3 Mar 2005
memory-archives.
Another one that went away. Sacrificed to a particularly painful event called the past.
And all I'm left with are mails I had the good-sense not to delete, an inbox that thankfully supports a huge archive of messages and yes, a music collection that was created specially for me.An album compiled halfway into the night - just so it would reach on time to fill the desolate hours. So I would never get lonely.
The music plays on - more in my mind than on the speakers; each word taking on a larger-than-life dimension.
I know that each song was selected with great care - to say all that was doomed to remain unspoken, to substitute for all that would never be; to give the impermance an illusion of eternity...
But the band must play on; and with one last soulful tribute you turn your back to the world you created of memories and could-have-beens....
"Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
Would you feel the same ...?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven "
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: tears in heaven
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By Toeplitz
3 Mar 2005, 2:58pm [ Reply ]
Awwww.... that's so wonderfully written...
By Pye
3 Mar 2005, 4:20pm [ Reply ]
Bittersweet. And wow.
By dipsydoodles
3 Mar 2005, 10:47pm [ Reply ]
hmmmmmmmmmm...dont have mixed feelings abt moving on. Things will surely be challenging but you are a winner. Remember that. Will miss you lotsssssssssssssssss...