Is this when i look around and wonder,
Wonder how the worlds changed in one moment,
Is this when i sit down ,and look back ,
Look back at what made me this way,
Is this when i wonder ,where i went so wrong,
Went so wrong that now bliss seems so far away,
Is this when i shut myself off,
Shut myself from the questions,the answers and the pain,
Is this when i realise that it was all just a dream ,
A dream i thought i was living ..until today ..
Is this when i look ahead , and search ,
Search for that elusive bright spark that could light up today,
Is this when i let go , of all that i wanted,
And start all over again ...
Is this the time for a new beginning ,
or Is it the end of everything that ever began ..?
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: none
