Posted by Deidamea 30 March 2005, 5:18am
I make my fellow bloggers proud to be a part of blogville.

I had to give a speech the other day in my public speaking class and I had to persuade my audience to do something. I was allowed to pick whtever topic I wanted to I picked blogging. *GLEE*

Check out my speech, I got an 89/100 not bad eh  I know, I made you proud dint I. ok check out the speech

Professor M.W. Schaefer
Public Speaking 110
22 March 2005

Specific Purpose: To persuade my audience to blog after considering itís advantages

Central Idea: Blogging is an interesting hobby with various advantages and a chance to discover oneself


I. Did you ever get dressed head to toe, thought you looked adorable and then got into another outfit ten minutes later cause you thought you did not look good enough? Some of you should have. You just changed your opinion and a tiny bit of yourself for someone else. You always here people saying ďbe yourselfĒ but no one really does it.
A Thereís such an exaggerated mask so thick that you forget to be yourself more often that you know, if you have at least one t-shirt same as your best friend then there is a lost of individuality a little bit, you move with the inevitable part of this life loosing tiny bits of yourself, changing and becoming something that your not.

B. Today, I have a solution to this problem everyone is facing, you could be yourself and not get picked on by your so called friends for liking guns N roses and Nirvana or liking to drive in snow. You could be yourself with the anonymity and talk about whatever you like.

C. What would you write about right now if I said write about something that makes you really mad. Surprising how many things that strike your mind. Isnít it? This is why I have a blog, and am here today to tell you about the numerous joys of blogging and to persuade you to blog.

I. I am sure most of you must be saying so what if you blog?

A. If that is the question you are thinking of then Iíd gadly answer that by saying that you have never tried it. If you ever tried it then its pretty much an addiction, a silly addiction might I add you wouldnít really say what if you blog if you tried it.

B. How ever stupid this next line may appear to you its true, everyone needs an outlet to their emotions, you need to talk to someone. In this world when you cant tell from your deceiving friends from the good ones who would you go to and share your secrets with? With so many complications you could end up in a lot of trouble and embarrassments.
You can completely avoid this and have a journal online which can act like something much more than journal. You could make a lot of friends throught
out the world without even having to sit down for hours to chat on AOL or MSN.

II. Some of you might have a misconception of this journal of yours being read by everyone but let me make it clear to you by saying that if you want to keep it private then you could.

A. You could keep it public and make everyone read it and not know that it is yours.

B. Vodka could be your blog name inorder to conceal your identity and still there could be a vodka lover who blogs, who would comment on your blog.

C. The required bit of anonymity will be perfectly available since it is the internet.

(Transition: If any of you are still confused about blogging then the next few lines will make it very clear to you)

III. There are a few sites called the xanga or blogdrive where you create a blog in 2mins. Itíll probably take you more time to create an email address when compared to a blog.

A. Once you made your self a blog you give it your own url connected to the site your creating one in. Then you start posting on it, here is the fun part.

1. If your url was vodka, believe me when I say this, although your under aged and talking about the joys of vodka drinking the CIA wont track you down and punish you.

2. You can talk about anything you want, politics, your boring day or the interesting speech class. It doesnít matter since its your blog and you can write whatever you want.

3. I always post my term papers on my blog for my friends to read and tell me how it is before I turn it in, I even posted this speech a while back for them to read it and tell me, yes they did say it was fine.

4. Let me tell you a tiny secret I have another blog that I keep private to have my dark side writing done there, to let all my emotions out to scream at anyone I want. No one ever reads it since its private.

IV. I do believe it could be really fun, since you have your anonymity if you want.

A. You might wonder what is the big deal, even online chat rooms have their own bit of anonymity but if you sat down and typed two pages about your long boring day and put it up in a chat room asking them to comment on it, no one is going to say anything about it, youíll probably get abused and kicked out of it.

B. Whereas in blogging you could write about your whole day and not wait every 30seconds for someone else to reply. If you have a comments option on your blog then people will read your post and comment on it. You could come back and check it whenever you want.

C. Its an advantage, no waste of time and absolutely no pressure of answering back immediately if there is an embarrassing comment you could always delete it or block the user from commenting on your blog, you could even get rid of the comments sections.

D. Its your blog, you could do anything you want with it.


I. Bottom line there should be a million reasons for blogging and you would figure out at least half of them if you tried it.
A. If your saying I donít have time for it Then Iíll have to say your lazy, if your telling me you donít have 2minutes a day to make a blog and post a message of 5 lines for the post being ďhey yaíll whatís up? This is my new blog and a few lines then whether you like it or not you are lazy.

