Posted by Deidamea 13 September 2005, 9:26pm

Well there is nothing much Iím actually going to write in this post, NOT that I usually make sense but this time Iím actually going to make much less sense. Did that make sense to you? I dint think so. I was going through the 600 digi cam and camera phone pics that we took during our trip. Most of them included almost NOTHING. Fin air, trees, mountains,
smoke, fog, mostly people like sita would describe beauty but I call it waste of film and memory in the cameras. Some of that so called beauty was displayed in my previous post.
To tell you the truth I think the most awesome memories among the 600 pictures  that we took which are stored in a CD were those with videos behind them. Yes we had itty bitty videos too.

 Holy I laughed my ass off when I saw a couple of them. One of them included me and neha chasing a cute dog, screaming aiyyaiyyo itís so cute. Wish I could put it up or something. Yes I would be wasting 1 whole minute of your not-so-precious life but does that matter? I DONíT THINK SO.

 If it did well you wouldnít be reading this. Even if I could find a way to put up that video I probably wouldnít cause it includes my name quite a bit and am not giving it away. It gave me and neha weird looks by the way.

Why are these morons following me look. Well this post was basically pointless except for that dog.

Anyway here is the pic of that cute-ass dog.

Current Mood: Bored
Current Music: ozzy-mama am coming home

Posted by Deidamea 04 September 2005, 9:41am

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I hate tick-tock clocks, is that what you call the regular clocks that
go tick-tock watches with a seconds stick ticking away to glory.
One of my close friends gave me one of those watches for my birthday which obviously
had to sit in my room and when its all quite and dark in the
night I hear the clock going tick-tock-tick-tock and believe me its like an old horror telugu movie
which does not, I repeat does not appeal to

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I had to get that out of my system, niv babe I love you, but the
watch that you gave me is killing me.

Ok firstly my deepest apologies for writing those above lines to all
those people who have given me about 300 hits for the 3line post.
So you wanted a decent post eh?

Ok. So bet your wondering what I did for the past 3months eh? If you
were wondering where I WAS for the past 3months then its high time you
killed yourself cause you aint reading my blog enough and that isnít
that good you knowÖ..

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WOKAY cutting the crap out I was in Hyderabad having a ridiculous amount of fun doing
NOTHING what so EVER, actually thatís an exaggeration
I did do some werid things. Weird thing included a shit load
I mean a SHIT LOAD of crap.

Let me just categorize it into the months

Month Number 1
I basically dint do much, went around to a places when
I was in the city hung around at home bugging everyone I knew.
Went to Kurnool donít ask me why and NO its not my native or
anything. You know what this month thing is kinda boring. Screw it lets just do what the hell I did for 3months.


Well delhi and mussoorie makes sense but I was technically
in dehradun, I dint exactly do anything there.

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Well this trip was FUN because I went with 6other girls and it included a lot of ÖÖÖÖ.
No am not filling in the blank. People who need to know
already know. And am not entirely sure why I put dots there.

Its kinda clear you know I lost it. I really really did.

Ok am gonna put up a few pictures of my trip to India, and
I know this probably NOT the post you were expecting but
I would like to thank all my cute ass friends who have made my trip so fuckin awesome.

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Chikoo Ėbabe youíre the one

Niv- I hate the watch but well u knoÖ..

Sita- whore consider non-spider crap re

Aksha-keep ur mouth shut more often

Neha- nahaaa what can I say sweety :-p

Sahiti- how would anything happen without u sweety
(giggle giggle)

Thamma- I did not expect you to be a part of this
list but u r here for a reason.

Neehar- I will contemplate murdering you for being Ďthereí so much

Krishna- bet your not reading this but Oh boy u played in hun

Ashank- I have no idea what you are doing here :-p

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I cant imagine how fucked my trip could have been without you guys.
Thanks you guys am coming back next summer just for you morons so donít think you rid of me just yet.

