Category: General

Posted by Deidamea 29 January 2005, 9:21pm
If you believe in God then you have to believe in the devil.


IS that true? I heard my cousin tell me that and she's shit scared of the dark and devilish. I somehow don't believe in Devils but her one line is making me think a bit too much.


I tried to reason myself,


If you think you can pass then you can fail.(still a school girls mind)


If you think you can live today then you can die today.


I don't know I just came up with the most stupid thoughts like these but I'm not able to counter my cousins line. Seriously, I don't wanna sit and believe that there exists a devil, downstairs in my house if I go to drink water at 2 in the night.


I told my cousin I went down stairs at 2 in the night and she was like WHOA, aren't you scared? That's how the story started.


I had an awesome dream last night, apparently I was talking to 2 people at the foot of my bed. Lets call them dead man and dead woman. They are talking, I interfere and say hey guys wassup? and dead woman responds why dint you cry when I died? Apparently I was dumb struck and I said well I dint feel like it. Dead man gets angry and says Your not suppose to say that to a dead woman and yells at me a little more.


I wonder what that mean............I CAN SEE DEAD PEOPLE!


LMAO


Current Mood: Evil
Current Music: Oasis- Dyou know what i mean

Posted by Deidamea 28 January 2005, 8:07am
I never thought I'll ever be able to achieve this position in the

community of boredom. I have officially hit the zenith of boredom.

If there is anyone more bored than me, I would personally see to it

that they receive an international award. I am the mother of all

boredom. If I could find a wall which was not paper thin I'd love to
go bang my head to it.


I was invited to go swing dancing this Saturday .......argh I cant

go.....no freakin date for me...........not that i care
I wont be allowed to get out of the house after 9 anyway.

I should kill myself, its high time.






 


Current Mood: Bored
Current Music: Unwell-matchbox20

Posted by Deidamea 25 January 2005, 12:43pm

Have you ever had one of those moments when you thought your life

 

just fell apart within seconds of your scummy existence? Or worse did

 

it take a lot longer than that



Current Mood: Sloshed
Current Music: I dont wanna be- gaven dcgraw (wht ever the spellin is...go figure)

Posted by Deidamea 18 January 2005, 12:03pm

SAD  things in life (mostly mine!)

 let me just rate it down to 10 most sad things in the past 6months.

10 Sita deleting her blog and not allowing any comments on her yanother blog....gochhu i might kill you

9 me rhyming on 10

8 Lilly deleting her blog...why did she do it? it was so niceee

7 me liking pre historic egyptian art after admiring a naked pregnant woman's  4 inch statue for 10mins and observing it...Im not a pervert

6 my guitar sounding extremely sad (nirvana could sound like Oasis painfullllll) I dont know how much i had to vend it to make it sound that sad

5 Me realizing axl is still alive just 3 months ago

4 me realizing Kurt is dead 1 month ago

3 me falling in love with this dead dude

2 Me trying to bring him back from the dead...fh any experience in necromancy?

1 Me writin this post sad very sad

 

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT

Am in love with Kurt and i think i need help

Am in love with a dead guy and i think i need help.

For all those of you  who still dont know who Kurt is....well its about time you got to know.

WHy is he dead.....life is so unfair

 



Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: NIRVANA (wht did u expect gnr?)

Posted by Deidamea 14 January 2005, 10:19pm

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Sometimes you wonder how people think so different and feel so different, similarly I read something which is worth talking about. My utter joblessness in my winter brake drove me to reading this magazine called



Current Mood: Sick
Current Music: none

Posted by Deidamea 13 January 2005, 10:22pm

HAPPY NEW YEAR

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Late but well I atleast wished ya



Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: Oasis- go let it out

Posted by Deidamea 26 December 2004, 5:56pm

I heard a shit load about the nostredame dude



Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: velvet revolver

Posted by Deidamea 25 December 2004, 2:45pm

My freakin khandan and I have been shifting since the past 10days.

I have no computer, no TV, NO music sys, no books   nuttin wht so ever

I think am gonna die

May be i should try killing myself

am writing this post from a friends house

am still thinking about killing myself

any ideas guys????



Current Mood: Screwed
Current Music: no music baap....wht music? frm whr will i get music

Posted by Deidamea 22 December 2004, 2:12am

The Plane old plane old days



Current Mood: Sloshed
Current Music: Dream theater- lie

Posted by Deidamea 15 December 2004, 8:50pm

And I don't want the world to see me,
`cause I don't think that they'd understand,
And when everything is meant to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am...



Current Mood: Bored
Current Music: Iris- goo goo dolls

Posted by Deidamea 14 December 2004, 9:58pm

C'mon let us do the dew

How the most beautiful and smallest things in nature that go unnoticed keeps amazing me.

Just enlightening my fellow bloggers incase you did not know

Isnt that a cool pic?



Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: dheemi dheemi- 1947 earth

Posted by Deidamea 13 December 2004, 2:25am

There are awfully few days when you think that life is just perfect. When your grades are perfect, when your mum doesn



Current Mood: Gloomy
Current Music: Jason Marx- Remedy

Posted by Deidamea 07 December 2004, 11:13am

I have had a crush on him since 7th grade, too bad hes wayy outta my reach, he just too good for me. My dad is really proud of him apparently he is spreading out family name faster than anyone in his family (which I might add is a baseball team) He is a PROUD father of more than a hundread darlings. Surprising haan a darling like that with thattt much libido lol.

He never seems to stop amazing me, was with me since my 7th grade, the love of my life, scorpion born on Nov1st, 6 yrs old now and am still madly in love with him.

Still far outta my reach and one of the very few, that who i actually fell in love with

BUT

tell me.......who can resist him???? he is the coolest dude in the area





Current Mood: Cheerful
Current Music: Kidrock- never met a mother fucker quite like me

Posted by Deidamea 04 December 2004, 11:29am

Staring at the dark sky, looked at those countless stars, I saw so many many many stars, the sky with no limit, the beautiful blue which looked deeper than ever, made me think



Current Mood: Gloomy
Current Music: creed- One last breath

Posted by Deidamea 30 November 2004, 9:46am

Have you ever met a guy who is blonde, blue eyes, good physique, 6ft tall and is totally cool? Well yeah am sure if you have been to < ?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />America, I bet you have.< ?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

I have a similar guy in calculus class, was damn sweet, everything you could hope for in a guy pal. He was funny, cute, did not act like a dude, dint show off or anything, he was just perfect. One thing I found strange was he had long hair, beautiful blonde hair might I add but considering the fact that it was longer than mine and obviously looked better than mine or anybody in the class kinda turned me off. Anyway spent three months sitting next to this guy in class, spoke to him, studied with him, had lunch with him, in the end I mean to say I hung out with him.  He used to often tell me about his pretty girlfriend, just found that stuff interesting. One day he finally told me he split up with his gurl because ahem ahem ahem she caught him sleeping with another guy.

I was like holllly shit are you gay???? He was like no am bisexual. You should have seen my face, y jaw dropped to the floor and I think my tongue rolled out almost for 2 miles. I was seriously trying to control that pathetic look on my face while he was trying to explain how much he misses his girlfriend and how much he likes having sex with his boyfriend but it was very very very DIFFICULT.

I always wanted a gay friend, you know a guys perspective and a girls perspective but this more than what I bargained for. Now he cut his hair, its short and spikes it everyday because he split with his gay boyfriend to again start dating girls. CONFUSED



Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: Cold- crossfade

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