B. This class is going to get over before time, now you could go to the computer lab, Room number 311, right after this.

C. I am sure youíll have 10mins at least and you could create a blog in those 10mins and actually post something. So for once try being yourself and not act like how your friend want you to, talk to this world like you not like someone else, some other person wants you to be. I hope all of you consider blogging and the pamphlet has a few blog hosting sites.


dont worry i dont have a secret blog to get any negative energy out, i was just only bakofying. this speech was totally for firangs who dont talk to people and was meant for them and for them to relate to this kinda shit. i dont blog for thsoe reasons. i blog just for FUN :)

Posted by Deidamea 28 March 2005, 6:19am
Am I the biggest whiner ever, may be yes but this site wants me to put in html tags to get through some special effect in my blog. FH fix this. Iím able to change the font and put pictures only through html tags. No patience what so ever so please FIX it.

So actual post

I donít remember the last time I had to much fun gardening considering the fact that I never did it I wouldnít blame myself for not remembering. It was awesome, shit tiring, the main part of decorating the garden in front of my house included me sitting down and standing up. Lets see we started with mulching, me includes me and a part of my family and my 4 yr old ABCD cousin. Who accidentally dropped the rake right on my head. But that weíll come back to later. So Mulching for the lesser known mortals would be raking the older mulch and putting new wood chips on the ground.

Wood chips=mulch

Donít ask me why people do it around here cause I donít know and I donít have patience to find out either, they do so we did it. Apparently all it happens in all the cold places. Well this mulching happened for 2 hours, then we ran out of mulch SO

Now to the store ~ find mulch~ find a bakra to put it in cart ~ pay ~get outta the store~find one more bakra to put in the car ~ come back home

Then next stop walmart, to return something we brought the other day, hey those tulips are cute, let plan them next to the path way, obviously we took them.

Ok lets see all pumped weíre getting this done today ~ me hell yeah we are.

3 freakin hours of mulching, yes I have a huge garden, lets get the tulips in, WOKAY lets getíem in. heyyy the gladiolis that we brought a long time ago let getíem in too. Fill the fuckin water in the cans and put water, I sware my hands became NUMB by the time I got the water into that watering can, I just wanted to fall in that grass and die. Ok we finally got everything done and WOILA the finale to be is cleaning the mess we made during doing all this. Fullto Indian istyle we brought out jhaado and chata sweep dump sweep dump this was time when I said we should take this up as a profession weíll become really skinny and earn hey what more could a girl ask for. Yes surprisingly my khandan agreed. Oh I give up I just felt like posting and go I posted. Just kept getting too many JHATKAS Today, somthign wrong with my school account, wont accept my credit card. Either something is wrong with my credit card or something wrong with the college itself and am going with something being wrong with my colllg since I really liked my credit card.

Uhhhh am bored


Posted by Deidamea 22 March 2005, 8:19pm

Surprising I never realized my abilities to screw things up I never thought I could. Never is probably an exaggeration, I do have an ability to do just about anything to make my day bad.

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Cheesy line: I was born intelligent education ruined me.

Iím some how beginning to think its true, even more cheesy eh?

You see on last Friday, I was trying to install a fire wall in my computer and managed very royally to block my internet connection. *grin* and then tried to fix and it and saw two monitors are not blinking at the bottom. BUN. I was like why am I so intelligent, after rapid banging of my beautiful head to the strong wall I gave up. Then I went to < ?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Dallas, for two days I felt really guilty for having ruined the computer for my khandan. I come back and they tell me the copm is just fine. I ran up to the computer room, and the freakin monitor with the cross on it. AND am wondering where on earth is internet coming from if it says cable is not connected. Turns out those two monitors have been there forever and I was jumping up and down looking at them and goin crazy thinking I spoiled the computer. I never freakin felt so guilty sheeesh. I need a brain, its an emergency.

OK am still high on my Dallas trip so I shall take this magical opportunity to write about it. (where did that come from?)

So it started 5 on Friday, international airport, my khandan gave me a lecture of be careful and blah blah blah. Then I was off to Indianapolis, sat next to this dude called Tom, old bugger buggofied me back and forth about what college and what major and some crap. I reached Indianapolis at 8:10 and my connecting flight to Dallas was at 8:30. I was literally running in the airport, turns out the gate to dallas was right next door, I got into the flight with a Wendyís burger and a guy called Chris sat next to me. Adorably cute. So my cute chris sat down next to me and we got talking, he told me all the music he liked and turns out our music taste was really common and good. *glee*

Our fligh was delayed for one whole hour, I did not care at all, he bakofied and I bakofied both of us spoke and we dint even realize that the flight dint take off. Finally after the flight took off we started speaking about where we live and everything. He told me he was learning Russina, thought me cuss words in Russian.. *grin*

So far I know the basic cuss words in Russian, Spanish, German, French and ofcourse English, Telugu and Hindi. Sheesh I should learn Sanskrit cuss words. Does anyone know if they are any Sanskrit cuss words.