I LOVE YOU so very much

And for some unknown reason I think I left someone out and am really very fuckin sorry if I did so, you know am an idiot and you plij deal
with it, Of course this list does not include some people who already know that they are a part of it so donít
bother yelling at me. :-p

Take care

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##### I donít know about the next post but here are the pics from my trip

This was on the way to delhi
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view from our room in mussoorie

another view from the same room

hey hey hey this is another view from our room too am not faking it, its when all the clouds come right into our room it was awesome


Current Music: U2- with or without you

Posted by Deidamea 27 August 2005, 7:54pm
Apparently am not too good with my time and specially the claims that i make. I will post soon just loaded with a whole lot of crap since i came back.......

am sorry people

Current Mood: Worried
Current Music: speed of sound-coldplay

Posted by Deidamea 20 May 2005, 3:27pm
The First two hours landed me with an official first hickey from my dog. Although the doctor said it was absolutely not necessary my mother did not want her own daughter to get insane so now both my arms suffer with injection blows. The first 10mins of my bike ride included me jumping a red light and finally my first 10mins in Chilkoor temple included me spraining my leg. Currently I have summer cold and fever as well. Bottom line it aint that great to be back in hyderabad specially when its so freaking hot. In one weird abnormal sort of way its kinda awesome to meet all the idiots, get pampered by mom almost die in an accident just feel hydi and everything. Its just kinda weirdly awesome to be back. One thing very clear is am not entirely sure why I wanted to post this post. Oh uh OH incase you wondering if I met another Chris on flight well NO, not really I met someone close to him though. I met a 12yr old from Syria who wouldnít stop crying because he misses his parents(he was on a school trip to Malaysia from home) Incase you were wondering again I wanted to tell you that he did give me his email id and YEAH I dint add him either. GLEE

Current Music: Lifehouse-you and me

Posted by Deidamea 17 May 2005, 10:49am

I'm finally here if you care that is. I wanted to let you know. Some of you were confused if I was flying in Qatar and got killed well turns out i dint. too bad eh?

whatever I posted for the heck of it. see you morons around


Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: Moby-beautiful

Posted by Deidamea 07 May 2005, 8:30pm

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You know how it feels just to sink back into your car seat when you suddenly accelerate. You almost float for a fraction of a second. Do you know how it feels when you get up Sunday morning in your soft sheets and your just want to sink into your bed just for a little while longer. Do you know how great it feels to drink a chilled glass of water after a steamy shower. Do you know how awesome the rhythmic the sound of rain is. Do you know how beautiful the sky looks on a really cloudy day when the sun is begging to shine.

Just remembered all those things cause thats how amazing I feel right now. I have had a smile in me since the day I saw the most beautiful thing in the world. You must be wondering what the most beautiful thing is, itís the FREAKIN ticket you moron. The screwed up travel agent finally sent me my ticket, I leave in less than a week. No wonder I have a smile stuck on me. Im coming homeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: micheal buble- home

Posted by Deidamea 05 May 2005, 8:50am
I want to die. Yes, you read that right, I want to die. why? you may ask. well because I hate exams. that explains it eh? I still want to die. I have art history tomorrow and outta 6 sets am done with 2 of them. 4 more to go. 12 hours to go, out of which i will need 6 for sleeping and 2 for eating and reaching colld. which leaves me with 4 for studying. I canNOT finishd 4 sets in 4 hours that is beyond immposible. Hence people, I want to die.



P.S: jumps from gawd knows where, havent figured it out yet but if u have suggestion please do the required enligtenment.

Current Mood: Screwed
Current Music: foo fighters- the best of you (this is the best foo fighters song EVER, find it and listen to it for sure!!)

Posted by Deidamea 28 April 2005, 7:35pm
I am so sorry people. I was trying to get the html tag for the pic. I accidentally deleted this.


