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Random thoughts of a Restless mind

State of mind

zombie | 24 August 2005, 10:17pm



I am just a restless mind with random thoughts. I am just an average person trying to progress into an unknown higher state. A state where everything you do and everything you see makes sense. I hate being average. I want to be at peace.

I do not want some random thoughts circumnavigating my mind and drive me insane. Make me question my purpose of living.I tried killing myself, but could not. Why? I do not know why i want to live.

I think conscience is our biggest enemy. had humans not had conscience, they could have been something else.Or is it intelligence that ruining mankind?



Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: Lets get Metaphysical- David Gilmour



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lizardking | 25 Aug 2005, 12:48pm

I agree on the intelligence ruining us.



Swati | 29 Aug 2005, 8:25pm

Where were you all these years!!!!?????



zombie | 3 Sep 2005, 1:09am

Thanks lizardking.....



zombie | 3 Sep 2005, 1:10am

Swati....well i was here all along!!!!!



rithika | 3 Sep 2005, 1:32am

Restless mind, random thoughts, higher state...good but definetly not you best.... ;)



Alexa | 3 Sep 2005, 2:07am

Rohit My man....you actually made me think what the hell i am doing with my life. Microsoft is killing me..The Serbian gang misses you and the seesions. CMU is hosting a Serbian film festival.. Wish you were here...



Alexa | 3 Sep 2005, 2:08am

PS: Tikka, Poonam and Rosh say "Hi"



Subhashree | 6 Sep 2005, 6:41am

hey...Rohit...good one...it reflects so much u...i know u hate being average...:-)
Keep writing...!



zombie | 9 Sep 2005, 2:46am

Subhasree - Thanks a lot...Finally you made it.

Alexa - My man..i miss the sessions too... and pittsburgh and not to mention Carnige Mellon University and film festivals. Say hi to Tikka and Poonam.

Rithika- How the hell did you know about this?????? Yes this is not definetly my best. Watch out for more....



jesse | 13 Sep 2005, 10:59pm

hey zombie where did you get this name??? state of mind or state of fate...about your thoughs on intelligence...think again....the reason you can call yourself man and not ape is you rate better on the intelligence factor!!!



Zombie | 14 Sep 2005, 6:05pm

I have answered your question about my name earlier. Yes agreed that intelligence has taken us places, but the question is whether we are using this intelligence in a correct way? Inspite of intelligence we do still have in this world things like spite, racial discrimination, slander, violence, hate, nuclear bombs and the list goes on....



jesse | 16 Sep 2005, 3:11am

now i know you are a pessimist!!!((((Inspite of intelligence we do still have in this world things like spite, racial discrimination, slander, violence, hate, nuclear bombs and the list goes on.... !!!!!!)))))



lady in black | 16 Sep 2005, 3:11am

hey rahul!!!! good thinking!!



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