Right now...what is it you want to do?
The first day of the year 2005 has gone by. Before I know it, I'll soon be typing out lines which say "...o m g...its the end of 2005..how fast time flies..". Life is funny in the way it unfolds and funnier in the way it makes it seem like it never did unfold, like you're still unraveling the mystery of what life is till your very last day. Wtf. Alright, Jan 01 2005 has gone by, I've had fun for most of the day. But its 12:44AM, 25 hrs into the new year and its back to me and my PC and fullhyd.com/blogs braving the night.
I've never really put up "resolutions" and I believe I never will. Not for New Year's atleast...:-) Never saw them come true...I've always wanted to join the gym, always wanted to go jogging, always wanted to learn the guitar, learn the drums, sit and pen down that story which is always in my head, study...ad infinitum. To think big and achieve even bigger....But these are all wishes, all plans which I can only dream to see the light of day. I've learnt this much though, its nice to dream, its nice to think big and its even better to go out and do it. As I wrote loong ago, the ones who dream and do nothing abt it are the bums...the one who do something abt it are the achievers.
Here's to 2005 pushing my lazybum into that circle of achievers. Ofcourse this again is a dream but as I've already said, I lovvve to dream. But its almost futile to dream for the morrow. To dream for Right now and to achieve that right now shall be it. Right now is where I want to be. Right now is where I want to live. Shall keep y'all posted on how my "Right now" philosophy works out in this year.
Right now I want to be writing better stuff. Right now I want my future known to me. Right now I wish I could have more faith in the one who holds my future. Right now I want to be not blogging and to be studying. Right now I want to be not makin excuses when I'm doin what I love. Right now I want to be outside that door, in the cold, staring at that beautiful moon, with you. Right now I want to speak to you. Right now I wish I could playback what I'm listening to on Winamp. Right now I want to take your breath away and to break free. Right now I want to live on impulse and to learn from experience. Right now I want all the questions to vanish into thin air and to be replaced by crystal clear answers. Right I want to fast forward, right now I want the next moment here. Right now I want to sleep.
One of those things I shall do now. Its upto you to guess which one.
Right now I want to live.
Goodbye Right now and onto the next now.
Payne
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: Forrest Gump OST followed by Gladiator OST throughout this post
2 Jan 2005, 1:30am
Wrong!
2 Jan 2005, 1:34pm
Right Now...i wish i never knew how to read...:p Happy New Years boi...
-baap right here, right now!
2 Jan 2005, 6:26pm
"Right now I want to live on impulse and to learn from experience"-----me too ! ..me too !..
Last para- Awesome !
You will win an oscar someday ....i dont know for what ...but very Oscarish post this is ...:-) ..>:D
2 Jan 2005, 6:28pm
"Right I want to fast forward, right now I want the next moment here"---niiice ...and me too ! me too !
2 Jan 2005, 7:09pm
:|
uh.
ok.
:-"
yappy nyeww yeaah.
syko.
2 Jan 2005, 10:39pm
Richa : roigght...
baap : bastard..:p Happy New year to u too kiddo..
hs : :) >:D< .. y Oscar-ish re bhai? watchin too many Immies? :| :D tankuu..
syko : ok. :p how many times do i gotta tell u? :-L happy new year re bhai.
2 Jan 2005, 11:13pm
Idiot.
Makes resolutions and puts right now in front of them.
*May be I should spike your frooti with some vodka..*
3 Jan 2005, 9:49am
Right Now, you need to watch a Van Halen video...
:-)
Charas.
4 Jan 2005, 5:53am
came back after a long time....read ur blogs...really nice ones in here..:)n hey congrats for getting to d top 5...:) n ya how do u thnk i can tell u who i am???i donno u..:p i know ur name though but havnt seen u...btw how come i missed u at saarang???;)u maintained a low profile or wot??:d
5 Jan 2005, 12:31am
loved da last lines of ze post of ze gr8(not) payne.
um and wat else ..oh yes ..jusht to irritate yourver tired hands.....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!(he he ,now u have to reply "happy new year to you too")
lov
yipee(not)
5 Jan 2005, 12:32am
P.s. vp is not and never was in your memory.
5 Jan 2005, 9:35am
>>Neuro : yehe...i know re bhai... :D
>>itsme : plz to tell who is u...:-S thanks for ze gongrats n awll....u can give hints like that ya know...:D u were at saarang? :-? comin dis time kya?
>>yipee : not yipee? :-S happy new year to u too. :| now where did vp come in? :-S
7 Jan 2005, 11:00pm
Right now I am visiting your blog, n not for the first time! :)
9 Jan 2005, 2:51pm
Freaky.. kind of what i think but never do too:p
Liked yure writing..what shoudl i call it..style?
11 Jan 2005, 1:32am
right now am sleepy :))
31 Jan 2005, 10:48pm
...maybe right now you should be out there makin someone real happy...?
wot say
5 Sep 2005, 1:08am
I am delighted that you have chosen to respond at last to one of the people posting comments on your blog. While the subject of the sex/slave trade is indeed horrendous, I am sure I am not alone in wishing that you would engage and debate with those of us posing hard and difficult questions about the impending EU Constitutioncrisis that is likely to result from a rejection by French and Dutch voters. Surely this is a paramount subject for you - Commissioner for Institutional Relations and Communication - to be addressing. It wont go away, you know.
10 Sep 2005, 7:59am
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