Current Mood: Feeling Better
Current Music: nirvana- heart shaped box

Posted by Deidamea 26 April 2005, 3:47am

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This traveling crap is seriously getting to me now. I have called up every freaking travel agency in the city and a lot more in the country. Indirect links have led me to the point when I call up on of the biggest travel agencies in the state, they tell me that my ticket is already blocked through another sub-travl agency. Freaks all of them are so screwed in the head. Its spring all windy, never realized why these firings obsessed so much about spring being in the air but im loving it. Raining once in a whilt damn its just awesome around here but the darn travel agents, I wannna murder them all, may be I should get'em into one of those torture-camp methods that Hitler used. Leave them in a gas chamber or something very nasty. This one moron wants me to go in Qatar Airways and my khandan encouraging, go go nothing wil happen kaate. That is as close I can get to Iraq, dunnno when US get's josh and bomb gawd knows which country. This female, meydum youíver rooote is new york~~london gayitwik (Gatwick) ~~Doha(im like what the fuck is doha) she goes meydam it is in the country called Qatar vonly. Acha ok so from doha where do I go? Shes like straaaigh HyderaBAD meydam. Ah ok so how much is this gonna cost me $**** ME going are you crazy you psychopath. Emirates is much cheaper go screw yourself bye. Well a bit of exaggeration there but then againt I would have done that if I was drunk or something.blehhh so much for my trip to India, donít know when, where how. Might even end up coming in Qatar blehhh.

Current Mood: Sloshed
Current Music: Muse

Posted by Deidamea 21 April 2005, 7:11am

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Oh damn life sucks! These days its getting hard to even figure out what sucks more than the shit ass life itself. The level of helplessness is getting so big damn Iíd just wanna clobber someoneís head and dump it in musi. Freaking people are so fucked in the head, annoying pessimist who think they are so brilliant that they see the other side of the story makes me wanna run a truck over their heads and scream you pessimistic idiots, look at the bright side your not dead yet, or better yet dumb or def, but like hell I would love it if you were either of them. Morons I tell you, always see the bad things, this angry post is because when I told a lady a straight forward answer that I donít like something and she goes oh this is because I told you that what your cousin that her creation wasnít good enough last week eh? I looked at her in such a way, I swear it was so difficult for me to not run across the room, and rip her throat with a knife. She was lucky I wasnít in the kitchen. I noticed this so many times and Iíve seen closest of the friends (men) brake their friendship afer they get married. (Assuming all the men I know are straight, hence they donít get married to men). All the women who enter the lives of these guys have been pessimistic bitches who run around looking for all the wrong things a person could say in a singly sentence. Iíve seen my a shit load of cousins split from their families and friends because of their wives. The irony here is that all the freaking women still have their childhood friends and still there, they call them up and all that trash. Still intact with their families as well too men always tend to drift apart. Itís a known fact that they arenít many joint families these days so the guys donít stay with his parents after he gets married. Well if they did, either the daughter-in-law tortures the mother-in-law or the other way round. FUCKIN BULLSHIT I say. Iíve seen this happen so many times, I despise both the categories of women. But in the end it all comes down to women, they do all the freaking damage, in families, in friendship, in love damn everything. I hate myself for being a woman. GIVEN that guys are dumb but they arenít dumb enough to pick the wrong friends who they end up drifting apart from, NOT ALL of them. OK one or two wrong friends that you dint identify being an idiot is understandable but all the friends, Iíve seen so many guys fight for their wives and ruin childhood friendships of over 20years its RIDICULOUS if you ask me. This happens all the time and all over but no one realizes it. AND to top it all off women blame it on other women for wrecking the husbandís best friend. ITíS RAT CRAP. I hate these women, I could probably count the number of women who have let their husbands just be friends with who they wantes and let them remain friends who they previously were. I hate myself for being a part of this female race, I so badly HOPE that I wont be that person who controls somebody elseís life.

P.S: this is an impulse post, just witnessed something that I had to get out of my system. There would have been a lot of mistakes, both spelling and grammatical DEAL WITH IT.

P.P.S: this post will self destruct in a few days. I LIKE MY BLOG I donít ever wanna read stuff like this on it so I shall delete it when I post the next post.

