Oblivion
zombie | 10 September 2005, 1:58am
I Stood guard to our memories tonight,
I Stood guard to the tears in my eyes.
Brazen thoughts,
Muffled cries,
Silent Whispers,
Sleepless nights,
Insanity.........
While she dances free from unnatural trammels,
I am standing here with pain in my heart.
While she lived her ephemeral life with pride,
I have come to become a wastrel.
I Stood guard to our love tonight,
I Stood guard to my dying heart.
As I stare across the mist filled window into the cold oblivion,
All I can see is her shadow and hear echos of my silence.
Look what have become now,
Just a vacant soul with no deep thoughts.
Yet,
I stand guard to our memories tonight,
I stand guard to the tears in my eyes.
Current Mood: Heartbroken
Current Music: Toxicity - System of a Down
Comments
1Swati | 12 Sep 2005, 9:36pm
The pain in your words can;t be any more real than this. i woinder what makes you write such awesome stuff???
zombie | 13 Sep 2005, 12:26am
rithika - thanks a lot....you still did not answer my question...
Swati - I am glad you like it! :) As to what makes me write.... well i donno... i guess i write what i feel!!!
Zombie | 14 Sep 2005, 6:01pm
Jesse first of all thanks for visiting my blog. To anwser your question, well its not fate, but its my state that made me choose the name zombie. I feel like a unreal person living in a real world, just like zombies.
rithika | 12 Sep 2005, 8:01pm
This is more like you...I can see and feel the pain. Just keep writing...get it all out...