6 Jan 2005

time to fly..

Posted by dawn in General | 3:45pm


Appreciating a person is not that easy and not everyone can do it. Years ago, I resolved to be nicer to people than usual, to make them feel loved and cared for. I realized that loving someone wasn't hard, to make them feel it, was! And I put a conscious effort in working it out in my precious circle of friends n family.

But this years gonna be different. Doesn't matter if u care, doesn't really matter u if u let yer world upside down to make 'em feel it, they don't give a shit. Nobody does. This is not about one soul or one incident, it's not bout today or yesterday, I jus think its the human disposition to put too small a price on a person who works his ass for you n sweat to impress someone who does not give a shit about you.

I'm tired of holding people. Tired of being nice. Tired of justifying myself. Tired of being affronted. I am simply tired.

I'm letting go of people, letting go of situations. I feel something really empty inside, like somethings not right. But all the right I've ever done hasn't helped me, so what the heck!
It is part of my nature to want to live in the yesterdays of life, in 'days that come not back again'.

And now, I guess its time to move on, time to move on wid all the memories, some sweet, some sour.. but all surviving!

Its time to fly, time to soar!

 



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