17th July 2004

aloque | 17 Jul 2004, 10:40pm

Cannot set my lonely heart free,

cannot fetter it in chains either.

It's bound to run amuck, you see,

I have my feelings to consider.

I love its escapades in secrecy,

once bland, now too much colour.

The senses hurt, now torment me,

but I welcome the ache, so tender.

Cannot count, the ways of my folly,

cannot resist, the sweet surrender.

Current Mood: Happy Indeed!
Current Music: mood should have been hopelessly happy


16th July 2004

aloque | 17 Jul 2004, 1:10am

Moments like this are rare. Just when I think life is settling into a monotone, it jumps out at me like Hobbes when Calvin returns home from school. Sure, I am going to get mauled but I love it.

Meeting an old friend, long walk in the park, pleasant conversation, laughing out aloud, taking my helmet off to ride the bike as the night breeze lifts my spirits, the smell of impending rain, bonding with my brother, chocolate chip ice cream. Seeing life from a perspective that I never would have. Kick me up the back side when I complain about my life.

Our mother is the darkness

we will live seeking light,

die as the light finds us.


Before we lose our wings

we will live happy as can be

die in the throes of pleasure


As our flights crash, smiles

will remain as pure, no cares

of unraveling life's mysteries.


Current Mood: Grand
Current Music: Aa bhi jaa - Sur