Posted by Deidamea 29 January 2005, 9:21pm
If you believe in God then you have to believe in the devil.

IS that true? I heard my cousin tell me that and she's shit scared of the dark and devilish. I somehow don't believe in Devils but her one line is making me think a bit too much.

I tried to reason myself,

If you think you can pass then you can fail.(still a school girls mind)

If you think you can live today then you can die today.

I don't know I just came up with the most stupid thoughts like these but I'm not able to counter my cousins line. Seriously, I don't wanna sit and believe that there exists a devil, downstairs in my house if I go to drink water at 2 in the night.

I told my cousin I went down stairs at 2 in the night and she was like WHOA, aren't you scared? That's how the story started.

I had an awesome dream last night, apparently I was talking to 2 people at the foot of my bed. Lets call them dead man and dead woman. They are talking, I interfere and say hey guys wassup? and dead woman responds why dint you cry when I died? Apparently I was dumb struck and I said well I dint feel like it. Dead man gets angry and says Your not suppose to say that to a dead woman and yells at me a little more.

I wonder what that mean............I CAN SEE DEAD PEOPLE!


Current Mood: Evil
Current Music: Oasis- Dyou know what i mean

Posted by Deidamea 28 January 2005, 8:07am
I never thought I'll ever be able to achieve this position in the

community of boredom. I have officially hit the zenith of boredom.

If there is anyone more bored than me, I would personally see to it

that they receive an international award. I am the mother of all

boredom. If I could find a wall which was not paper thin I'd love to
go bang my head to it.

I was invited to go swing dancing this Saturday .......argh I cant freakin date for me...........not that i care
I wont be allowed to get out of the house after 9 anyway.

I should kill myself, its high time.


Current Mood: Bored
Current Music: Unwell-matchbox20

Posted by Deidamea 25 January 2005, 12:43pm

Have you ever had one of those moments when you thought your life


just fell apart within seconds of your scummy existence? Or worse did


it take a lot longer than that

Current Mood: Sloshed
Current Music: I dont wanna be- gaven dcgraw (wht ever the spellin is...go figure)

Posted by Deidamea 18 January 2005, 12:03pm

SAD  things in life (mostly mine!)

 let me just rate it down to 10 most sad things in the past 6months.

10 Sita deleting her blog and not allowing any comments on her yanother blog....gochhu i might kill you

9 me rhyming on 10

8 Lilly deleting her blog...why did she do it? it was so niceee

7 me liking pre historic egyptian art after admiring a naked pregnant woman's  4 inch statue for 10mins and observing it...Im not a pervert

6 my guitar sounding extremely sad (nirvana could sound like Oasis painfullllll) I dont know how much i had to vend it to make it sound that sad

5 Me realizing axl is still alive just 3 months ago

4 me realizing Kurt is dead 1 month ago

3 me falling in love with this dead dude

2 Me trying to bring him back from the dead...fh any experience in necromancy?

1 Me writin this post sad very sad



Am in love with Kurt and i think i need help

Am in love with a dead guy and i think i need help.

For all those of you  who still dont know who Kurt is....well its about time you got to know.

WHy is he is so unfair


Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: NIRVANA (wht did u expect gnr?)

Posted by Deidamea 14 January 2005, 10:19pm

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Sometimes you wonder how people think so different and feel so different, similarly I read something which is worth talking about. My utter joblessness in my winter brake drove me to reading this magazine called

Current Mood: Sick
Current Music: none

Posted by Deidamea 13 January 2005, 10:22pm


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Late but well I atleast wished ya

Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: Oasis- go let it out