Shawshank Scribblings

The history of man as I feel is a cauldron of audacities,cowardice,wisdom, foolishness, righteousness, greed of a few handfuls of people. Some known some unknown. The history of this planet since the time Adam ate the apple has been a function of power. The need of power. The right to power. The survival of the powerful. These handful of mortals made it sure that this is the only cause for all that is around us.

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God knows what India would be like if vasco had not discovered it for the west.Indians probably wouldn`t have been oppressed by the British.I wonder what kind of life  the barman in cuba would  be leading if that country wasn`t taken up my Fidel castro.The  serb farmer would probably have grown wheat instead of mines if it weren`t for  Slobodan Milosevic and his Yougaslavian National Army.Che Guvera was killed else argentina wouldn`t have been a thrid world country.If Min ho wasn`t influenced by Marx, China would probably be the biggest super power long long back.But for Hitler, we wouldn`t know about two towns in Japan

Current Mood: Desperate
Current Music: Sepeltura - War for Territory

Pooh: hey

Pooh: around fora bit?

Frank: all around!

Pooh: ok

Pooh: Joseph was here for interview

Frank: k

Pooh: said u r a good frnd?

Pooh: what is 'k'

Pooh: am asking u

Frank: ya

Frank: k is short for OK

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Pooh: i know that

Pooh: i meant is he really a good frnd

Pooh: as he said he was

Frank: he is a friend

Pooh: ok!

Pooh: is he good to hire?

 

Frank: yes ofcourse

Frank: he is smart

Pooh: ok...

Frank: but i do not vouch for that on a prfessional count!I know him in person and he is a good chap.

Pooh: will catch u again in a bit, the next candidate is here.....

Pooh: ok, thats good enough.......

Pooh: u around for 1/2 hr? will be back..

Frank : go ahead

Pooh: am back!

Frank: ohio ghozimus

Pooh: whats that now

Frank: ha ha ha! japenese for hello!

Pooh: hmmm

Pooh: u scare me with new terms all the time

Pooh: english itself i dont know what u speak

Pooh: and u talk other languages too

Pooh: anywayz.......how u doin???

Frank: freezing!

Pooh: ayyo...why

Pooh: btw Sandy  called me on sat

Frank  : cause my new workstaion is right in front of the AC duc!

Pooh: the way he asked me abt my marriage i felt he already knew the answers

Frank: k

Pooh: but anyways, i still told him.....

Pooh: he said he took my no. from u......

Frank: he did,

Pooh: hmmm

Frank: he is one of the fewe monks who don`t sell thier Ferraries.

Pooh: i didnt read that book so pls to translate

Frank: the books is abt this lawyer who due to aspiritual crisis confronts the conditions of his life and then embarks on a journey in search of purpose and peace

Frank  : anyways..i meant abt sandy in a diff way.

Pooh: bit busy.....gimme a few mins

Frank: time was never mine..you can take all that you want.

Pooh: what else yaar! how ARE u?

Pooh: I still get worried sometimes

Pooh: when I think of u.....

Frank: does the capilaised "ARe" have any connotation?

Pooh: hmmm

Pooh: emphasis

Pooh: how do u REALLY feel...is what i meant

Pooh: btw

Pooh: if u hate my asking u such questions so often

Pooh: i wont do it

Frank: its ok

Pooh: coz its probably a path that i dont have right to tread on

Pooh: i am kind of scared to ask u also sometimes

Pooh: but care too much @ it to let go

Pooh: i just want to know that u are fine.....

Pooh: and somehow dont get that feeling sometimes

Pooh: maybe if u tell me emphatically enuf

Pooh: i'll stop bugging.....

Frank: alright..let me tell you ....... it is difficult.

Frank: Life is one damn thing after another and we cant stop to think aout everything but love isnt that way!

Frank: if you know what i mean.....you love only once...i loved then and you love now.

Pooh: yes. its hard....

Pooh: but I want u to be strong...to come out strong

Pooh: and to not be sad.

Pooh: i know it might seem like its very easy to say.

Pooh: but there is so much to life, so many challenges, joys and sorrows

Frank: yes there is

Frank: there is lot more to life

Pooh: if not this, it might have been sthg else for u....

Pooh: and u must emerge a strong individual

Pooh: success is different to different people

Pooh: and u are very individualistic now, with very strong opinions

Frank: tha s the sad part

Pooh: but u must live a full life and live it happily

Pooh: and happiness too cannot be urs alone

Pooh : everyone around u(at least the close ones) shld share ur happiness

Frank: it would neevr be complete for me!

Pooh: It will Frank. If you let it.

Pooh: And you must. Eventually.

Pooh :: I know that your feelings were very very strong and that you have been through hell.

Pooh: But when life made you go through so much, it will give you back good too....

Frank: give me what?

Frank: a foreign language

Pooh: Let the good things also happen to you. Be good and do good....

Pooh: didnt get that.....

Frank: never mind

Pooh: Please yaar.

Pooh: Why dont you want to give yourself another chance.

Pooh: You will be happy, you can achieve a lot in life.....

Frank: cause there isnt another!

Pooh :: There is, there always will be.

Pooh: You got to see them...you got to be open

Pooh: Do you think its nice to live this life in sorrow?

Frank: not after an unbroken succession of false situations

Pooh: come on yaar...

Pooh: pls....

Pooh: dont be so disillusioned with life...

Pooh : you are still young and way long ahead to go

Frank: I have lived half my life and the third act of the play looks badly written.

Pooh: Why Frank? Why Why Why

Pooh: there are things under your control also

Pooh: everything isnt written up there

Frank: nothing is written up there!

Frank: i wrote the third act miserably

Pooh:

Pooh: i dont know what to say yaar

Pooh : maybe i need to pray

Frank: NOOOOOOO

Frank: neither wish for miracles nor make prayers..you know they dont work for me!

Pooh: Ok. But you need to get out of this depression

Pooh: it CANT go on forever

Frank : you dont have to

Pooh: u have to look FORWARD to life

Pooh: infinite possibilities exist in this world

Pooh: u cant hang on to one thing and let ur life stop there

Frank: i have not stopped from trying to do more in life.

Frank: it onlly that i cant feel complete with anything! so all my trials are towards being "almost complete"

Frank: i read, i write, i travel, i trek, i swim, i workout, i eat, i party, i work, i do all that a normal guy of my age does.

Frank: just that i do all of them without the vowels in them!

Pooh: ok...

Pooh: Dont know what else to say

Pooh: Except that pls open your mind

Pooh: try harder

Pooh: I want you to be happy

Frank: you cant be concerned abt me for long!

Pooh: I know...

Pooh: its not right to do that

Pooh: which is why I feel sometime

Pooh: s

Pooh: that I'd be much happier to know you are doing fine

Frank: andi want you not to get into this issue ever again!

Pooh: I dont get that feeling at all now...

Pooh:  ok

Frank: what feeling

Frank: anyways..this colleague of mine is waiting for me to join him for a fag. take care!chao!

Pooh: ok...

Pooh: take care yaar. pls.....

Pooh: Take Care!!!

Current Mood: Bored
Current Music: Floyd