31 Dec 2004, 9:51am
This is the second time I am trying to post this! The first it simply refused to register. I hope that does not happen this time!
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Everytime I see someone waiting, frozen or otherwise, thinking that if they wait long enough.. what's happening will cease.. As if if you stared at an accident long enough, the two cars would automatically separate without a scratch, as if a pregnant silence will make the guilt go away, as if the pain would disappear if u stared at the train long enough!
It's gone.. The train has its own journey to make (and all the passengers are forced to oblige.. ) As I stood in the station, I was in a state of disconnect, unrelated to the chattering and sqwaking of the public - an entity lost in thought - no specific direction, just random thoughts about food, water, company and other essentials!
Everytime I see someone frozen in time, thinking and reliving past memories, I can only remember Gandalf the Grey mutter, "Fly you fools!" Cuz that's what we should be doing! There is no point in holding on with dear life to what is gone and what has left.. It makes more sense to move on..
A friend reminded me, "There are 6 billion people on this planet, the last time I checked. If you are feeling alone, then it's your own doing!"
Sitting in this max populated city, I think it is about time for me to make that move.. I must fly.. Cuz I know I could soar like an eagle, perch like parrot and have a taste of many mangoes to come.
Fly you fools!
Current Mood: Bye!
Current Music: Lord of the Rings Sound Track
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Everytime I see someone waiting, frozen or otherwise, thinking that if they wait long enough.. what's happening will cease.. As if if you stared at an accident long enough, the two cars would automatically separate without a scratch, as if a pregnant silence will make the guilt go away, as if the pain would disappear if u stared at the train long enough!
It's gone.. The train has its own journey to make (and all the passengers are forced to oblige.. ) As I stood in the station, I was in a state of disconnect, unrelated to the chattering and sqwaking of the public - an entity lost in thought - no specific direction, just random thoughts about food, water, company and other essentials!
Everytime I see someone frozen in time, thinking and reliving past memories, I can only remember Gandalf the Grey mutter, "Fly you fools!" Cuz that's what we should be doing! There is no point in holding on with dear life to what is gone and what has left.. It makes more sense to move on..
A friend reminded me, "There are 6 billion people on this planet, the last time I checked. If you are feeling alone, then it's your own doing!"
Sitting in this max populated city, I think it is about time for me to make that move.. I must fly.. Cuz I know I could soar like an eagle, perch like parrot and have a taste of many mangoes to come.
Fly you fools!
Current Mood: Bye!
Current Music: Lord of the Rings Sound Track
28 Dec 2004, 12:39am
I never knew that the winter had so many tricks up its sleeve!
First it thrills
with that little bit of chill..
And then it makes u spill ur guts until
ur dinner's out to fill, the ground, the sewers like a hill,
then ur head feels all light, like its taking a flight,
This is all inspite the fact that u ate right..
What can be done, the winter's got neat virii floating around.. getting sick is definitely bound.
I think u can see the state I am in, the cold is killing me from within, so this is the end, I call the the fin!
Current Mood: Sick
Current Music: Killing me softly
First it thrills
with that little bit of chill..
And then it makes u spill ur guts until
ur dinner's out to fill, the ground, the sewers like a hill,
then ur head feels all light, like its taking a flight,
This is all inspite the fact that u ate right..
What can be done, the winter's got neat virii floating around.. getting sick is definitely bound.
I think u can see the state I am in, the cold is killing me from within, so this is the end, I call the the fin!
Current Mood: Sick
Current Music: Killing me softly
26 Dec 2004, 12:46am
That there she goes song reminded me that my boss has left the company and gone..
Onward and fro to new places, finding her drop in the large ocean... Make her mark on her own, consulting in boom time!
Till yesterday I had absolutely no idea what I would be doing after she left cuz she barely told me a couple of days ago that she'll be doing this! I mean flying the coop without letting the chicks know is quite a situation for the incubated chicks! Now I gotta learn to grow wings and sharpen my beak to get my own worms!
Such is life, people rushing all the time - like diarrhea patients to the loo!
That's all for now, see u when i learn which worm i gotta catch! :D
Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: Free Falling
Onward and fro to new places, finding her drop in the large ocean... Make her mark on her own, consulting in boom time!
Till yesterday I had absolutely no idea what I would be doing after she left cuz she barely told me a couple of days ago that she'll be doing this! I mean flying the coop without letting the chicks know is quite a situation for the incubated chicks! Now I gotta learn to grow wings and sharpen my beak to get my own worms!
Such is life, people rushing all the time - like diarrhea patients to the loo!
That's all for now, see u when i learn which worm i gotta catch! :D
Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: Free Falling
26 Dec 2004, 12:35am
Created this blog a million years ago and I am adding the first post now!
I guess this is the pitfall of working in a company with firewalls and crap...
Anyway, this blog is dedicated to the musings of a guy on the road. What road? To where? Why? All questions hopefully answered in the blog posts.. (If the poor shmuck finds out himself! :P)
Anyway, the road beckons and this is how it all begins!
Current Mood: Relieved
Current Music: There She Goes
I guess this is the pitfall of working in a company with firewalls and crap...
Anyway, this blog is dedicated to the musings of a guy on the road. What road? To where? Why? All questions hopefully answered in the blog posts.. (If the poor shmuck finds out himself! :P)
Anyway, the road beckons and this is how it all begins!
Current Mood: Relieved
Current Music: There She Goes
