Booze.
Johnny | 9 February 2006, 4:23pm
Do I have to Booze Daily?
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Current Music: PF
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The 10 NYR
Johnny | 30 December 2005, 3:02pm
1) To blog atleast twice a week.
2) To Crack GMAT 800.
3) Professionally to see myself in a different role by feb end, or change to a different company.
4) To not flirt aimlessly.
5) Save some money, and clear my credit bill of 80 k.
6) Get fit and get those flat Abs.
7) Pursue playing guitar, atleast to the level where I can dedicate a song to someone.
8) Play more of football.
9) Resume Martial Arts training.
10) Party Harder.
Current Mood: Cheerful
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This and That
Johnny | 22 December 2005, 11:50am
A quest, is often defined as, "A search for an alternative that meets cognitive criteria"
Why does anyone seek an alternative? They never are content with their present form? Are they trying to comprehend something which does'nt seem logical to their perception and learning and reasoning?
A quest for knowledge, a quest for money, a quest for partner, a quest for peace, a quest for LIFE.
G: Hey, You got a life?
S: Hmmm What do you mean?
G: I mean are you really happy in life?
S: Yes, ofcourse. I got a great job. I have a loving wife, I have two lovely kids, and we live in the nice bunglow by the sea side.
G: Do you have peace of mind?
S: Well, I work hard all day, so I guess I rarely get time to relax. We go for dinner all of us on a sunday night though, if I am not on a tour.
G: Oh ok. That great. So how much of the money you earn do you actually spend for urself?
S: hmmm... about 5% of it.
G: The rest?
S: It is there in the bank and some mutual funds. I also have 3 more apartments for myself.
G: Oh okie. How healthy are you?
S: Pretty good. I take BP tablets one a day. Take insulin injection every night. I also take slimming tablets along with my regular heart care supplements.
G: ROFTL
S: #$##%#
.... and it never ends..... who can make a moorkh realise the truth?
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@#$!#
Johnny | 7 December 2005, 9:42am
How hard would it be if he forgoes the old habits that he had developed through the years? Especially when he has no other thing to do, except to be good.
There are times when people tend to think about the past sins. They weren
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: silence
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There is something about GODMen.
Johnny | 4 December 2005, 7:31am
Its sometimes very strange how these normal human beings attain Godly status. Whatever criticism they might be facing, but attaining a God like status is not a small thing. It does definitely require some supernatural cause, or shrewd planning by the subject him/her self.
Take the case of the Sai Babas. The modern Sai Baba is a testimony to the fact that there is something about these God men. Else, how can they be so an integral part of the spiritual lives of hordes of people?
Take the case of Maata. She is a spiritual guru to lakhs of people including foreign born people. People who are perfectly sane and logical in normal day to day life. But something about these God Men/Women make their logic go for six. Blind faith is what it is. Is it wrong? It isnt as long as it doesnt effect others.
Take the case of Ayyappa Swamy. The God once unknown to Telugu people 20 years ago, is now the most popular unconventional/non-classical GOD after Shiridi Sai Baba.
20 years ago, 300 people from Andhra went to Shabari. Now almost 3 lakh people go there. It is interesting to see the 41 day deeksha these swamys observe. They lead a life of a saint.They are said to be leading such a pious life, that they are referred to as Swamys by others. Even the first timers are respected by the 10 years old Swamys.
The testimony to this fact is the way in which the maala is administered to a first timer. The Guru Swamy(veteran) who is very elder, administers the maala to the kanna swaamy(first timer), followed by actually falling at the feet of the kanna swaamy. This is said to be a mark of respect for the decision of leading a life of a saint for 41 days(minimum), leaving all the materialistic pleasures aside.
I dont know if this is logical or not, but I feel that the superb dedication shown by these people for a better way of life is definitely commendable. One should take up the maala, atleast for the sake of discipline if not for religious reasons. It is more enjoyable than any other thing in this world. Trust me. I am one of them. :)
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IIPM shit
Johnny | 29 November 2005, 3:26pm
What the hell does Prof BanBum mean, when he says, "These people, from IIT and all should be asked to pay back the penalty of not continuing in their specialisation, or else should be asked to do 7 - 10 years of Army or work in a government organization, before they can switch their career to an MBA stream. "
Those were not the exact words shat, but the actual words were even stupid.
I mean, what does he expect the poor IITians to do? Not to ever think about becoming a Manager, and always be absorbed into the techshit?
Doesnt he realise that there is something known as aptitude, which not all people are as fortunate as him to realise before entering into college at +2 level.
He also says, "MBA is a very low level course, and it doesnt require exceptional abilities to be taught."
So, he indirectly is blaming IIMs for their CAT patern. He says, there is a MBA mafia in INDIA right now. How profound, Mr Banbum? Can we have your expert comments about child marriages?
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Winters Plight
Johnny | 18 November 2005, 2:43pm
A bad Poem for u all. :D Ofcourse all of my Poems suck anyways.
