You got a life?
Johnny | 7 July 2004, 8:28amWith or without u? Its always a tough choice one has to make, be it in chosing a life partner, or a career. Follow your heart, squeak the so called experienced fellas. I mean, how stale can you get? Damn it!!! i am asking you for a friggin advice for my career, and u tell me follow ur heart.... as if i didnt know that. :roll:
Man, if i really follow my heart, imagine the consequences? I wanna go back to my village and do some farming. I wanna dwell in the natural wonders. I want to go into a forest and stay there hunting for food. I want to join the army/navy/airforce. I want to become an extremist. I want to be a politician. I want to serve people, at the same time i wanna be a dictator. Bundle of contradictions i am like Voltaire.
I wanna settle in the steep slopes of himalayas. I see a split personality in me. One part of it is the busy office going Jack in New York, earning tons and tons of money. The other part of me wants to be the Thapa of the himalayas, laying naked on the mountain top, smokin POT. And a third part of it, which is a mixture of both wants to become a philosopher.
How complex can my mind think? I am standing at the juncture where any decision i take wud probably effect me for the rest of my life. Isnt it too early for me? Shud i not be given some more time to have fun, experience the experinces of people? I refuse to get into a monotonic life. I refuse to be a rat in the rat race. I refuse to oblige to any natural/forced Obligation.
Gettin good education, gettin a good job, Drawing FAT salary, building a makaan, marrying, givin birth to a rich spoilt Brat, who will actually enjoy the fruits of my hard work. This is all Bullshit. Sometimes i really think Ayn Rand was God's messenger, who taught us the way of living. Objectivism says it all.
Look at Maria Sharapova. She is Hot. She is talented, and she is a millionare and not even 18. How frustrating can that be? By the time she wud be my age, she wud have enough booty to feed her great great great grand daughters...
Well that is life. Again Karma theory explains it all. There seems to be an explanation for all the frustrations man has got.
I shall take time to decide where i wanna go. Maybe a lifetime. Hopefully the next life i shall be what i want. Maybe ppl like sharapova were like me in their previous birth. Hey hey hey i aint that bad now. I m happy, just contemplating over the strange ways of te world.
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1. By Voltaire | 7 Jul 2004, 10:26am
"The other part of me wants to be the Thapa of the himalayas, laying naked on the mountain top, smokin POT"...not a pretty sight..
2. By Sharapova Fan | 7 Jul 2004, 11:16am
I can empathize with you bro, its frustrating is to type with one hand everytime you think of sharapova.
3. By Johnny | 7 Jul 2004, 1:55pm
Hey voltaire... It really is a pretty sight... U r just lookin at the outer appearance, think about the immense satisfaction one gets doin dat. ;)
And thanx Sharapova_fan : U pretty well do get my point ;)
4. By monu | 7 Jul 2004, 9:55pm
Why do I get this feeling that spoilt_brat has some hidden reference to me?? You KNOW im not spoilt Johnny! :)
5. By monu | 7 Jul 2004, 10:13pm
Why do I get this feeling that spoilt_brat has some hidden reference to me?? You KNOW im not spoilt Johnny! :)
6. By Johnny | 7 Jul 2004, 10:25pm
Bingo monu... U feel that way cuz, ur father had done the same thing/course i am doing now ages ago... and there u r now.. one lucky bastard... But i love u for the fight u put up, inspite of all that. :) Keep Going that individualistic facet of yours.
7. By monu | 7 Jul 2004, 10:29pm
And u'll always be my first love sandy. There is nothing about you I would change.....besides your hairstyle ofcourse.
8. By Johnny | 7 Jul 2004, 11:39pm
Damn... dare not touch my hair.. Grrrrr... I know how jealous you are about them... Nice wavy, long hair like a rock star hehehe.. unlike ur S fermented hair... And rem.. dont mention my name around here.. i like privacy :roll: