Feelings

manasuna koluvai mamathala nelavai velasina devidhi ye roopam? naa kannulu chudani roopam, gudilo devatha prathiroopam, apuroopam!!

ee paata vinnappudalla naa kallallo, manasulo nindaa nindipothu antha nuvve. naa pranama, nuvvu veru nenu veru ani marchipoyinantha preminchi ee roju naalonchi naa pranam theesukuni nuvvu vellipothe nammaleka vidavaleka nenoka jeevachavame kadha. ekkadikellaav nestham? nannu vadhili undalenannaav? neeku thoduga nenunte chaalu annaav? ee prapamcham entha andhanga kanipinchindhi? nannu manishini chesi, prapamcham ante ento chupi, naaku brathakadam nerpinchi ala maayam ayipothe ela? O nesthama nuvvu dhooram ga unna nanne chusthunnanani, naaku dhaggaragaane untaanani anna neeve naaku dhooram ayithe, prathi kshanam nannu prapamcham nunchi kaachi, kaapaadukunna nuvve naa meedha kakshakadithe nenu evari dhaggariki vellanu? naa sarvasvam anukunna neeve nannu dweshisthe anthaa neeve ayina nenu nee agni lo kaalipovadam thappa ekkadiki paaripogalanu? entha dweshisthaav? entha dhooram paaripothaav? niluvella prematho nindipoyina naa manasu, sareeram, antha neeve undaga, nuvvu nannu ela dhooram chesukuntaav? naa gunde gudilo koluvu chesukunna ninnu. inkekkadiki paaripothaav? kallu moosthe nuvvu, kallu theristhe nuvvu. ila annanani nenu nee gurinchi praanaalu vadhilesthanu anukunevu, naalo ninnu pettukuni ee sareeraanni ela badhapedathaanu? ninnu hathukunna ee sareeraanni ela chaavanisthaanu. ippudu nenu nanne premisthunnanu. naa anuvanuvu nuvvu undaga naaku nene apuroopam. naaku telusu nannu kaadhani nuvvu enthakalamo undalevu. ee nelalu, samvathsaraaluga, maarina kuda yedho oka roju nuvvu naa premaku karigi kanneerai nannu vethukkuntu vasthavu. endhukante, nestham ee prapancham chala chinnadhi. ninnu nannu eppatiki dhooram cheyagalige sakthi dheeniki ledhu. inka neeventha? naa pranama, anukshanam naa anuvanuvulo nindi, naatho kalisi naa premalo mamekamaipothunna neekosam, nenu thappu cheyaledhani, ninnu eppatiki premisthune untaanani nuvvu oppukune roju kosam edhuru chusthu nee RM.