Ecstatic Failure

Think it over

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Twice

Twice.   Twice you promised me you would love me till I was "old, fat and half-blind"   Twice you went back on that promise without me doing anything.   Why are you doing this to me? Do you enjoy hurting me over and over and over again? If you...

Okay.

Let's start over.   I love you. 

Peace - II

He sits looking at her. She's so beautiful. He reminisces how she came bursting through the door, as the bullet went through him. She grabbed him, she put him in the hospital, she took care of him, nursed him. He loves her, god he does, he loves her to the ends of the Earth and back. He wants to...

Peace

The call has been made, she’s on her way. I slowly put down the receiver of this old red telephone in my non-descript motel room. I knock the glass of water on the nightstand as I do so. It spills; it rolls and falls off the table. I can identify with that glass. Spilling its...

Cursed.

There is nothing worse than false guilt. First, the guilt eats at you, when you learn that it was something you never should've suffered, you brain can't understand why you went through all that anguish and suffering in the first place and only suffers more. False guilt, is the worst kind of...

Cry

They cried and cried and cried and cried.   All because of me   All because of you   Your unwillingness to talk to me, your breaking of my trust of where you were, your unwillingness to give me the one single thing I asked for.   You destroyed my relationship with my...

What Blame?

Blame for what?   and after that, how much did you trust me? you only stabbed me in the back and got ur friends to help out in the process i saw V's display picture on Facebook, you were so carefree, so happy, while i was wondering where u were, what u were doing, were u okay? were u...

Trust

we cant trust till we talk. we cant talk till we trust.  viscious circle.     p.s. chinky, nothings online. it was a scare tactic and nothing more. and you knew in your heart that i would never do something like that 

Please.

If we talk we can come up with something that will make them both quiet for the time being. We'll be a bit safer if we talk, we'll be worse if we don't. Please, unblock me. You want to, you know you do.   Somewhere deep inside your heart, my name still exists and you know it. For the sake...

At Wit's End

Please talk to me tonight For it's your last chance I'm at my wit's end Tomorrow, I will be no more.    Chinky, Jaan, Love, Wifey, please talk to me 

beg

I know you love making me beg, you used to love making me beg for those little things, for any little thing I wanted from you, you used to make me ask you and I'd see your naughty smile and look into your eyes and then you'd do it. Please think I'm looking into your eyes and begging right now,...

Chinky - The Truth

Hello  I hope you are reading this.  I know you think you don't know me...truth is, I don't know myself anymore   I was the happiest when I was with you, even if I didn't show it. Since you've left, I've only gone downwards in this spiral of deceit and lies that has encased me...

Monster.

You treated me like I was some kind of monster.    And that's exactly what I became.   I don't want to be a monster anymore. I don't want to hurt the people I love :'(   Help me.

9 Months.

Over 9 months now, I have loved you, hated you and hated myself for loving you. 9 months I've been torn apart between remembering you and forgetting you. Been torn apart. And all I asked of you, was to love me back, to trust me and be honest to me...and that's what you didn't do. When I told you,...

Keep Walking

You give and give and give and give and what does life give you in return? Nothing!! You hold on, you move on, you think of letting go, you try, you return, you get fucked over. What do you do? You walk and you just keep walking. Keep walking.... Life gets better?...
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