Current Mood: Angry
Current Music: self esteem-the offspring

Posted by Deidamea 12 April 2005, 10:15pm

confused conversation on how to block ticket and with who to block and how to avoid being stupid. Me and Neha are coming together and she took the job of blockin the tickets and obviously I was bent on bugging her :D

but i dint really confused her just to bug her, i was really confused :-S

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neha: wha

Me: if he wants to confirm our tickets then he HAS to block them it DOES NOT work other wise so call up that freakin idiot and asked him if he blocked BOTH OUR tickets or not clearly

neha: abey

neha: he said that he will block and all that

neha: u dont worry

neha: i made it really clear to the guy that we need to go together

neha: the whole reason am asking him to book is that

me: then wht was tht crap u blabbered tht hes not bothered about blockin he'll confirm sense u made

neha: yah that guy said that he will send < ?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />ur's once he is done with it

Me: once he is dont with it boleto???? once he confirms the tickets ah?

neha: no i meant he is not bothered about confirming

neha: right now he is bothered about blockin em

neha: nee abba

neha: nnnnnnnneeeeeeeeee abbba

neha: osayi

neha: i will kill u

Me: it should not take more than 20mins to block both our tickets

neha: listen this is how it works

neha: y wud'nt he fucking block the tickets?

Me: how could he be bothered about blockin them for 2full days i dont understand

neha: he found the seats

neha: probably he is not finding them

neha: vadiki seats doruka gaanay he will block them

Me: neha: he found the seats

neha: probably he is not finding them what on earth is he not finding

neha and send u the fucking itinerary bey

neha: am gonna kill u

neha: nee baa...wanna talk to u right now

neha: where the heck r u now?

neha: coll ah

Me: am in collg aree seriously re u only said u found he dint find wht on earth am suppose to understand

Me: cheepu u enlighten i say

neha: nee abba

neha: now listen without interrupting

Me: ok u plij from full lines then

neha: he sent me my itinerary right

Me: yeah ur vonly

neha: yah so i asked him y he dint send ur's


neha: yeah ok

neha: so he said he is working on it

Me: workin on it boleto?

neha: i told him u hvae'nt confirmed couple of them and the itenary shows only half way through

Me: YEAhhhhhhhhh OK

neha: so he said right now he is worried about blocking the tickets

neha: once he is done with blocking he said he will confirm them

neha: n i asked him wha about the other girl, her itinerary and stuff. n told him that do not forget her's and gave ur stuff agian

neha: ok

Me: OK

neha: ammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

neha: THANK U

Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: audioslave:show me how to live

Posted by Deidamea 10 April 2005, 12:25am

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When was the last time u repeated that you thought was funny to the same person 2 times or more. if your actually thinking to answer this question then the odds are that you actualy did. If your answer was yes then you are pathetic, yes thats right. I discovered this when I met the same woman in diffrent parties and she told everyone the same jokes and boasted about the same old sad things in her life over and over and over again. There was a point when I could tell people those storied with the exact date and time of the events and how it included her 3yrs old dog and 3 month old bird. evnetually I even got to know when she would talk abuot what. If someone spoke about animals she would talk about her pets and thena her husband and then her beautiful daughters and what NOT I mean there is a limit to repeating incidnets oh boy this woman was the limit, after a while i think i started hallucinating, I'd see myself baging my head randomly to all the walls in the room. OR i wanted to kill this woman and for the tributal speech in front of her coffin I'd say all those stories and say this is her life all public and worthless so please lets just get this over with and daflafy her. Honestly I really do believe that the saddest of people are those who repeat the same incidents over and over again. What else could you say when that person is indirectly saying the same story repeatedly when you come up with a diffrent interesting thing that happend to you that week. I dont talk much when i attend these lame party;s considering my college topics wont be of much amusement to these lame ass housewives who gossip like crazy so I basically shut up cause I dont have anythin worth saying, but NOOOO this woman goes on and on same freakin story i say, i think my ears are bleeding these days.

I hate these people.

