Life aint such a sweet package

aintlifestrange | 03 August, 2004 02:16

Well well well, this is my first blog entry.

As most others, I never thought that one day I will also have a blog of my own. Never thought I would ever use this medium to voice my thought, my opinions, my frustrations and blah blah blah...

But unlike most others, i am starting this blog 'cuz I am feeling ultra low today. Just wanted some medium to went out my anger/disappointment at the world. Thot this would be better than getting back home and crying. Yea, I am a metrosexual man whose not afraid of his emotions. :)

Its just been one of those days when nothing goes right, in both personal and office life. And to top that an ulta emotional asshole like me! Somehow everything thats not been going right for the past few months came rushing back to me!

Everything was hunky dory as long as I was in Delhi. In Jan my GF (of 3.5 yrs) and I moved down to Hyd 'cuz we both got jobs here, in the same co! We even took up apts close by so that we could be near. But within one month of coming to Hyd, my perfect world came shattering down upon me, she dumped me for some other guy. And me being me, am unable to shake myself off it.

And today a friend i really wanted to chat with, couldnt spare the time and worse; she signed off without even saying bye.

And to top that I sprained my fucking foot 10 days and it still refuses to heal.

Really feeling very upset today. Feel like nobody cares a shit whether I live or die! Just want someone to come up to me and say "Hey, I care!"

I know I know, all this is BS, my family cares n all. But they are not here, are they?

And all that my relatives here care about is hw much time I spend with them over the bloody weekend.

Hate this bloody fucked up life of mine.

Comments

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chaiwala | 03/08/2004, 03:16

Visit my blog .. ye will feel better :-)

on a serious note.. dude.. it is time to look for new cheese.

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chaiwala | 03/08/2004, 03:17

Visit my blog .. ye will feel better :-)

on a serious note.. dude.. it is time to look for new cheese.

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DQ | 03/08/2004, 08:37

cant be as bad as Sharda in Kaamwali.fullhydblogs.com

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Portuguese Man-Of-War | 03/08/2004, 11:35

Can't say that, DQ. Sharda's is a problem that can be rectified if some people help, and she's not going through the kind of mental trauma of No Namer. Girlfriend problems are all about how you can handle your mind, and little in the physical world can heal them. No Namer, the only solution is to find someone else. It works, which is why people are on rebounds all the time. Another person in your life will take up a lot of your mindspace - it's a whole human being, with a full life in her - and you'll hardly have time to mull over someone else.

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No Namer | 03/08/2004, 13:58

Hey thanks guys!

Fortunately yesterday was a one-off, i've mostly gotten over the shit, but still sometimes i just get it into like nobody's business. :|

And hey, I know about sharada's story DQ talked about: Kaamwali.fullhydblogs.com

If i have it correctly, I've even met that kid. Will confirm first and then post more details about it.

And reg rebound thing, I donot agree. I really dont want to spoil someone else's life just so that I can get out of my miseries. Somehow dont subscribe to that view.

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No Namer | 03/08/2004, 14:19

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Stupendous Man | 03/08/2004, 20:05

i'm sorry to be a dampner on already damp moods..but it's actually vent..not went.

hope your days pick up.

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