Cradle of Filth
krishnaveni | 31 May 2009, 9:53pm
"Cold was my soul,
untold was the pain ,
i faced when you left me,
a rose in the rain.
So i swore to the razor,
that never unchained,
by the dark nails of fate,
be pushed through my veins again."
The above are the favorite lines of my favorite person.
Courtesy: A song called "Nymphetamine" by 'Cradle of Filth'.
Current Mood: thoughtful
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Right or Wrong?
krishnaveni | 24 May 2009, 10:52pm
What do you do when life shows you two opposites and your mind is torn deciding what could be right?
Do you even want to put yourself in situations like that?
Would you volunteer and proceed towards the ‘torture house’ knowing that is where you would end up?
Every time I decide that I won’t let my thoughts take control over me, life puts me in a place where I stand and think “What the Heck!! For this thing (or person) I can take a thousand times worse punishment” because, though cynical by habit, something inside me still tells me I can trust that I would have that support. But Wham!!! I get hit so hard, all the time.
Nevertheless, I am willing to stick to “my so called misjudgement of the situation or the people in it”, as my own choice and live with it. Because the one decision I made in my life was that I would live it my way. My mistakes and my choices. My happiness because of what I achieved as ME. And when I look back years later, down the lane, I can still tell myself that I did something because I really wanted to.
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: Dream On!!!
Currently Reading: Quit Reading for a while :P
Recent Movies: The Reader
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Life in the twilight zone
krishnaveni | 9 May 2009, 8:35am
I stand and look at myself today
See myself a little broken,
A little burnt,
A little hurt and charred, here and there.
I also see a smile on my face
When I think of what I have seen
What I have done so far
To be standing today, and that too here.
There has been sunshine at times,
And storms too soon followed.
I have been ripped apart,
But at the same time found beliefs that strung me back together.
I have lost
And found myself almost instantly,
In someone’s sorrow
Or in someone’s smile.
Now,
At this point,
I look back,
But yet I do not see.
There is a part of me, yet to be free
Or maybe there is something inside of me which has to yet disappear.
This has been my life,
My life in the twilight zone J
P.S:
This is a thank you note to all the people who have touched my life in one way or the other.
Current Mood: Thoughtful, emotional
Current Music: Unfaithful-Rihanna
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