Current Mood: Sick
Current Music: REM- losing my religion

Posted by Deidamea 01 April 2005, 9:54am
I always thot i was good with the camera.....alll effect n all i feeling....turns out am not, din come as a surprise did it?

see you can see me....down down down look more MORE I SAY...clearly u can see, aint i giant. hehhe thot i'l put this pic up. dont ask me wht i was tryin to do, im not sure. i was against this pic but my sis insisted tht i shd shut up and stand so i did and thr u go the most CLEAR pic of all time
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ok this was a pure mistake i was really tryin to pic the coffers(art history shwoing off) if i din have my finger it wld have looked much better

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Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: new found glory

Posted by Deidamea 30 March 2005, 5:18am
I make my fellow bloggers proud to be a part of blogville.

I had to give a speech the other day in my public speaking class and I had to persuade my audience to do something. I was allowed to pick whtever topic I wanted to I picked blogging. *GLEE*

Check out my speech, I got an 89/100 not bad eh  I know, I made you proud dint I. ok check out the speech

Professor M.W. Schaefer
Public Speaking 110
22 March 2005

Specific Purpose: To persuade my audience to blog after considering itís advantages

Central Idea: Blogging is an interesting hobby with various advantages and a chance to discover oneself


I. Did you ever get dressed head to toe, thought you looked adorable and then got into another outfit ten minutes later cause you thought you did not look good enough? Some of you should have. You just changed your opinion and a tiny bit of yourself for someone else. You always here people saying ďbe yourselfĒ but no one really does it.
A Thereís such an exaggerated mask so thick that you forget to be yourself more often that you know, if you have at least one t-shirt same as your best friend then there is a lost of individuality a little bit, you move with the inevitable part of this life loosing tiny bits of yourself, changing and becoming something that your not.

B. Today, I have a solution to this problem everyone is facing, you could be yourself and not get picked on by your so called friends for liking guns N roses and Nirvana or liking to drive in snow. You could be yourself with the anonymity and talk about whatever you like.

C. What would you write about right now if I said write about something that makes you really mad. Surprising how many things that strike your mind. Isnít it? This is why I have a blog, and am here today to tell you about the numerous joys of blogging and to persuade you to blog.

I. I am sure most of you must be saying so what if you blog?

A. If that is the question you are thinking of then Iíd gadly answer that by saying that you have never tried it. If you ever tried it then its pretty much an addiction, a silly addiction might I add you wouldnít really say what if you blog if you tried it.

B. How ever stupid this next line may appear to you its true, everyone needs an outlet to their emotions, you need to talk to someone. In this world when you cant tell from your deceiving friends from the good ones who would you go to and share your secrets with? With so many complications you could end up in a lot of trouble and embarrassments.
You can completely avoid this and have a journal online which can act like something much more than journal. You could make a lot of friends throught
out the world without even having to sit down for hours to chat on AOL or MSN.

II. Some of you might have a misconception of this journal of yours being read by everyone but let me make it clear to you by saying that if you want to keep it private then you could.

A. You could keep it public and make everyone read it and not know that it is yours.

B. Vodka could be your blog name inorder to conceal your identity and still there could be a vodka lover who blogs, who would comment on your blog.

C. The required bit of anonymity will be perfectly available since it is the internet.

(Transition: If any of you are still confused about blogging then the next few lines will make it very clear to you)

III. There are a few sites called the xanga or blogdrive where you create a blog in 2mins. Itíll probably take you more time to create an email address when compared to a blog.

A. Once you made your self a blog you give it your own url connected to the site your creating one in. Then you start posting on it, here is the fun part.

1. If your url was vodka, believe me when I say this, although your under aged and talking about the joys of vodka drinking the CIA wont track you down and punish you.

2. You can talk about anything you want, politics, your boring day or the interesting speech class. It doesnít matter since its your blog and you can write whatever you want.

3. I always post my term papers on my blog for my friends to read and tell me how it is before I turn it in, I even posted this speech a while back for them to read it and tell me, yes they did say it was fine.

4. Let me tell you a tiny secret I have another blog that I keep private to have my dark side writing done there, to let all my emotions out to scream at anyone I want. No one ever reads it since its private.

