31 Dec 2004, 9:51am
This is the second time I am trying to post this! The first it simply refused to register. I hope that does not happen this time!
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Everytime I see someone waiting, frozen or otherwise, thinking that if they wait long enough.. what's happening will cease.. As if if you stared at an accident long enough, the two cars would automatically separate without a scratch, as if a pregnant silence will make the guilt go away, as if the pain would disappear if u stared at the train long enough!
It's gone.. The train has its own journey to make (and all the passengers are forced to oblige.. ) As I stood in the station, I was in a state of disconnect, unrelated to the chattering and sqwaking of the public - an entity lost in thought - no specific direction, just random thoughts about food, water, company and other essentials!
Everytime I see someone frozen in time, thinking and reliving past memories, I can only remember Gandalf the Grey mutter, "Fly you fools!" Cuz that's what we should be doing! There is no point in holding on with dear life to what is gone and what has left.. It makes more sense to move on..
A friend reminded me, "There are 6 billion people on this planet, the last time I checked. If you are feeling alone, then it's your own doing!"
Sitting in this max populated city, I think it is about time for me to make that move.. I must fly.. Cuz I know I could soar like an eagle, perch like parrot and have a taste of many mangoes to come.
Fly you fools!
Current Mood: Bye!
Current Music: Lord of the Rings Sound Track
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Everytime I see someone waiting, frozen or otherwise, thinking that if they wait long enough.. what's happening will cease.. As if if you stared at an accident long enough, the two cars would automatically separate without a scratch, as if a pregnant silence will make the guilt go away, as if the pain would disappear if u stared at the train long enough!
It's gone.. The train has its own journey to make (and all the passengers are forced to oblige.. ) As I stood in the station, I was in a state of disconnect, unrelated to the chattering and sqwaking of the public - an entity lost in thought - no specific direction, just random thoughts about food, water, company and other essentials!
Everytime I see someone frozen in time, thinking and reliving past memories, I can only remember Gandalf the Grey mutter, "Fly you fools!" Cuz that's what we should be doing! There is no point in holding on with dear life to what is gone and what has left.. It makes more sense to move on..
A friend reminded me, "There are 6 billion people on this planet, the last time I checked. If you are feeling alone, then it's your own doing!"
Sitting in this max populated city, I think it is about time for me to make that move.. I must fly.. Cuz I know I could soar like an eagle, perch like parrot and have a taste of many mangoes to come.
Fly you fools!
Current Mood: Bye!
Current Music: Lord of the Rings Sound Track
31 Dec 2004, 10:51am
well written!
And where might you be, 'away from home'? :-)
31 Dec 2004, 11:53pm
Nice! More people need to think this way. Good going! :)
1 Jan 2005, 4:42pm
thnku!!
jus needed this to start wid on the first day of a new year...
God bless ya..happy new year! :)
1 Jan 2005, 8:01pm
uve got to believe...ive been readin this over n over again!!!
2 Jan 2005, 1:17am
read it again. and again. and came back to read it again.
daym daym daym. so fukkin true. wat else can i say huh?
to move on. wow how tough. :-)
wishing u a great 2005...flying however high u might be...
daym again.
thought going in the right direction.