Should I?
Johnny | 28 June 2006, 7:38pm
Should I stop boozing?
Should I quit smoking?
Should I work hard?
Should I be not reckless?
Should I be disciplined?
Should I stop flirting?
Should I get committed?
........... I mean Why Should I?
Current Mood: Angry
Current Music: pilla
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Heart Speaks
Johnny | 27 June 2006, 3:20pm
I am in a great new role. I have more responsibility than I ever had in my career of 1.5 years. I am doing work that is more visible and in a way is the core business of my company. But I am not happy yet.
Don't know why, I don't like reporting to anyone. I never liked being bossed around. Even in the last 1.5 years since I have started my work, I was rarely ordered to do anything. I did work with responsibility and a sense of ownership. My ex Manager never had the chance to point out any mistake in me, other than raising some timely procrastinating alarms. It was like working for my own company with a group of friends. I was happy.
But as I outgrew the work I was doing, I had to choose this new role that I am in now. The role demands lots of experience and ability. The management had put trust in me to be able to do the job. It all started out well. I am currently more in the process of ramping up things for myself apart from the adhoc tasks of helping my team out in its work.
But since last week, there has been some change in the way things are going around me. I saw people trying to boss me around. I see them trying to dictate terms to me. I agree they have the right to do so, cuz of the mere fact that they were born before me. Otherwise............. :(
All this makes me go into deep thoughts and strengthens my passion for a Startup.
I will do it. Some day, very soon.
Amen.
Current Mood: Gloomy
Current Music: manasaaa Gelupu needhe ra - Godavari
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