IV. I do believe it could be really fun, since you have your anonymity if you want.

A. You might wonder what is the big deal, even online chat rooms have their own bit of anonymity but if you sat down and typed two pages about your long boring day and put it up in a chat room asking them to comment on it, no one is going to say anything about it, youíll probably get abused and kicked out of it.

B. Whereas in blogging you could write about your whole day and not wait every 30seconds for someone else to reply. If you have a comments option on your blog then people will read your post and comment on it. You could come back and check it whenever you want.

C. Its an advantage, no waste of time and absolutely no pressure of answering back immediately if there is an embarrassing comment you could always delete it or block the user from commenting on your blog, you could even get rid of the comments sections.

D. Its your blog, you could do anything you want with it.


I. Bottom line there should be a million reasons for blogging and you would figure out at least half of them if you tried it.
A. If your saying I donít have time for it Then Iíll have to say your lazy, if your telling me you donít have 2minutes a day to make a blog and post a message of 5 lines for the post being ďhey yaíll whatís up? This is my new blog and a few lines then whether you like it or not you are lazy.

B. This class is going to get over before time, now you could go to the computer lab, Room number 311, right after this.

C. I am sure youíll have 10mins at least and you could create a blog in those 10mins and actually post something. So for once try being yourself and not act like how your friend want you to, talk to this world like you not like someone else, some other person wants you to be. I hope all of you consider blogging and the pamphlet has a few blog hosting sites.


dont worry i dont have a secret blog to get any negative energy out, i was just only bakofying. this speech was totally for firangs who dont talk to people and was meant for them and for them to relate to this kinda shit. i dont blog for thsoe reasons. i blog just for FUN :)

Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: dolphins cry-live

Posted by Deidamea 28 March 2005, 6:19am
Am I the biggest whiner ever, may be yes but this site wants me to put in html tags to get through some special effect in my blog. FH fix this. Iím able to change the font and put pictures only through html tags. No patience what so ever so please FIX it.

So actual post

I donít remember the last time I had to much fun gardening considering the fact that I never did it I wouldnít blame myself for not remembering. It was awesome, shit tiring, the main part of decorating the garden in front of my house included me sitting down and standing up. Lets see we started with mulching, me includes me and a part of my family and my 4 yr old ABCD cousin. Who accidentally dropped the rake right on my head. But that weíll come back to later. So Mulching for the lesser known mortals would be raking the older mulch and putting new wood chips on the ground.

Wood chips=mulch

Donít ask me why people do it around here cause I donít know and I donít have patience to find out either, they do so we did it. Apparently all it happens in all the cold places. Well this mulching happened for 2 hours, then we ran out of mulch SO

Now to the store ~ find mulch~ find a bakra to put it in cart ~ pay ~get outta the store~find one more bakra to put in the car ~ come back home

Then next stop walmart, to return something we brought the other day, hey those tulips are cute, let plan them next to the path way, obviously we took them.

Ok lets see all pumped weíre getting this done today ~ me hell yeah we are.

3 freakin hours of mulching, yes I have a huge garden, lets get the tulips in, WOKAY lets getíem in. heyyy the gladiolis that we brought a long time ago let getíem in too. Fill the fuckin water in the cans and put water, I sware my hands became NUMB by the time I got the water into that watering can, I just wanted to fall in that grass and die. Ok we finally got everything done and WOILA the finale to be is cleaning the mess we made during doing all this. Fullto Indian istyle we brought out jhaado and chata sweep dump sweep dump this was time when I said we should take this up as a profession weíll become really skinny and earn hey what more could a girl ask for. Yes surprisingly my khandan agreed. Oh I give up I just felt like posting and go I posted. Just kept getting too many JHATKAS Today, somthign wrong with my school account, wont accept my credit card. Either something is wrong with my credit card or something wrong with the college itself and am going with something being wrong with my colllg since I really liked my credit card.

Uhhhh am bored


Current Mood: Bored
Current Music: whateverrrr

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