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Have you ever met a guy who is blonde, blue eyes, good physique, 6ft tall and is totally cool? Well yeah am sure if you have been to < ?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />America, I bet you have.< ?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

I have a similar guy in calculus class, was damn sweet, everything you could hope for in a guy pal. He was funny, cute, did not act like a dude, dint show off or anything, he was just perfect. One thing I found strange was he had long hair, beautiful blonde hair might I add but considering the fact that it was longer than mine and obviously looked better than mine or anybody in the class kinda turned me off. Anyway spent three months sitting next to this guy in class, spoke to him, studied with him, had lunch with him, in the end I mean to say I hung out with him.  He used to often tell me about his pretty girlfriend, just found that stuff interesting. One day he finally told me he split up with his gurl because ahem ahem ahem she caught him sleeping with another guy.

I was like holllly shit are you gay???? He was like no am bisexual. You should have seen my face, y jaw dropped to the floor and I think my tongue rolled out almost for 2 miles. I was seriously trying to control that pathetic look on my face while he was trying to explain how much he misses his girlfriend and how much he likes having sex with his boyfriend but it was very very very DIFFICULT.

I always wanted a gay friend, you know a guys perspective and a girls perspective but this more than what I bargained for. Now he cut his hair, its short and spikes it everyday because he split with his gay boyfriend to again start dating girls. CONFUSED

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I had to sit in my English class today and watch 45mins of ultimate crap. WHAT crap? Well my eng professor made us watch a movie filled with monkeys. Nope, it was NOT the planet of the apes, well in the beginning when I saw I thought it was but he basically made us watch a bunch of monkeys jumping around back n forth, OVER and OVER again damn, I dint understand what the hell was happening. I made a million faces, shifting left to right in my seat, looking at all my friends and trying to understand what they are watching. For a second there I though they were telepathic or something

Life is like filled with different experiences, some making you feel better than what you are, some making you feel wayyyyyy better that what you are.

This was one of those days when I felt I was so much better

Was a lunch today, what a bunch of weirdos. I met quite a few people (American returns), particularly people who were married, they seemed pretty cool

But today

It snowed today, apparently the city am living in has not seen snow 8 inches high since 5 years, hmmmn

       Feeling really sad, gloomy, depressed, low, pretty much every synonym for sad. I though holidays ahhhh 5 days of blisfull sleep, turns out I had to work today.

Every one who walked into the store were all in thanks giving josh full family shit and all. Everybody had to wish "happy thanksgiving" me bla bla bla. Felt really bad missed mum n dad like hell.

Missed being special.

Missed the way my dog use to pounce on me everyday after I came back from school.

Missed the smile on my friend

Last night it rained, when I switched off the radio I could here the tiny drops hit

the ground and make a noise, way better than anything song I ever heard, I

slept with the sound of rain in my mind. I obviously dint sleep without my mind

wandering thinking about home.

I missed someone, a lot. I missed him so much that it made me think, why on

earth I chose to leave him. When it rains it reminds me of him. Although 7000

miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you.

It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time

I see a storm on the horizon, I feel delighted for my message is being carried to

the one I love so much. I spent SIX years with you my love, I miss you more

than anything else in my life. YOU were with me since I was eleven, now am

seventeen and you still never seem to bore me. I still remember those beautiful

rainy days that we spent learning trigonometry, calculus, physics and

economics. NONE on this freaking planet will ever be able to take your place.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

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Heres a picture of my LOVE

Hmmn I taught him too much trigonometry and calculus, if he could write or

talk by now, he would  probably be a PRODIGY

 Love the way ya look tonight
With your hair hangin' down on your shoulders
N' I love the way ya dance your slow sweet tango
The way ya wanna do everything but talk
And how ya stare at me with those undress me eyes
Your breath on my body makes me warm inside 
love the way ya look tonight
Let's make out - let's do something amazing
Let's do something that's all the way
Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch
your body
Now I never want to let your body go...

Nope NOT in a romantic mood

Yesterday I was doing the dishes. I was singing this song and doing the dishes since the freaking dish washer was full.......after a while I realized I was singin to the dished

Yo dishes "lets make a night to remember"

damn...... was so bugged

People coming to US for further studies, DONT COME its a pathetic life , even you'll end up singing to the dishes.

As a fellow blogger its my responsibility to tell you people.

Am so worried about where am going with my life singing to dishes, I dont want you guys to go through it too

Look nudity is censored right, kids are not allowed to see it blah blah. IF a gurl screwed around
with a 100 guys shes a slut ppl look down at her blah blah blah BUT its not exactly a crime, shes
 not out in jailf or right

Look at violence then, its showed on Tv rite? kids are allowed to see it, no restrictions wht so
eva. Fahrenheite 911 ,showing dead burnt american soldiers right, damn i got grossed out lookin
at it imagine yet no restriction for little kids. IF anyone kills just one person he's pushed into jail (apart frm powerfull polician tails) everybody els right?

THEN

Why is it that nudity is censored and violence is not while if u are a violent person u go to jail but not if u strip in the middle of the road?

Believe me i dont wanna listen to  "society is liek that crap" somethin deeper and freakin difrent

So i left hyd a couple of months back , in US now doing my Under grad, well the werid part is today i was in my english class. Today's topic was censorship, alrite i was up for it and my English professor comes in and asks us to edit an EMINEM SONG, damn they were so bad(i aint a nerd or anything but seriously they are just full of shit) i just wanted to strike of the whole song. After the editing he wanted us to talk about why sex and nudity is censored but not heads being cut in kill bill........wht da hell?

So the final homework of our class for the thanks giving weekend is to watch "desperate housewives" famous american porn show. Apparently am suppose to watch it on tv or on the internet and rite what i thought

wht THE hell am i supposed to rite i loved watchin porn