This cold night
As I lay on the floor
Yearning for plight more
Then came the thinking bot
It took me to those fields
Where the grass laid still in the seeds
Trying to come Out of the Weeds
Thinking of the wound undone
Merry was the heart
Till it felt the part
I fell apart
Seeing the Juvenile Grass
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Current Music: h
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He.
Johnny | 15 November 2005, 11:35pm
There was never a moment when he thought so much. He always used to trust his instincts more than anything else. But now, He always finds himself contemplating. About what? That, even he doesnt know.
He dreams of making it big. But, What is it?
He has seen far too many people, and very different people. He never believed in it. But, What is it?
He never made any promises ever, but he had let his ownself down once. That once isnt even past tense, because it just happened in the previous month.
He wants to stand on the top of a mountain. He wants to smoke weed over there. He will do that when he is in Norway.
Why does he carry his heart on his sleeve? When will he find his true soul?
He is Weird. He writes crap. He talks crap. He will die, soon very soon.
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SOP
Johnny | 3 November 2005, 2:05pm
I exist in this world to serve the mere, irrelevant , petty purpose of existence. I dont know why others exist but, in the limited capacity of my cerebral organs that have been conditioned in this whole so called society, vows to believe in the fact that there isnt any other purpose whatsoever for whomsoever.
If at all I am proved wrong then it has to be the fault of the society, cuz it has moulded the instincts, to become intelligence. It had crushed the emotions and grinded them to become pleasures. It has engulfed the whole unlimited space of madness to form a limited space of coherent thought. The thought which deceives its ownself.
I am not here to question anything. I assure that everytime I am recruited to this mechanical madness called world, I will abide by its order, and the dumbness profound of its inhabitants. I myself will also try to rise to the high standards of the madness, from the moment I am recruited without my knowledge.
I have the previous track record of existing 999 lives and my aim of existing 1000 worthless lives would be met with this brith. I shall strive hard not to think about the philosophical angle of life. I will earn lots of money, spend even more, on Materialistic things including Women. I swear to not show any emotions ever again.
Oh God let me die and be born again.
Current Mood: Irreverent
Current Music: Smack my Bitch up..
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Confused!
Johnny | 20 October 2005, 1:16am
Confused, says she.
So am I.
So Why the Glee?
Thats how life is high.
Time, is what it needs.
Well more than that, it is the patience.
Till then pluck the weeds.
Dont worry about the future Tense.
People say things.
They want the bell Rings.
No, it isnt them who are bound.
So, why do they try to be profound.
Heart, it is weird.
Shelving the butter smeared.
Mind is the object Sane.
It takes the former with a Cane.
Current Mood: Dumb
Current Music: GOD
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Finally!
Johnny | 29 September 2005, 1:55am
Finally, there is some hope
For the impending Dope
For the darkness
For, there is a harness
Angel, I call her
Kicks the Anger
Takes away the Satan
Makes me the Sultan
He felt so purified
As much as he was stupefied
Felt like got a new Life
For the sole Triumph
Finally I get a Reason
For hereon there wont be any Treason
Finally I get Alive
For the whole meaning of life.
Current Mood: Amazed
Current Music: She is the one.
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Status
Johnny | 19 August 2005, 3:15pm
How many times do people jabber about the different things a man could do... a man cud be... and a man is... What a person is largely determined by what others think he is. This is a totally faulty state of affairs that is existing. This in turn curbs the natural calling of a being. It becomes almost impossible for him to get out of the faulty state, due to social stigma. And even if he does get out, how long is he gonna continue like that?
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Current Music: Shine on Crazy Diamond
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Prophecies.
Johnny | 11 August 2005, 7:44pm
When will he be back to be HIM...
What days they were... pondered him...
Was he really that good, was the only thing that came to his mind.
He was brilliant when he was untamed...
He lost the Midas touch...
Looking down the street far away... he fought with the angels of Physical vedas... overpowering them... outhinking them... he was incorrigible...
then came the dangerous way of life... the heart Breaks... the sweet bitches... in the reverse order screwed him up... Alas was lost the sharp knife, leaving a piece of metal...
Who is him? You may wonder...
Him was Me.
Him is No More.
Him will be No More.
Current Mood: Irreverent
Current Music: GnR - Paradise City
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Dreams
Johnny | 7 May 2005, 3:46pm
Alas the dreams...
Mere reams...
So was i naive?
or was me the grave?
the look in my eyes...
was so demise...
said the dusk...
with no concern for my mask...
hurt was me...
never ever to be me...
changed from the real me...
to be the rock me...
Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: $$%%$&$$
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Angel
Johnny | 24 March 2005, 4:33pm
Whenever i like someone, they end up misunderstanding me.
Whenever i want someone, they never want to want me.
Whenever i need someone, to heal my pain
I am left with nothing, but an empty terrain.
someone came so close, someone is yet mysterious
not the mystery, fate is it? erroneous?
someone is an angel, but not of my life
someones mystic, but not to thyself.
How can i make her know
i am the hill, she is the brow.
I cant becalm
I cant be sham
I miss you
the real YOU.
I really do. :(
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