The inside story
enigma | General | 12 February 2006, 9:12pm
Felt like writing after a long while..have a lot of thoughts running in my mind ..i know nothing is going to happen even if i am going to think about it for my entire life..
you guys must be wondering if ever i have a happy story to tell you..as someone dear to me said i am a sad story,,maybe its true.
I am at work and i am made to do stuff which my consious does not permit me to do. A situation came up when a person resigned due to mgt problems and i was made to mediate to do the retention part when i was not at all concerned to the issue. They screwed it up and made me the scapegoat as they were shitting in their pants becoz of the fear that skeletons might tumble.I somehow handled the situation and convinced that person not to take any action where in my subconsious i know that i am wrong in doing so becoz that person was treated bad by the mgt.
I switch on the TV and see images of a bldg being burnt down and we dont have any equipment to combat. Our cranes cant even reach out to the 1st floor where the hell is all the money going. How are permissions given by the MCH if a blg is not equipped to combat fire or any such situation. I know nothing is going to change..it would be forgotten soon and life would move on. These bloody politicians give statements like u guys move ahead we will be behind you and the mass is so damn ignorant to listen to those fools.
We are heading no where. The system sucks and we are all caught in it. We will all rot together.
Hmmmmmmmm i guess i have so many things running in my mind but not able to express them. One wants to do something also is so damn helpless not to do what he/she feels right about. I have to listen to my mind rather than my heart most of the times and thats what scares me .........i dont know what i am writing and if i am making any sense in the first place..but this is my space
Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: songs from ghazni
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