinking of nothing , acquiring everything
An ardent self-belief conflagrating my soul
Retrospect preaches lies,deceit and mistrust that now lie as a forgone land
But the heart still beats for her , forgetting
the beast mesmerised by the beauty
Time is inanimate , bound by the two hands of reality
that count down every second of existence .
The mind is what the heart deceives for pure blissful torture
And such a terminal plague love is that it rekindles relentlessly at the slightest sign of her being .
Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: microtone