Confused..
Johnny | 13 June 2004, 1:25amMe back after a long time. I dont feel like bloggin anymore.. Dunno the reason for it though. May be cuz a fellow blogger once accused me of a number game, which made me lose all the enthu i had for bloggin'. I know i shudnt care, and i know i am not. but whats the real reason?
Isnt anything interetsing happening in ma life these days? Oh but wait this blog is not to entertain others and become popular rite..? its just the logs of the life i am living, for myself.
Maybe i have become very lazy... Yea i m a lazy bum. I hate myself for that. I never ever do anything in time. I always have to wait for the last minute tension. Like Calvin rightly said "Creativity is like a facet, which cannot be achieved without experiencing the last minute chaos"
Well did nothing much today. Just was lazying around in da room, Had things to do but still didnt feel like. I have a quiz coming up, which has become a nice pretext for me to not go to the GYM for the last 3 days. I feel the effect in ma body now.
Its all so lazy and uneasy. No physical activity for 3 days has made my mind go dumb.
On the other hand my best friend gave me a good news, well a good news for him. He lost his V yesterday night. Man and it was so simple. It was all so unexpected. He used to discuss with me about the importance of staying a V till marriage and now he himself lost it to an israeli chick.
but now i realise its no big deal losing one's V. Just dat a hype is created outta it. Nothings gonna change after that. Everything wud be the same. Well its a matter of personal choice and self control though.
Man Jimi Hendrix is GOD. He defines ROCK and the revolution behind it owes everything to him. He is THE Lord of Rock.
I am so sad these days. I am not gettin to chat with a dear friend of mine. She's been busy cuz of her college. Wish she comes online soon. :(
And my life here, isnt too grand either. The profs behind me like monsters, and to top them, the STUPID rules and regulations. I am sure i wont be any better off even if i clear my courses and graduate. But the degree matters right. Why is everything in the world so proof based. I hate persons who form an opinion on a student based on his grades.
Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: Jimi hendrix
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1. By fallen angel | 13 Jun 2004, 2:25am
let it go johnny, blog because you can... blog because you want to... since you din't care anyway, i shouldn't sing further eh?... keep it going.
apologetic.
2. By Johnny | 13 Jun 2004, 3:17am
Hey FA felt nice to get the first comment form u. :) Yea dear i shall continue bloggin', And dont be apologetic... Its okie. :)
3. By Aran | 13 Jun 2004, 3:11pm
How nice. How sweet. How very ...
4. By fallen angel | 13 Jun 2004, 7:08pm
sigh... aran, blog woman blog.
sigh
5. By Johnny | 13 Jun 2004, 7:27pm
Huh? :-S Aran? Wassup? be clear... :D
6. By SpOiLD_BrAt | 14 Jun 2004, 12:31am
Awwwww, Dont be sadddd. I miss u too :( No college now, on summer vacation :P Will talk to u soon babe! ;)
7. By Johnny | 14 Jun 2004, 4:02am
Hey brattio... hows u?? Hows everything goin babe? Take care..