Current Mood: Evil
Current Music: Oasis- Dyou know what i mean
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy that inevitably keep drifting through my mind.
Have you ever had one of those moments when you thought your life
just fell apart within seconds of your scummy existence? Or worse did
it take a lot longer than that
SAD things in life (mostly mine!)
let me just rate it down to 10 most sad things in the past 6months.
10 Sita deleting her blog and not allowing any comments on her yanother blog....gochhu i might kill you
9 me rhyming on 10
8 Lilly deleting her blog...why did she do it? it was so niceee
7 me liking pre historic egyptian art after admiring a naked pregnant woman's 4 inch statue for 10mins and observing it...Im not a pervert
6 my guitar sounding extremely sad (nirvana could sound like Oasis painfullllll) I dont know how much i had to vend it to make it sound that sad
5 Me realizing axl is still alive just 3 months ago
4 me realizing Kurt is dead 1 month ago
3 me falling in love with this dead dude
2 Me trying to bring him back from the dead...fh any experience in necromancy?
1 Me writin this post sad very sad
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT
Am in love with Kurt and i think i need help
Am in love with a dead guy and i think i need help.
For all those of you who still dont know who Kurt is....well its about time you got to know.
WHy is he dead.....life is so unfair
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Sometimes you wonder how people think so different and feel so different, similarly I read something which is worth talking about. My utter joblessness in my winter brake drove me to reading this magazine called
HAPPY NEW YEAR
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Late but well I atleast wished ya
I heard a shit load about the nostredame dude
My freakin khandan and I have been shifting since the past 10days.
I have no computer, no TV, NO music sys, no books nuttin wht so ever
I think am gonna die
May be i should try killing myself
am writing this post from a friends house
am still thinking about killing myself
any ideas guys????
The Plane old plane old days
And I don't want the world to see me,
`cause I don't think that they'd understand,
And when everything is meant to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am...
C'mon let us do the dew
How the most beautiful and smallest things in nature that go unnoticed keeps amazing me.
Just enlightening my fellow bloggers incase you did not know
Isnt that a cool pic?
There are awfully few days when you think that life is just perfect. When your grades are perfect, when your mum doesn
I have had a crush on him since 7th grade, too bad hes wayy outta my reach, he just too good for me. My dad is really proud of him apparently he is spreading out family name faster than anyone in his family (which I might add is a baseball team) He is a PROUD father of more than a hundread darlings. Surprising haan a darling like that with thattt much libido lol.
He never seems to stop amazing me, was with me since my 7th grade, the love of my life, scorpion born on Nov1st, 6 yrs old now and am still madly in love with him.
Still far outta my reach and one of the very few, that who i actually fell in love with
BUT
tell me.......who can resist him???? he is the coolest dude in the area
Staring at the dark sky, looked at those countless stars, I saw so many many many stars, the sky with no limit, the beautiful blue which looked deeper than ever, made me think
Have you ever met a guy who is blonde, blue eyes, good physique, 6ft tall and is totally cool? Well yeah am sure if you have been to < ?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />
I have a similar guy in calculus class, was damn sweet, everything you could hope for in a guy pal. He was funny, cute, did not act like a dude, dint show off or anything, he was just perfect. One thing I found strange was he had long hair, beautiful blonde hair might I add but considering the fact that it was longer than mine and obviously looked better than mine or anybody in the class kinda turned me off. Anyway spent three months sitting next to this guy in class, spoke to him, studied with him, had lunch with him, in the end I mean to say I hung out with him. He used to often tell me about his pretty girlfriend, just found that stuff interesting. One day he finally told me he split up with his gurl because ahem ahem ahem she caught him sleeping with another guy.
I was like holllly shit are you gay???? He was like no am bisexual. You should have seen my face, y jaw dropped to the floor and I think my tongue rolled out almost for 2 miles. I was seriously trying to control that pathetic look on my face while he was trying to explain how much he misses his girlfriend and how much he likes having sex with his boyfriend but it was very very very DIFFICULT.
I always wanted a gay friend, you know a guys perspective and a girls perspective but this more than what I bargained for. Now he cut his hair, its short and spikes it everyday because he split with his gay boyfriend to again start dating girls. CONFUSED