JUST another day.
Johnny | 9 October 2004, 10:19am
hmmmm Just another day... Every day seemed to me like this, for the past one month, until today. Today was different. It was eventful. I resolved to move away frm lethargy as i had mentioned in mah previous post. Today seemed to be a good start. First of all, i woke up by 11 am. I mean, for the first time in some days, i woke up before PM started. :-s My friend came back form his holidaying in delhi. He woke me up actually. Had some talk to him about his girl friend and all, and then ate the grub he had brought from his home on the way back. (ofcourse i brushed my teeth first :D)
Then i had my bath, and started out to meet my professor after almost 20 days. Well, today i realised one hidden talent in me. When i met the professor, i acted in such an amazing way, that he cudnt even utter a single word against me, for not meeting him for the past 20 days. I put up this very sad depressed face, like a person in the higher stages of brain tumour. In a choky manner, i tell him that i was ill for the past 1 week and had to be on medication and all. Thats all, he was convinced. He was like. "Oh, thats bad. So what do u want to do now?". I was thinking.. *please clear me in this project without any work and send me off home :D*. But i was standing with this dumb blank look. So, the prof came to my rescue again. He reminded me that i just have 20 more days to finish the stuff off, and that he wud help me to do it this time. I cud see regret in his eyes for having given me an XX grade the last time. hehehe. I had the smirk in my mind, *johnny u are one helluva actor*
So, the conclusion of the meeting was that i wud be free by oct 31st at max. I can go wherever i want next. I cud get away frm this place. WOW... The Prof also gave me Key Permission to one of the A/c Lab in the department, after i told him that somehow i am not able to work at all in my room. I only watch movies or surf or do something, other than Coding. so basically I wud be goin daily to the lab, and sit there and work. WOW i always wanted to do that... be a nerd... finally i get a chance during the last 20 days of my btech life :) I m sorta excited to go to lab and work. It wud be great experience. working at odd hours, watchin movies in A/C lab.. ok ok..no movies.. just music. :)
Well, now that i have taken a positive step, I wanted to celebrate tonite. So, i make plans with a friend of mine to go and party and get sloshed. Well, as the irony played its part, it was the same friend, it was the same me, the same bar/pub, we go there all excited, only to be told that its a dry day today again. This is the friggin THIRD TIME that this happened to me and the same friend now. All in recent past. Grrrrrrr....
Our bad luck apart, i dont fucking get the point of a DRY DAY. Wat the hell. The reason for dry day was the weekend of gandhi week. bahhhhhhhhh can u imagine? This is plain stupid. Oct 2nd --> dry day, also oct 8th --> DRY DAY.. why cuz it the end of the so called gandhi week. I mean how illogical can politicians get? Why do i care if its the end of a gandhi week?
One more thing that pisses me off, *(which is actually off topic but i cant resist to point this thing.) is that, for Gandhi jayanthi there is a holiday, there are advertisements, dry days... and dry weeks too... I mean nuttin against the "great man", but... How can one ever forget BHAGAT SINGH? I mean he was the greatest freedom fighter india had, prolly more than even gandhi accrding to me. He doesnt even get a mention leave alone a holiday, or a dry day. Grrrrrrrr... His birthday was on sep 29th/oct 6th. There is even a controversy on the date. The calcutta association states it to be on sep 29th, but some other political big wigs say it is on oct 6th. This is an insult to the great Martyr. I am ashamed, at people's insensitivity towards the sacrifice of the HERO. :(
Anyways.. I conluded these things today... -->
I love my professor.
I hate DRY Days.
I hate Political dumbasses.
I hate CONGRESS.
the list goes on..............
Albida. :|
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Grrrrrrrr
Johnny | 7 October 2004, 12:47pm
Q1) Who is the King of Procrastination?
A1) Me .aka. Johnny.
Q2) Why?
A2) Read further.
Oh my god. How lazy can a person get? I mean, I have all the time in the world. I just have a God damn Project to do, which wont take more than 10 days to finish, if i work. I have my Prof.'s warning that he wud flunk me again if i dont do it on time. I also have my parents' pressure to come back home asap. I also wanna start working asap. But.......
I still refuse to work a wee bit on my project. I am so lazy, that i didnt do anything productive since last 1 month. I am just existing. I have been just Eating, Watching movies, Dating, sleeping, and i am not even playing. Grrrrrrrrr....
Time to change. Rather its high time to change, before things really go out of my hands. Something happened yesterday. Its really a weird incident. What exactly happened cannot be told, due to the personal nature of the incident. But, i can say that it changed me, atleast my thoughts. I resolved to get out of this place called IIT by this dusshera. I wanna go back home and spend time with family. I wanna visit my sis in her hostel. She just joined engineering college this year. I finished it this year. :-S I also wanna go to my village and spend some days there, visit my grandad and granny. roam around in the fields. I wanna do all this before i get absorbed into the corporate world.
I m just in my room now, thinking how the hell shud i change myself. Yuckkkkkkkkkk...... one more question....
Q) What is Uglier than an ugly grey Lizard on the wall?
A) The same Ugly lizard with out it tail on the wall, hunting for an equally ugly bug. YUCKKKKK.. BLECHHHH...
Oh well coming back to the point now, I think i shud sleep early. I have somehow developed this bad/good habbit of sleeping at around 6 am or 7 am and waking up by 1 pm or 2 pm. Its 3:10 am already. I shall try to sleep in next 30 minutes. My first step towards some discipline.
What i have also realised is that, subconsciously i have been just delaying the stuff here so that i cud stay at IIT a lil longer, so that i cud be an undergrad for some more time. But i myself got bored of it now. Bbye IIT i m going.
Other than gettin frustrated about my lazy life, i celebrated many buddays this week. My budday is approaching too. November 9th. Yes, i am a Scorpio, a true scorpion. Perhaps thats what gives me some hope of healing fast. Scorpions are said to possess tremendous healing power. I hope i got it too. I shall go back to my original Stud Sandy. Now i am a dud. :( Time shall be the proof here. Lets see how it goes. :)
SO long
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