Ecstatic Failure

Think it over

My Live Effigy...Alight!

rock_26iin | 12 February, 2006 19:07

I gaze through the smoke and haze, wondering what is happening. The fumes, the drugged effect they have, and slowly, I realize that I am on fire. I am the one burning slowly, being frozen out of my existence by flames.

Yes, yes, I've had a major mental fuck up. I am making no sense when people talk to me, rather, when I talk to them or whatever. Nothing wants to make sense, it just wants to get more complicated and get me more entangled in this spiders web that is sometimes referred to as my life. I get disoriented at times, feel Friday is really Monday and Sunday will never come, and that time just stops and starts as if its got fits.

I feel that I am not supposed to understand what I feel. I'm looking at that flame, which was just up to my knees right now, looks like it just managed to get higher. Anyway, I'm still wondering what am I supposed to feel. Should I laugh the world in its face? Or should I say that I need to live more. Hey, the fire is getting furious now, it just reached above my belt.

The fire is there, but I feel frozen, I know that

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June | 12/02/2006, 22:54

change d template! i mean really, its sucha strain on my eyes....tat for now.. n me gonna come back n comment on d actualy post sumtime later:)

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June | 13/02/2006, 10:50

totally agree wid ya rock_26iin...being truthful to oneself often ends in harsh reality and yet it leads to some major introspection in life...uve made a good point der.

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rock_26iin | 13/02/2006, 13:28

I'll change the font size but I ain't changing the template :P and I can read this template perfectly

Thnx :)

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June | 13/02/2006, 23:10

yeah rite!! what have u got? some kinda super eyes???

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rock_26iin | 14/02/2006, 17:43

Nope, But i DO have an anti-glare screen on my monitor ;)

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