Posted by Deidamea 24 September 2005, 5:10am
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.

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i miss u

Posted by Deidamea 19 September 2005, 9:23am
Am bored. Well that aint new is it? So whats new? Am bored inspite of having a lot to do. WHAT? that aint new either? well just felt like putting up that picture, thats what i feel like.

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just wanted to tell you guys that I LOVE YOU

i feel like saying that a lot lately except to no one in particular.

isnt that sad?

btw i'm watching rock star INXS lately. the first time i saw that was with the whole stupid gang in dehradun while fighting for blankets with pillows might i add. my vote goes to marty, i like him, NO let me rephrase i think i love him. hes outta my league i know i knowwww

well if ur not watching ROCKstar INXS then go to and listen to TREES by marty. its the cutest song ever. i kno i say that a lot but it really is cute.

Posted by Deidamea 13 September 2005, 9:26pm

Well there is nothing much I’m actually going to write in this post, NOT that I usually make sense but this time I’m actually going to make much less sense. Did that make sense to you? I dint think so. I was going through the 600 digi cam and camera phone pics that we took during our trip. Most of them included almost NOTHING. Fin air, trees, mountains,
smoke, fog, mostly people like sita would describe beauty but I call it waste of film and memory in the cameras. Some of that so called beauty was displayed in my previous post.
To tell you the truth I think the most awesome memories among the 600 pictures  that we took which are stored in a CD were those with videos behind them. Yes we had itty bitty videos too.

 Holy I laughed my ass off when I saw a couple of them. One of them included me and neha chasing a cute dog, screaming aiyyaiyyo it’s so cute. Wish I could put it up or something. Yes I would be wasting 1 whole minute of your not-so-precious life but does that matter? I DON’T THINK SO.

 If it did well you wouldn’t be reading this. Even if I could find a way to put up that video I probably wouldn’t cause it includes my name quite a bit and am not giving it away. It gave me and neha weird looks by the way.

Why are these morons following me look. Well this post was basically pointless except for that dog.

Anyway here is the pic of that cute-ass dog.

Posted by Deidamea 04 September 2005, 9:41am

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I hate tick-tock clocks, is that what you call the regular clocks that
go tick-tock watches with a seconds stick ticking away to glory.
One of my close friends gave me one of those watches for my birthday which obviously
had to sit in my room and when its all quite and dark in the
night I hear the clock going tick-tock-tick-tock and believe me its like an old horror telugu movie
which does not, I repeat does not appeal to
me……AT ALL.

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I had to get that out of my system, niv babe I love you, but the
watch that you gave me is killing me.

Ok firstly my deepest apologies for writing those above lines to all
those people who have given me about 300 hits for the 3line post.
So you wanted a decent post eh?

Ok. So bet your wondering what I did for the past 3months eh? If you
were wondering where I WAS for the past 3months then its high time you
killed yourself cause you aint reading my blog enough and that isn’t
that good you know…..

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WOKAY cutting the crap out I was in Hyderabad having a ridiculous amount of fun doing
NOTHING what so EVER, actually that’s an exaggeration
I did do some werid things. Weird thing included a shit load
I mean a SHIT LOAD of crap.

Let me just categorize it into the months

Month Number 1
I basically dint do much, went around to a places when
I was in the city hung around at home bugging everyone I knew.
Went to Kurnool don’t ask me why and NO its not my native or
anything. You know what this month thing is kinda boring. Screw it lets just do what the hell I did for 3months.


Well delhi and mussoorie makes sense but I was technically
in dehradun, I dint exactly do anything there.

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Well this trip was FUN because I went with 6other girls and it included a lot of ………….
No am not filling in the blank. People who need to know
already know. And am not entirely sure why I put dots there.

Its kinda clear you know I lost it. I really really did.

Ok am gonna put up a few pictures of my trip to India, and
I know this probably NOT the post you were expecting but
I would like to thank all my cute ass friends who have made my trip so fuckin awesome.

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Chikoo –babe you’re the one

Niv- I hate the watch but well u kno…..

Sita- whore consider non-spider crap re

Aksha-keep ur mouth shut more often

Neha- nahaaa what can I say sweety :-p

Sahiti- how would anything happen without u sweety
(giggle giggle)

Thamma- I did not expect you to be a part of this
list but u r here for a reason.

Neehar- I will contemplate murdering you for being ‘there’ so much

Krishna- bet your not reading this but Oh boy u played in hun

Ashank- I have no idea what you are doing here :-p

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I cant imagine how fucked my trip could have been without you guys.
Thanks you guys am coming back next summer just for you morons so don’t think you rid of me just yet.

I LOVE YOU so very much

And for some unknown reason I think I left someone out and am really very fuckin sorry if I did so, you know am an idiot and you plij deal
with it, Of course this list does not include some people who already know that they are a part of it so don’t
bother yelling at me. :-p

Take care

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##### I don’t know about the next post but here are the pics from my trip

This was on the way to delhi
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view from our room in mussoorie

another view from the same room

hey hey hey this is another view from our room too am not faking it, its when all the clouds come right into our room it was awesome


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