OK so back to the flight, he taught me a bit of Russian me obviously taught him a big of Hindi, NOT hindi cuss, donít worry heheh. Then we where really hungry turns out he dint eat for 6 hours so I offered to share my burger with him. With really great difficulty we cut it and the air hostess gave us pretzels and coke. He got his laptop out so in the flight, I had the cutest (almost) date ever. We watched Gattaca on his laptop, ate that one burger and all the other junk. Damn I had fun just getting to dallas.

Do finally I reached dallas, chris left me his number and email, so did I *glee*

The first day included driving to some caves in Georgetown close to Austin and then we went to the state capital, awesome place, dint go to the temple as planned as it was getting late. The drive was awesome, we dint have any Cdís so we heard the LAMEST telugu songs ever. Starting from something related to the name laxshmi, GAWD I donít know who comes up with these songs. The drive was something worth talking about

It was awesome, the highways here are so different, I was in a 6lane highway guiding my cousin when to shift in lanes and everything, Iím now the official navigator, cake eating, coffee drinking front seat psyc next to the driver. I was obsessing about a better way outta the highway than an exit, I suggested flying off a bridge instead of taking the exit, obviously no one took it, if they did I wouldnít be typing this. The next day included a shit load of shopping and I got meself a t-shirt, green day official logo thingie. There was NIRVANA tshirts and slip knot and black Sabbath and everything big was in it. But my cousins made my get green day cause it was the only one without any skulls on it hhehe

By the time I got back home I was dead and sick. I had to work on my speech which was today and I got done with it. It was awesome hopefully will get an A in it. Nothing much to bakofy. I just had too much fun, last week was amazing. I donít have patience to read this over again and correct mISHtakes, so SCREW you if you point something out.

Am sick and hungry and my head is killing me, i cant go back home till 3:15 and its just freakin 10:20 in the morning, I already lost my jacket and i dont know why am sick. Dallas climate or No sleep for two days,dont know, dont care. I wanna go home and just sleep but i cant

i wanna cryyyyyyyyyy

Wokay me is hollering out

(i think this is my longest post )

i just found this pic, it dint have tht msg i added it.


Posted by Deidamea 19 March 2005, 7:57pm

heluu ppl

am sorry not a lng post now have to look up some temple directions on a wireless laptop tht am not able to figure out. btw am in dallas right now, i made u really proud dint i? i reached dallas saely without getting killed, raped or abducted. yayyyyyyyyy anywya am going to see some caves and a temple in austin woooho


am thoda high now

Posted by Deidamea 14 March 2005, 1:35am

well this is something i've learnt to fall in love with big time

could u blame me for it ?

this is my fav, yeah it stinks sometime but u shd see the small waves it tries to make when its raining

I never saw this view before but doesnt it look really cool?



this is like typicall hydie view, the roads just right but u get so confused, pretty much like my brain

where should i gooo eh??


DAMN i love this city more than any other thing(city) in this world

Posted by Deidamea 08 March 2005, 10:43pm

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It rained to tell me the ocean's coming down and walk me through the beauty of existence. Its raining, approximately 9,000 people at your foot, below you.


With nature against you and reality at you feet you look at those 9000 people to realize how much your smiles worth. Every drop of rain hits you right in the face. Drops flow down and you'll feel your heart pounding right out of your chest.


The bass first, fingers move rapid, people scream loud and heavy

the deepest breath and then here it goes


And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now



And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight



And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am



And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive




And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am



as you run out of breath the most amazing song with words that hit you beyond your belief, you walk with a smile.


felt like writing this after seeing a live goo goo dolls video of iris jeeeez they were singing in rain and damn am in love with that song. you could watch it on launch just search in video for iris live-goo goo dolls.

I mean i have a couple of friends who are in bands and guys if this is what you can make people feel then gawwwd I adore you, but i know what a wreck you'd be before that show so I'm in both ways. I like live shows except i've never really been to a real concert but green day here i come. errr may be next time

Posted by Deidamea 02 March 2005, 3:30pm

Posted by Deidamea 01 March 2005, 12:48am

If humans evolved from monkeys then why do we still have monkeys?

I read that somewhere, me dint come up with it by myslef.



does he/she look like bush?


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